okay.im really really really very tired now.and i dunno why am i still blogging.argh! im waiting for my video to load..and its gonna take a really really long while! but im really tired and sleepy..but i cant slp without watching.see.i think im starting to not make any sense alr.hahas.

both my sisters stayed over last night.i cant rmb when was the last time we slept tgt alr.i made them squeeze on the mattress while i slept comfortably on my bed.muhahaha! talked and bickered alot since they reached in the afternoon.talked abt many mnay random stuffs...and i really wanna blog abt what my sis said.cos i think its really dumb! hahas.
she said she once received a complaint from a foreigner abt an auntie who works in mc.

auntie: hello sir.whycome(welcome) to mcdonalds!
customer:errs.for breakfast?
auntie:animal(any meal) for you?
it took quite a while for the guy to uds what she meant,but anw,he got it finally and made his order.
auntie:any lizard(dessert) to go with your meal?
hahas.it totally pissed the customer off!

dun you find it simply adorable and funny?? hahas.


i woke up early this morning to join the juniors for their friendly in xinmin.mich called me last night cos she said they were short of players.heard that kelly,daph and denise were injured.anw,today was pretty demoralising for them.it must be tough for mich looking at her abt to cry during debrief.they were all affected by those teammates who couldnt make it to the match.i hope that the debrief works! hey darling girls! have faith that you girls can do it ar! no worries! hope to see your team spirit and confidence next time k?? all the best!

but poor van here is an old lady alr.even fung said so.ah! im having bruises and aches everywhr now!!
and i had work after match too.quite tiring.business was really bad today.REALLY BAD.i was totally bored and tired,plus i was working with my new colleague.so i decided to not work my 8hrs today and left early.i met a blind old lady finding her way ard on my way back.i asked her if she needed my hlp.but i was really scared that she would shout at me and say no,cos you know some ppl just simply refuse to let others hlp them.luckily she din.so i helped her all the way to her bus.i dunno why so many ppl were staring at me.I SHUD BE THE ONE WHO'S STARING AT THEM FOR NOT HELPING.but anw,the conclusion is...it feels good to help others.no.i mean GREAT.hahas.

im still deciding whether to go tmr or not.but i still hope to see you guys soon!
misses.

i miss her agn.i really felt like hugging her today.out of a sudden.but,she wont come back anymore.im scared.really afraid that i'll lose another one.which...i dunno when.

no worries nat! van's okay!! i was alr okay that sunday when zoe,shigs and zhiwei came to VISIT me at tpy.i mean,A FEW DAYS had passed then.of cos i was feeling better alr lah.i wonder what took so long for you guys to turn up,but i dun think i wanna know anw.THKS FOR BEING LATE...hahas.and the WITHERING SUNFLOWER.but i still love it alot lah.sunflower's the best! thks zo! oh.STOP BUYING FLOWERS FROM OTHER FLORISTS LAH.BUY FROM ME LAH.hahas


been pretty busy lately.and im running out of ideas soon.seems like my flowers are getting uglier.no inspirations. =( and i dun really like my new colleague.she talks slowly,deeply..with no main pt at all.errs.i could only smile dumbly back at her,cos i dun even know what she's trying to tell me.and i dunno why the boss thinks she's good.has he ever heard her speak english or seen her flowers? i know this is bad,but jessie and i keep gossipping abt her lately.cos she's not as good as what she claimed to be,and she doesnt do any work or worry abt the business.i think jessie's thinking of transferring to another outlet..i think i'll quit if she leaves ba.hahas.
but anw...i had a few bouquets that i did lately and im really proud of.upload pics another time!



staying over at shigs last sat was pretty fun and nice.lol.AND ZOE,WHO SAYS MUST BRING TOY FOR STAYOVER? hahas.that dumb girl went totally crazy and damn high cos its her first stayover.who was the one who said she's not gonna let me slp while she's the first to fall asleep???
supper nearby with shigs classmates.was quite funny.with sweeliang and martin laughing at me being a vegetarian.and the vegetarian snowman zoe made.lol.and shigs! i din know you told him.it was quite embarrassing and weird lah.so paiseh!
then the guys left and 3 of us went to 7-11 and got lots of food!! and magnum's really nice!!!!!! hahas.back in shigs rm,continued the drama..while zoe fell asleep and wont wake up no matter how we call her.watched till really late,and chatted while we were trying to slp.hahas.it feels like our sec one orientation night when you forced me to talk to you and refused to let me slp! great chat! AND I DIN KNOW YOU WERE EVEN INTERESTED IN KIAN! hahas..
zoe woke us up early next morning.her parents came in the morning and we all went for breakfast at zoe's old house.she then decided to miss church and we all went back to shigs place after that.borrowed shigs clothes..AND WE LOOKED LIKE TWINS! hahas.shigs' parents then drove us to nus for open hse(which i din wanna go actually).met so many ppl thr.classmates from 4grace,and ppl from tj too.then it was teoheng with shumei at night.which the 4 of us had fun singing and icecream-ing too=) upload pics another time too=)


yes! the great van is off agn tmr! shud i slp the whole day? or go out for some shopping?? mm...

you know what? sometimes its more than enough to have someone by your side when you're feeling down.thr's no need for that person to say anything,but to sit quietly by your side.maybe dinner too.at least you'll know that someone will be thr for you.



if it takes 10mins to jump down a building(assuming i walk up the stairs),i would have died 42 times before you called me.it'll take alot lesser if i took the lift,which means i might have died many more times..you took 7 hrs to call.7.what do you expect me to say?



today is a day full of imagination and hope.and obviously.what i had imagined and hoped din come true.i find myself a great joke.



i had a good day at work.and jessie purposely din bank in the earnings the past few days so that i could bank in today.hahas.i always enjoy going to the bank...cos the guys thr are really quite not badlooking.hahas.even had a nice chat with my neighbours,bengawan and famous amos.business was good too.somehow i din wanna knock off too early tonight,cos i din wanna think.





new friends are better than old ones,isnt it?

yes.its finally out.i knew this would happen.so i purposely made a trip hm before knowing my results.cos looking at my darling dogs and mummy always make me stronger.


to those who have done well,did within expectations or better than expected and those who are happy with your grades..well done and congrats.


mm.did i just disappoint you? i hate this feeling.really sorry.but dun worry for me.cos i'll be an independent child.i wanted to look for you in the afternoon,but decided that it would be better if i din.cos i...still wanna look strong to you.

to the juniors who stood by me this afternoon..THANK YOU SO MUCH! cos i really had fun playing vball....and i dunno how i would spend my day if i din stay=) actually right,its the concern you girls gave me which made me cry.hahas.thats dumb.especially michelle! THKS ALOT=)
yixian,tell the girls how thankful im today k?? i love you girls!
and JP! thks for being not as annoying and more understanding today.bubble tea another day k? my treat=)

i cant believe that you guys din even call or msg me after that.even more disappointing than my results.


i'll be fine after a little while.all i need now is a good rest tonight=)

im waiting for someone,someone who will say that to me.
=(

I HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR SELFISH AND SENSELESS BEHAVIOUR.enough.when will you learn? i dun wanna care anymore.ah! its up to you to think what you shud do from now on.since you never listened to us anyway.


finally a day off agn.work has been quite fun and nice.except for that annoying and weird uncle.AH! AH! and may was transferred to amk.now i gotta start all over agn with a new colleague.sad.
i was thinking whether i shud go back for more balls,or stay at hm the whole day today.....and i chose to get some books and stay at hm=) this is so annoying.katherine arranged me to work all the weekends this mth.she even gave me a call ytd to ask me if i've noticed that.errs.well,i din,until she told me.she said she needed my hlp and hope that i can uds.this is dumb.doesnt she know that weekdays at tpy are much busier than weekends? this shows how often she comes down.hahas.i think i shall negotiate tmr.at least give me alternate saturdays free right? so i can play? but the good thing is...no more suntec this mth! yay! work at suntec is really boring!!


oh no.results coming out this friday right? im so dead.i dunno how to tell my parents abt my grades.esp my mum.i hate to disappoint her=(
okay.dun think abt it anymore until that moment comes ba.hahas.aiyah.if i cant get into any school..then be a full time florist lo.hahas.its a good thing that i've learnt a new skill now.


yay! we're going tioman! i hope it'll be fun! cos i dunno when will be the next time we'll have such fun time tgt agn.everyone's busy with their own stuffs now...really hope to see everyone soon!


what do i really want?