finally a meet up with a friend! FINALLY! AFTER A MILLION YRS!! someone with a familiar face! not unfamiliar ppl from school and work anymore!! hahas.
thank you so much for dinner!! though it'll be better if you enjoyed the food,if you din say YOUR SIZE and other mean stuffs and of cos,IF YOU MSGED.
hahas.anyways..yes.im very unwilling to play all those games.BUT BUT BUT! I GAVE IN AR.mm.it wasnt that bad afterall=) aiyahhhhhh.shud take pic ar! cos van dun go to arcades often! hahas.


a couple living upstairs asked me ytd if those cats outside were mine.cos they want 2 of the little kittens.ahhh.i felt really sad after that lah.those kids are gonna be separated from their mum soon! i managed to save them for another wk,as i told the couple that the kids are still relying on their mum,shouldnt take them away so soon! poor cats! do you think that the mum would say DUN TAKE MY KIDS AWAY if she can talk?? hahas.now i count the kittens each time i get hm lah.who knows when they'll be gone??


she reminds me of miko.alot.
im starting to miss her again.she's gone for quite some time alr.but memories of her remain so clear and dear to me.i wanted to tell you abt her just now when i saw her favourite dental sticks.she REALLY LOVED THEM ALOT ALOT ALOT.but you interrupted! so.oh well.nvm then.


im not pissed.totally chilled.but animals do really have feelings too.when miko's babies were taken away from her,she used to stay near the door everyday.looking out,waiting for them to come back.it must have hurt alot.im really sorry my dear.

wherever you are now darling,stay happy ya?
love you alot still as always.

haix.i dunno why but looking at your facebooks makes me feel...upset.mm.it seems like you peeps are all having fun now.lots of pics ar.but nth much with me as always.
and honestly,i dunno anything abt you all anymore.like have you got a new crush lately? have you really broken up with him? do you have match today? did you win the game? is anything upsetting you guys?? when are you going overseas and stuffs.
but anyways,wad are friends for years for right? mm.there's no need to meet up or talk everyday right? i uds i uds.bbuuuttttt.it'll really be nice if you guys could at least drop me a msg once in a while?? =)
heys! but if one day you guys need someone to be there,i promise i will ya? you can always call me anytime k? i knew that this would happen,but din expect it to be so sudden and soon.

loves.

aiyah.why is thr so much to do?? new ones come in before i finish the old ones.ah.i really really really wanna find time to visit my darling doggies soon!! I MISS YOU DARLINGS!! wait for me ar!!

company dinner was...fun.
well..at least i climbed those rockwalls TWICE!! hahas.i was always the one belaying down thr,and i finally tried it myself today! hahas.its not as scary afterall.i was expecting sth worse.hahas.
and i enjoyed the prata! yum yum!! hahas.


oh dear.its gonna be another long day tmr.
oh well.jiayou ar!

HAHAS! BREAK AT LAST! HURRAY!!!!
ah.even though its just a day.
MM.i WANTED to spend my day doing work.cos it seems like that stack of school work on my table is getting thicker and thicker each day! sad life!
but.hahas.i din do much,completed just enough to last me for the wk.
HEY.but i did alot today k? like eat,wash the clothes,eat,fold clothes,eat,eating m&m(oh gosh! they're totally yummy and addictive! so sinful!!),feed the cats,play with the cats,eat,watch tv,homework while eating at the same time and...eat! wow.quite alot for me to accomplish in one day ar! hahas.

oh mannnnnnnn!!!!!!!!! im totally into scooby-doo now! i mean,how can any dog be as adorable,funny,dumb and timid like him??? (ah.other than the dogs i own.hahas.)
scooby-doo!! whr are you???? hahas.

ah.its my company dinner tmr! yay! food! and rock-climbing?? ahhh.i doubt i'll be doing that.hahas.finally getting to hang out with..friends? colleagues??
ah.thats a hint to my dearest friends out thr! can you guys find a little time for me?? lets go shopping soon!! hahas.but it was nice having friends like zoe and reagen who called ytd for dinner.but sorry guys! i had work! cos i thot you peeps din want me anymore! hahas.meet up soon k? I MEAN REAL SOON!

zoe you asshole! hahas.have fun in obs! buy more gifts,bring more mud back ya??? ah.i dun mind butterflies but no earthworms pls=)

mm.im wondering wads wrong,but i wont think too much.

haix.work,or dun work?? how to say no??? =(

its a tired van once agn.
life's pretty the same everyday.school.work.school.work.school.work.
no more life!
when will you guys have time for me? everyone's so busy now.

and there's school tmr.ON A SATURDAY.how nice!
ah! make up lessons for next monday! but wad am i supposed to do from 11 to 4pm? stay in school like wad you've said?
oh well.think abt the bright side! at least there's no school next mon and tues! argh! why does it feel like im deceiving myself?

here's the post you asked for! abt your note! i keep my promises!
thank you so much for being so nice and sweet! (ONCE IN A VERY LONG WHILE.)
it'll still make my day each time i read it,even though i've read it a million times alr.
especially during really tough times lately,when you guys are all so far away from me.
h ya! not forgetting mr blue guy,who's always ard ar! thks alot! =)

i've been feeding the cat and its kittens for more than a wk le!!
smart cat! chose a great spot to give birth ar! right in front of my hse!

i miss my darlings too.when will i have time to visit you guys agn? I HONESTLY MISS YOU ALL ALOT.

happy 15th bday.
i hate to admit this,but i miss him.
have you grown taller? slimmer? smarter? better?
ah.its just so sad to think abt all these.

I REALLY DUN WANNA TALK ANYMORE.SO JUST SHUT UP AND LET ME ALONE! PLEASE!

im really not having a nice time.there's so much that i really dun wanna do,but do i even have a choice? i just want someone.who knows the pain im going thru,the hardwork i've done.
i've never complained.and i think i can still take all these.just please.stop adding all the awful crap in anymore.leave me alone,will you?
i really just hate it when you get so unreasonable.why does it sound like it shouldnt be your responsibility at all but instead im a great burden?

not your custody means not your daughter? ah! i really hate you.alot alot.
hello.i dun owe you this.YOU WERE THE ONE WHO CREATED THE ACCIDENT.you're a total bastard.

im really tired of all these.very.

ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
starting school early at 830am everyday is torturous!!!!!
though the timetable's pretty...flexible and slack lah.like just a few hrs per day.plus sometimes its just 4 days a wk too.BUT!! I DUN WANNA WAKE UP SO EARLY LAHHHHHHHHHHH...


oh man! trust me! gastric flu is...TOTALLY PAINFUL!
hahas.im so proud to have survived it MYSELF! so independent!! hahas.
acty..being so sick once in a while is not bad lah.CAN LOSE WEIGHT!! hahas.
BUT! its still so much better to be well agn!!


school's alright lah.saw my new class alr.ah.not motivating at all.HAHAS!
and and and and and!! luckily my buddy's in the same class as me! yay! lucky us!! hahas.
work's starting to pile up like a little hill!! hahas.i better finish them soon!
van's really working hard eh.uds?


oh man! our dear grace's getting married tmr! i cant wait to see the wedding tmr! hahas.
HAPPY WEDDING!! =)