back to the old days.with chocolates.truth sucks.and you too.

its weird.to only find out stuffs after this long.i was alone! for a very long time-.-
why din you guys say so earlier?!!
fire rekindled.


but anyways,i used my sis's treat to the spa ytd.
back massage was funny.and weird.being naked and i was damn shy.hahas.she kept carrassing my body like i was dead.and talking to me when i couldnt answer lah.weirdness! hahas.they almost got me to pay the package! hoho! im so proud that im so persistent this time =)

im waiting for the ideal one =)

it once felt that it was really close.but im pretty sure now that its gone forever.CHEERS TO IT! its a happy ending! =)

though late,but HAPPY 20TH SHIGGY!!! you dunno how lucky you are to always have all your loved ones on your special day! hahas.hope that you had fun this yr! that night was fun,but i dunno how much you rmb-.-IT WAS NICE SPENDING TIME WITH YOU GIRLS! like watching min running ard,and zoe trying to reply msgs while carrying her pokka bag-.- hahas.and tell swee & martin,I TOTALLY LOVE THEM WHEN THEY'RE TGT,hahas.i think i dun mind going with you all agn=)

mm.have been spending pretty much of my time lately with my dearest girls.time spent these past wks seems to be alot more than time spent tgt the last mths-.- love zoe's card! thank you! but there was more to wad happened during that awful mth.and its not that i dislike wy.aiyah.how to say ar.you guys meet almost everyday in sch,and even not in sch too.how often do i get to see you right? sometimes,i need private time alone.like girls talk.and its very awkward to be with you two too-.- so!! try to uds my feelings la ar! hahas.
and lets visit nat on monday! hahas.how interesting will that visit be!
and teo on tues! =)

ahh.totally hate wad im feeling now.and i dunno how to describe too! if only i could let someone take my feelings for a while-.-

I TOTALLY HATE PRETENTIOUS PPL.

pain gets less obvious as days pass.
totally thankful to friends who have been asking me out lately.for shopping,for sleepover,for swimming...ahh.well.work plays a big part too.ohoh! and my dramas too.

i was hesitant then.but im now determined.to let everything pass.

i had fun searching with shiggy for her gifts.and i totally love today's shopping trip! the dress and shoes! thank you andre for being patient and generous!!! =)

because.im leaving the past behind.since life has to go on,why not live everyday like thr's no tmr? =)

new stuffs.new start.new dreams.new hopes =)

my actual 20th was spent with ppl i love.

early 12mn with zoe,shrooms,min.shroom's call was adorable.i guess she thot that there are 5 players in mahjong? ahh.why do they always come just after i finish bathing? so chui-.-

went for late night shrek(witches gives me the creeps-.-).followed by late night wanton mee=)

met my sec sch cliques,my besties! tgt with zw and jack.thank you for the gifts! i love nat's card,min's letter,the shoes(it came in handy ltr that day!),wallet,elmo balloon..AND TOTALLY NOT FORGETTING THE ELMO YOU GUYS CAUGHT! hahas.its TOTALLY ADORAAAAAABBBBBBBBBLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEE!! THANK YOU =D

met my jc clique after that.ahh.WALKED ALOT.because of miscommunication-.- hahas.but im glad that most of the clique was thr =) had fish n co.and was made to stand on the chair.ahh! totally embarrassing-.- luckily edmund accompanied me! hahas.i wanted to share my birthday with him too anyway! we walked alot after that trying to look for peiwen's wallet! poor girl! hope that everything's fine now! =)

this birthday,i've received the most cakes and elmos,as well as attention from my family since a long long time ago.mummy treated us to dinner twice to celebrate.daddy treated us to seafood too.mm.jessie bought me a little cake too =) thank you peeps =)

its different this time.i think im old alr-.-the thing is.what is one day,compared to the many days left right? no pt trying to make someone feel special for just one day.

but thank you all.for such a day=)