I
AM
REALLY
TIRED
AND
SLEEPY
NOW....
BUT!!!

i wanna say a few things first! hahas!

i had a really busy and packed mth.working like everyday.and im pretty worn out =( money comes and goes as quickly =( i wonder wad i spend on too! ahh.im starting to feel guilty abt the mineral make up now! how zoe???!!! tell me its worth it! in the long run! as long as i stop comparing prices from other brands -.- ahh.it was a nice,short date though! i cant rmb when was the last time.(AHEM.I SAID THAT ON PURPOSE! GET IT???) hahas.well.at least i saved a bit by buying clothes from net! i seriously need to stock up on office wear now =(

as most shud know by now,i decided to try real estate.ahh.just joined era and im printing my namecards this sat! gosh! i feel old.and i can foresee how tired im gonna be =( however! if im lucky to earn well...i can pay for alot of things by myself.and i can splurge to pamper myself then! hoho! i wish =)

2 more yrs.freedom's right thr as long as you cherish it.its your last chance now.and this nv happened to anyone before.pls.look and think of the ppl doing so much for you.think before acting! he looks like a grown up now.

okay! im really slping alr -.-

finally home sweet home! cos i miss my darlings so much!

thank god that they're still so plump! and i think..big eyes is in our blood! even our dogs have big eyes! ahahahhahahs! i wanted to swim today! took all my stuffs along with me to work..hm..and still,lazy to go to the pool -.- I WILL SWIM TMR THEN!

rarely a free friday.but i had nowhere to go.i was very busy at work though.since i had nth on,i stayed for a few hrs longer..then came home.to my dogs! ARENT THEY ADORABLE?????? =D hahas.they look like teddy dogs! so nice to hug!

shengyu! faster be free! i wanna watch inception too! faster organise!! =)

i dun dislike being a florist,but it has irritated me pretty often lately.because im tired i think.thats why i dun feel like working.

but now that im left with only a mth...ahh.im starting to miss it alr =(

im too lazy to start my own biz..but i dun wanna leave my flowers =(

this is one of wad i was busy with today! A $200 FRUIT BASKET! seriously,i think if i were the patient..i'll be super annoyed.so many fruits for wad! hahas.and no tonics and stuffs-.-

staying over for the night! cant exactly rmb when was the last time! its quiet and cool here.MOST IMPTLY,NO MOSQUITOES SO FAR.i tell you ar,the mosquitoes at dad's place..they're SUPER POWERFUL! AND FAST! seriously cant smack them even though i set traps and waited hrs for them! hahas!

im enjoying the night now.nobel's slping just beside,and she wags her tail when i call her.HA! I THINK SHE'S FAKING TO BE ASLEEP! LAZY PIG!

everything's pretty nice here..but can someone ask those cats outside to keep quiet!! -.-

im so addicted to the song! makes me wanna cry.

한걸음 만큼 그댈 보내면 눈물이나
한걸음 만큼 그대가 가면 더 눈물이흘러 와
손을 뻗어도 손내밀어도 닿을수 없는 곳으로
그대 가는데 잡지 못하고 난 울고만 있죠

어떡하죠 어떡하죠
그대가 떠나가네요

어떡하죠 어떡하죠
날두고 떠나가네요
사랑해요 사랑해요
목놓아 불러보지만
그댄 듣지 못해요 가슴으로만 외치고 있으니

하루온종일 지워보지만 또 떠올라
하루온종일 이별하지만 또 다시 떠올라
손을 뻗어도 손내밀어도 안을수 없는 곳으로
그댄 갔지만 찾지 못하고 난 울고만 있죠

어떡하죠 어떡하죠
자꾸 그대만 보여요

어떡하죠 어떡하죠
난 그댈 사랑하는데

미안해요 미안해요
내말이 들리시나요
다시 돌아와줘요 그대 아니면 난 안되니까요

어떡하죠 어떡하죠
난 오직 그대뿐인데
어떡하죠 어떡하죠
그대가 떠나가네요

어떡하죠 어떡하죠
날두고 떠나가네요

사랑해요 사랑해요
목놓아 불러보지만
그댄 듣지 못해요 가슴으로만 외치고 있으니

heh! isnt he hot!! hahahs! spain won! luckily! and i won 50cents i think.but acty..i support holland eh.hahhas!

its a pity that i din watch with friends.i bet it would have been fun too.just like the night at jalan kayu! i honestly love that night and you guys too =)

2 days..and not even 10hrs of slp.im not gonna wake up till 3 tmr! hahas.

because everything's falling apart now.

THIS IS SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO MY 3 LOVELY GIRLS..

MISS LOY PEI WEN
getting that call from you a few days back really did scare me.i cant imagine that kinda stress you've been thru the past yr,because it is is making you so afraid of the future. dear,the thing is..being the best and top isnt everything. wad matters most is that you've given your best,and you shud learn to take things easy. results shouldnt be your priority,and doing average is very normal, so dun be too harsh on yourself! hahas.im sure you'll do better than average! stress decreases productivity! let the past go.or else it'll continue to affect you! dun worry! you'll do great! and yes dear! you can count on me,no matter wad =)


MISS CHANG ZHI JUN
hello dear! thks for always being the one to gimme a ride! hahas.love ya the most! life is indeed full of ups and downs.and you had,more than once,showed me how to stand up quickly from failures and pain,and i really admire you for that! because i still cant do it as well as you do.you're one person who doesnt show emotions easily.and memories of you are always happy and carefree.hahas.mm.no matter wad,you have friends,like US or zp and ch,who will be ard always.if there's such a time when you're upset or hurt..look for us k? =)


MISS AUDREY KHOO
HHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHS!! so glad that you're back! though for just a short one mth,but im sure its a fully packed mth for you! maybe its to celebrate your return,i guess this one mth is prolly the mth our clique meets up the most.WITH ALMOST FULL ATTENDANCE SOMEMORE.hahas.thank you dear for the bbq! reminded me alot of the old days.and the crazy things we used to do tgt.you haven changed much! i hope that you're doing well in school! and most imptly,enjoying wad you're doing now! like zjun,you dun usually show wad you're feeling inside.and smiling though you're sad.though we might be far away,you can still contact us k? hahas.i'll write to you! been wanting to,but couldnt make myself settle down to write one properly! hahas.i'll miss you! =)


thank you girls! for still being in my life! love you guys!! =)

p.s thank you shengyu too! for going shopping! walking and talking so much too! feels like im knowing you all over agn =)


oh oh oh! and thank you mel and zw too! for watching WC with me! hahas.my first official WC.its a pity the rest couldnt make it! nvm! 4 yrs ltr then! yes.andre's gonna say -.- agn. hahas.thank you mel's mum for asking me to slp on the bed and making me eat and drink! hahas.sorry for disturbing her! oh.and zw! nice to hear you say hi! hahhahahhas! and i din manage to wake up to see the dentist! hahas.finals! van persie!! =)

i thot that it has disappeared.
but there it goes agn.and its suffocating me :(
will you listen to me now? :(

audrey's back! and finally a nice gathering today.
i had fun bbq-ing with our 02/07! talking abt the old days..and i really miss them :)
cant wait for despicable me! I LOVE YOU GUYS :D

i din realise that it has been a yr.and the first thing i noticed was..his big nose and hands.a grown up now.

i've nv seen mummy like this before.or at least not for a long long time.its like..she's really a mum.and its totally rare for her to leave work just lidat.mm.i think she only managed to attend my parent-teacher conference once.okay.maybe twice.
it must hurt alot to see your own child lidat.i saw those silent tears.
its weird that i could control myself.in front of others.hahas.i feel stronger.

we alr had plans.had the rm prepared.well.plans are meant to fail i guess.i hope he realises that he's not alone and hope that he feels the love from us.and pray hard for changes.
the usual me..might have told someone abt it.im still looking for all of me to come back.
isnt it weird? to try not to offend someone SPECIAL,and piss others off because you know that its okay to piss this "OTHERS" off? sometimes,OTHERS have things to say
but anyways! i think..im getting better at tuition =)