HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOBEL!! =)





PLS STAY HEALTHY AND STRONG! I LOVE YOU!! =)
coming back to visit you soon!! =)


well.im starting to do a little well in my new job lately.

THANK YOU (looks up thr) FOR HLPING ME =)
i wont give up easily one lah.but just need the little encouragement to keep me moving on strong! hahas.

i was really happy that day..when i realised i din know who to share the news with. so,i told my mentor first.then my mum.i was texting sy and nic,so i told them next. then i thot for a while. finally,i called you. cos i cant rmb the last time we talked,and i was wondering if you would pick up..and how shud i start abt saying it.hahas.kinda sad huh.that i had to think of how to start a conversation with you.im not bearing any grudges against him.but im just upset abt how much you've changed.

everyone's back to their old lives agn.but even before that,nth much had changed.and it has nth to do with me being busy.



I MISS..

-bubbletea-ing tgt
-buying lots of snacks and camping at central stage
-gossiping abt the hottest guys in school,asking me for opinions abt those guys while i give the "dont care" look
-warming up tgt in court,screaming and laughing
-shoppings before trainings and after school
-standing in front of the school gate,deciding where to go..but always ended up in J8
-travelling unnecessary trips just to accompany friends
-personal meetups, not clique meetups
-proper meetups without anyone leaving early,especially to meet other friends
-seeing your faces in school,
-hearing your voices
-having lunch during breaks tgt
-talking on the phone
-being patient with my nonsense
-random immediate meet up
because i haven felt special for a long time,dont feel different from the guys anymore.
i dont receive texts from you anymore,unless there's a GROUP gathering.none of your names are in my inbox anymore.because none of you was ard when i needed you most.our psychological distance..is even further than the geographical distance.i dun know you all anymore=(
i used to think..no matter how far apart,how many new friends we make,i'll still have you guys to fall back on,just like you guys have me.but..i think im starting to doubt that now =(