i wasted a day agn -.-

today,i sat and thought alot agn..while planning wad to do with my 21st.

thought of you guys..and remembered things i wanted to say since two years ago.

things that i've never told anyone.and no longer wish to talk abt.

not saying doesnt mean forgotten.cos on and off,i still get affected and upset.

a few unpublished blog posts.

given a choice,i think what i have now suits me best.

i used to blame and regret.but now that i think of it..i think it isnt so bad afterall.

is it numbers and talk that is holding us tgt? or is it still really wad we have in us that holds us?

断了的弦 再弹一遍
我的世界 你不在里面
我的指尖 已经弹出茧
还是无法留你在我身边
断了的弦 再怎么练
我的感觉 你已听不见
你的转变 像断掉的弦
再怎么接 音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨

on the other hand,this infatuation's taking too long to die.its time! its time to do so!found this in my very very old blog entry. "mm.im still waiting for the day when he's really able to see me as a gd friend. but. when will that be? im still waiting."i've done so and shud be very contented with wad i have now =)

Baby let me love you downnn
There's so many ways to love ya
Baby I can break you downnn
There's so many ways to love ya
Got me like, oh my gosh I'm so in love
I found you finally, you make me wanna say
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
Oh my gosh

You make me wanna say
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

damn.its so catchy! hahas.

i gotta start gluing my ass to my chair and my eyes to my notes! exams!! hoho!! si ar.

so in love these days.old habits cant seem to die! =)

watched my first play with zoe ytd...and discovered her GREAT SECRET SURPRISE -.- congrats girl! but i still dun uds why you din want us to celebrate for you at the very first moment.but oh well.this is zoe -.-

play was nice! enjoyed it though it felt pretty naked to me during some scenes.some more someday? hahas.and magnum at full price! yum yum =)

im still feeling the jitters from last week.he's a little different now..but i still like him alot >.<

peiwen's 21st was alot of self entertaining by ourselves while she got busy with others.hahas.but i really had fun laughing with the rest! like wad i told nic,they're so annoying,yet damn adorable still =) if only we can always stay this high this way =)

damn.its 3 plus alr.i got school tmr and im still not slping! ha.just completed zhanqing's card! though he wont be seeing this post but..HAPPY 21ST MY PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIEND! =D hahas.seriously,im very glad to be on talking terms with him now.how many primary school friend does one still keep in touch with now? not alot right? hahas.so it feels really nice to have an old friend ard still =)

on the other hand..im screwed! i macham haven started doing peiwen's card yet =S so i guess i'll leave zq's party really early and chiong her card through the night! why does it seem like my friends' birthdays come tgt this yr?? so many 21st to settle!! hahas.but i hope that everyone will have a memorable 21st! filled with love and joy!

i wanted to book nsrcc for my 21st.but seems like its fully booked alr.damn.i think i'll reconsider my birthday plans agn =( i had even thot of a theme alr =(

i feel old.kinda starting to envy the naive youngsters now.

third time spending valentine with flowers and bringing joy to others.when will i have a reason to not do so?

and im missing everyone now.

one by one,they're leaving.

i haven got the chance to meet audrey much while she's back during her long vacation.and she'll be leaving agn soon!

and shengyu's leaving tmr.damn.im gonna miss him! our dear shengyu's a really nice person.though he always complain that i stay very far and tries to not send me hm...hahas.he's usually still the one to do so! THANK YOU SO MUCH! hahas.now that you wont be ard..will we still have supper tgt? gatherings without him sounds...different =(

feels damn bad for not being able to send him off tmr.so i cancelled tuitions today in order to go back to tj to join them for trng and dinner.and seriously.i really really really love to watch nic and sy tgt.hahas.they play and work so well tgt (though not as imba as before,nic still plays relatively well! hahas),go everywhr tgt,know and uds so much abt each other.they're such good friends.oh mann.envy that kinda friendship.its gonna be empty without sy! so come back soon okay dude? i'll miss you! really! =)

kenneth was trying to get me in trouble-.- but really.he was telling the truth.years.but i like things as it is now.so..pray hard it wont turn bad?

its valentine's period agn! work work work! no slp! =( 3 days!