during times like this,

late at this hour, 

feeling down, 

and realising that im all i have.

but dun worry van.you'll do just fine =)

and my dear,

though you've been gone for 3 years alr, my heart still aches when i think of you.

you were one pretty,quiet and nice dog.my friend.my family.

maybe one day,a long time from now,we'll meet agn 
till then, i'll continue to miss you

rest well in peace =)

im terribly upset abt arsenal's TRAGIC LOSS tonight! i mean,yes,manutd was awesome! truly imba! but arsenal,you guys din deserve to lose this badly!!! buck up guys! hahas.the season srsly srsly cant get any worse than this alr.hahas.so im looking forward to a better and stronger team from next game on!

COME ON VANPERSIE! =)

  

i dreamt that nobel died after jumping off the window.and im still feeling a lil scared and upset abt it.
argh! remind me never to put her near any windows pls! hahas.and i really need to go back and see them soon.

back to talking agn,and his constant thickskinness brings back a warm feeling.
if only,we can all stay this way for a long long long time more.




Boy it's been all this time,
and I can't get you off my mind,
and nobody knows it but me.
I stare at your photograph,
still sleep in the shirt you left,
and nobody knows it but me.
Everyday I wipe my tears away,
so many nights I've prayed for you to say.

I should have been chasing you,
I should have been trying to prove,
that you were all that mattered to me,
I should have said all the things,
that I kept inside of me and maybe,
I could have made you believe,
that what we had was all we'd ever need.

My friends think I'm moving on,
but the truth is I'm not that strong and nobody knows it but me.
I've kept all the words you said,
in a box underneath my bed,
and nobody knows it but me.

But if you're happy I'll get through somehow
but the truth is that I've been screaming out.


It was all we'd ever need.

Oh, I thought it was all we'd ever need.

I should have been chasing you,
You should have been trying to prove,
that you were all that mattered to me,
Oh, you should have said all the things,
that I kept inside of me and maybe,
You could have made me believe,
that what we had girl,
Oh, that what we had
What we had

It Was all we'd ever need

The first time that I saw you
Looking like you did,
We were young
We were restless
Just two clueless kids,
But if I knew then
What I know now
I'd fall in love.

You're on a bus in chicago
Three rows to the left
You know my heart
Is reaching for you
But we never even met
If I knew then
What I know now
I'd fall in love.

'cause love only comes
Once in a while
And knocks on your door
And throws you a smile
And takes every breath,
Leaves every scar,
Speaks through your soul
And sings to your heart
But if I knew then
What I know now
I'd fall in love.

On a summer night
In august
Backseat of my car
Said I'm trying to get
To know you,
I took it way to far
But if I knew then
What I know now
I'd fall in love.

'cause love only comes
Once in a while
And knocks on your door
And throws you a smile
And takes every breath,
Leaves every scar,
Speaks through your soul
And sings to your heart
But if I knew then
What I know now
I'd fall in love.

I used up
A lot of chances
But you give them back
But if again
It comes crawling
Im gonna make it last..

'cause love only comes
Once in a while
And knocks on your door
And throws you a smile
It takes every breath,
Leaves every scar,
Speaks through your soul
And sings to your heart
But if I knew then
What I know now

If I knew then
What I know now

I'd fall in love...








i am upset.and worried.and scared.and still upset.
thank you for the wonderful years before.i know its a lil too much to ask,but pls,gimme more time and dun take them all from me!
i dunno wads its gonna be like,meetups without that special someone.argh! ahh! =S 
=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((


i had two surprisingly wonderful sessions with peiwen,wayne and nic! eat,play,talk and drink..with lots of laughter and fun! they all can be so annoying,but really adorable and sweet too! him,and his silly expressions and nonsense=)
i rather get bullied than not meeting at all =S 


guys and girls,pls pls,dun stop meeting up when school starts.i'll be damn disappointed.