-confusion-

im pissed.

and my pals are not online.

luckily thr's still shengyu. and luckily he's one who knows my family probs too. easier to talk to. cos daddy's arguing with his girlfriend. over why they dun wanna admit their relationship. but actually he has admitted it alr by doing so. i feel so disgusted abt the conv. i guess that's the prob with broken families. with ur mum's remarried and ur dad attached. it feels weird and somehow disgusting to see them with someone not related to u. but they always say that kids shouldnt interfere. why do ppl look for their happiness at the expense of others? why do they do things for the sake of doing? without considering abt others? haix.though they divorced abt 12 yrs back, i'll still feel sad. but its a unchangeable fact.

he din msg me tonight. when i needed someone to listen to my frustrations. feel rather empty. and i openly talked to shengyu abt him alr. i also asked shengyu to tell him to go aft the girl he likes. sounds rather weird. asking the one u like to go aft the one he likes. haha. but im fine with it. cos he's my gd friend.

dad's still arguing. but im gonna slp. cant be bothered with it.