ok.shall keep this short though i haven been blogging for some time already and MINMIN complained that IT'S DEAD! hahas.
was busy last week cos of JCTs. mm.and im so dead for sure!!! but the worse thing is,im not worrying yet. why??? mm.i dunno too. i just feel as if im lost. like dunno wad am i doing all these for, dunno wad i shud do, dunno wad i want... can someone gimme a compass??? let me find my motivation? target? and direction???
but i got back maths today! i passed! for once i passed maths,passed a core subject!! though i just passed only,but its more than enough=) wad else can i expect?? im so relieved. thks sooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!
had so much fun with my clique! and im so proud and glad to call the 8 of them MY CLIQUE. went to zoo with them ytd and it was so so so so much fun! so MEMORABLE! thks a million zillion times for all the fun ppl! and all the bday celebrations and planning and preparations. hahas. I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH!!!!
but my PALS,u guys are not FORGOTTEN! hahas.I LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT TOO!! lets all meet up soon!! have dinner soon!!
ARGH! term 3 is sooooooooooo sian!!! everyday,except mon,got extra lessons till 5 plus,6!!!! SO LATE! haix. COME ON GIRL! a few more months left!! just WORK HARD k???? hahas.i doubt myself too=)
more papers are on their way! i think i'll get back quite a few papers these few days. DEAD. DEAD and still SO DEAD! TAKE THINGS EASY=)
its so tough to be me. so tiring. getting sad and tired to keep guessing wads on ppl's minds,wad they want and why do they behave this way? wad are they trying to prove? wad are they trying to compete for? when will they realise that they're hurting me? im so tired.
he's sick.take good care and rest well k! im a little upset abt the dist btw us. even shiyun could tell that we grew a bit distant alr. haven been talking to him or seeing him much during the hols. but things are keeping better recently. well, at least i hope so.
went to see a doc for my knees and back today. FINALLY AFTER SO LONG. he says the wear and tear in my knees are at a faster rate than others? but he's not giving me supplements to slower the rate,cos " YOU'RE STILL YOUNG. YOU'RE NOT EVEN 20!" hahas.so he gave me some painkillers? and im supposed to see him agn after 10 days to see if the medication works. AND I'VE GOT 10 DAYS MC FROM PE! shigs! dun be envious=) hahas.
ok.gotta rest well soon! shud i do correlation today or tmr? mm..i wonder...hahas.
Monday, June 30, 2008
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
had quite a fun day today! hahas. buying BBQ stuffs and planning his surprise at andrew's place! woah.it was a crowd.everyone in the clique came today!(except him of cos)
slept late and woke up early.was a bit tired lah. but quite worth it coming today. I WASNT LATE! hahas.went giant then shengsiong looking for cheap stuffs. all thks to our financial consultant, Ms Chang Zhijun!
we planned the surprise in andrew's rm. quite fun lah. had a few ideas how to make him go ECP without suspecting. super funny when he called shengyu and wayne cos they had to act normal. and when peiwen had to msg him as if she was mass sending.but i think he knows lah.just play along bah.
andrew's dogs are ADORABLE! i wanted to go back to see mine today. but went for dinner and everything,so in the end i din go back. mm.i'll go back tmr bah. I MISS U ALL SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH! i wanted to bring darling hildas and miko to ECP tmr. but daddy says i've been spending too much lately. i dun dare to tell him that im gonna spend quite a bit tmr on cabs if i bring my dogs. so...plan aborted! really sad abt it! sorry darlings! next time ya? i called mummy just now. she put on loudspeaker and asked me to call for hildas. he knew it was me. kept looking ard for me. really sad. i'll see u tmr!!! i bought miko's favourite dental sticks!!!
im still doing his card now. totally struck at the cover page. dunno wad to do alr. i missed the 12! thot for a while whether shud still msg him not. but in the end i still msged lah. he just thked me and said he had to complete one last chapter tonight. i kinda miss you a bit lah. but oh well,i'll see you tmr then.
dearest best friend,u dun feel like talking today right? dunno if talking to me will make u better,but it definitely din work today.i guess i shall just leave u alone bah. cheer up and dun think so much. we'll have fun tmr!
ok.shall get back to his card now!
slept late and woke up early.was a bit tired lah. but quite worth it coming today. I WASNT LATE! hahas.went giant then shengsiong looking for cheap stuffs. all thks to our financial consultant, Ms Chang Zhijun!
we planned the surprise in andrew's rm. quite fun lah. had a few ideas how to make him go ECP without suspecting. super funny when he called shengyu and wayne cos they had to act normal. and when peiwen had to msg him as if she was mass sending.but i think he knows lah.just play along bah.
andrew's dogs are ADORABLE! i wanted to go back to see mine today. but went for dinner and everything,so in the end i din go back. mm.i'll go back tmr bah. I MISS U ALL SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH! i wanted to bring darling hildas and miko to ECP tmr. but daddy says i've been spending too much lately. i dun dare to tell him that im gonna spend quite a bit tmr on cabs if i bring my dogs. so...plan aborted! really sad abt it! sorry darlings! next time ya? i called mummy just now. she put on loudspeaker and asked me to call for hildas. he knew it was me. kept looking ard for me. really sad. i'll see u tmr!!! i bought miko's favourite dental sticks!!!
im still doing his card now. totally struck at the cover page. dunno wad to do alr. i missed the 12! thot for a while whether shud still msg him not. but in the end i still msged lah. he just thked me and said he had to complete one last chapter tonight. i kinda miss you a bit lah. but oh well,i'll see you tmr then.
dearest best friend,u dun feel like talking today right? dunno if talking to me will make u better,but it definitely din work today.i guess i shall just leave u alone bah. cheer up and dun think so much. we'll have fun tmr!
ok.shall get back to his card now!
Monday, June 16, 2008
chose to hide again.
yay! i studied errs..quite hard for 3 hours just now! gonna study again ltr i guess. hahas. im so dead. very very dead. got so much to study and im..just so dead. confirm gg this time.i guess i shud try to study as much as i can? in the VERY LIMITED time left? hahas. DIE LIKE A WORM AR!! 
saw zoe's blog just now.called who friends? me and shigs? u sound disappointed. but im disappointed as well. i dun wanna go for finals cos i felt that i din do anything to be there and i wasnt part of THE TEAM. yupp.maybe u saw me as ur teammate,but do the rest think so too? if its not for minmin,shigs and u,i wouldnt want to join U-19.i wanted to be in the same team as u guys agn.it wasnt easy for me to face the team i quitted a few yrs back.wasnt easy trying to get rid of the uncomfortableness and trying to be in THE TEAM.u said u thot we were ONE.but,i din feel so.yupp.so i chose to behave like a loser and run away by not going for finals.its not ur fault.dun blame urself.u've done well leading the team=)
gillian came today.to give daddy a lighter that we shared for Fathers Day.i asked her if she wants me to get beer for daddy too.I SAID I CAN BUY IT ALR.hahas.she was like 'show off!!!' she asked me to not get the beer cos daddy bought alr.then she asked me to get vodka instead cos she wants.so i got for her and myself too=) i've been wanting to do things an eighteen year old can do. i bought my first alcoholic drink alone! wads next...?? maybe 4D? hahahs.
my first time buying alone!
meeting my clique to get BBQ stuffs for his surprise BBQ on wed! so exciting!! AND I WONT BE LATE TMR!! hahahs.mm.i..haven seen him for some time alr.haven seen much of him this holidays.kinda miss him abit.
but nvm lah.it shudnt matter much anymore.these are wad shigs and i got for him! i dun dare to buy alone.
though simple,but i think they'll look good on him=)
and i got shengyu sth too.i think he might like it cos i rmb he was looking at such stuffs in thailand.the more i look at it,i think it looks even nicer.hahas.i like it too! so hope that he'll like it! mm.shall pass to him tmr in giant bah.
oh man! chui to the max.i thot i was smart.but u still saw it.hahas.honestly,i would nv want u to know those stuffs.well,AT LEAST NOT THAT SOON.hahahs.but u're too smart i guess.cheer up k??
IM GONNA MAKE HIS CARD.maybe ltr.or tmr. a bit stressed! cos i want it to be remembered.at least,will be reminded of me? hahas.scary.but i run out of ideas!!! oh man!! how?? chill! maybe can think better this way? mm.maybe.hahas.
hahas.zoe has BYE BYE as her blog song too=) its nice! and suits me now too.sounds emo enough.hahas.
ok..back to studying agn!! (try) will blog soon! and nat! welcome back!!!
hey! heard that u guys won! see! i've told you. you all will surely win=)
and zoe! muhahaha.MVP!!! u go girl! everything is worth now right?? hahas.1st MVP! im so proud of you. continue to outstand everyone!!!!!
if i ever had someone like you, i think i'll be the happiest person on earth. i nv thot that i would ever meet someone who can actually love a girl so much. im deeply touched. and i felt like crying when you showed me that pic. i felt how much you love her, felt how sad you are and how much she means to you. BEST FRIEND! COME ON! PICK URSELF UP YA? someday,you'll find a girl who will love you the same way and appreciate you for who you are, but not who she wants you to be. cheer up! now u're not confiding in me alr cos you're hiding all the sadness and faking a happy you. though i want you to be happy, but i dun want you to act happy. you,be urself ya? we're all worried abt you.
my phone's so screwed. getting pissed and annoyed when trying to press the keypad.argh! will send for repair soon!
his bday's coming soon. i dunno if i still like him alot. but i really did like him alot before. hey! hope that your bday will be memorable. cos i dunno if i'll still get to celebrate for you in the future. wad shud i get you for your bday?
to my BEST FRIEND: you cheer up dude! dun think so much=)
Friday, June 13, 2008
not ur family day.
oh man! no cramps today! muhahaha.
but out of a sudden agn, i miss everyone.
i miss wad i used to call my home.
miss my dogs,
miss my mum,
miss my siblings,
miss home-cooked food...
hahas.wait for a little while. after jct, i promise to go back! haix.din keep my promise to my dogs agn. really sorry darlings! im coming back=)
oh man! jct!!!!!! hahas.confirm gg like mad=)
JIAYOU!!!!!
tmr's ur family day. daddy's going. but because u dun wanna see us. so he's not taking us along. i know u just dun want us to cry. i uds=)
mummy..is busy again.i doubt she's going. u..be happy ya? dun cry. u're a big boy now.
pls be good. mm.i know that you've become more sensible. really glad=) take good care! everyone's fine=)
dun worry.
i miss you.
but out of a sudden agn, i miss everyone.
i miss wad i used to call my home.
miss my dogs,
miss my mum,
miss my siblings,
miss home-cooked food...
hahas.wait for a little while. after jct, i promise to go back! haix.din keep my promise to my dogs agn. really sorry darlings! im coming back=)
oh man! jct!!!!!! hahas.confirm gg like mad=)
JIAYOU!!!!!
tmr's ur family day. daddy's going. but because u dun wanna see us. so he's not taking us along. i know u just dun want us to cry. i uds=)
mummy..is busy again.i doubt she's going. u..be happy ya? dun cry. u're a big boy now.
pls be good. mm.i know that you've become more sensible. really glad=) take good care! everyone's fine=)
dun worry.
i miss you.
CRAMPS~
today is a bad CRAMP day. OMG! i nv had much cramps before and today is to the max!
was studying with zoe in MOS when i realised that i HAD it. after a while,i started feeling the cramps! shumei came ltr and we studied in mc. i couldnt take the pain anymore.felt as if i would faint anytime.so i decided to leave first. zoe couldnt take the noise thr too.so she brought shumei to HCI to study. i was so worried that i would faint on my way back lah. luckily i din. hahas. but the pain was still there even after i reached hm. so i slept at 7plus and i JUST WOKE UP. hahas. though its not very painful now. but it is still painful. oh man! wad shud i do?? ah!
YAY! PHS alumni made it to the finals! though not very surprising? hahas.yupp.im still thinking if im going not. let me think abt it k? dun ask me why. i...dunno wad to say either. hahas.but i have faith in u all! especially zoe and minmin!!!!!! muhahaha! though silver seems to be nicer, BUT gold is the trend man! so get out there and set and smack hard ya!!!! hahas.u WILL WIN that gold back k? JIAYOU!!!
and im so dead. hahas. a pile of notes still untouched.hahas.see how i die like a worm!!!!!
was studying with zoe in MOS when i realised that i HAD it. after a while,i started feeling the cramps! shumei came ltr and we studied in mc. i couldnt take the pain anymore.felt as if i would faint anytime.so i decided to leave first. zoe couldnt take the noise thr too.so she brought shumei to HCI to study. i was so worried that i would faint on my way back lah. luckily i din. hahas. but the pain was still there even after i reached hm. so i slept at 7plus and i JUST WOKE UP. hahas. though its not very painful now. but it is still painful. oh man! wad shud i do?? ah!
YAY! PHS alumni made it to the finals! though not very surprising? hahas.yupp.im still thinking if im going not. let me think abt it k? dun ask me why. i...dunno wad to say either. hahas.but i have faith in u all! especially zoe and minmin!!!!!! muhahaha! though silver seems to be nicer, BUT gold is the trend man! so get out there and set and smack hard ya!!!! hahas.u WILL WIN that gold back k? JIAYOU!!!
and im so dead. hahas. a pile of notes still untouched.hahas.see how i die like a worm!!!!!
Friday, June 6, 2008
IM REALLY SORRY
today's a weird day. was upset, then happy and upset again. hahas.
mm.managed to study a bit=) then went for match. it was kinda enjoyable. Cailin and Zhenhui came today!! Oh man! haven seen them for so long. so happy and glad to see them. still the same and still pretty! i miss Zhenhui! she was my best partner in B girls. always thr waiting to warm up tgt and going for HPT events tgt. love ya so much!
CAILIN~
ZHENHUI~
but kinda disappointing during the first set when i went to pick balls alone. usually 2 pick tgt cos can accompany the other person mah. but this time i went alone. but nvm lah. hahas. played the second set. made some stupid mistakes but was kinda surprised when i could 'bao' the ball quite easily today. hahas. was ok with my performance? but we won the first set easily but almost lost the second set. so in the end substituted Zhenhui and me so that we could win the second set? hahas. but im still so happy to see zhenhui and cailin. nv played in court with them before. it was enjoyable. hahas.
hey best friend! just ignore wad i've said ya? its just so me to say stupid things and make ppl upset. hahas. dumb isnt it? nut i din mean it that way. really. mm. u just dun care abt that k? really really sorry. And i've got sth to tell u! hahas. when u're feeling better, then i'll tell u?
oh well.better slp le bah. and study tmr. yupp. i said study. dun be surprised that its actually coming from me =P
mm.managed to study a bit=) then went for match. it was kinda enjoyable. Cailin and Zhenhui came today!! Oh man! haven seen them for so long. so happy and glad to see them. still the same and still pretty! i miss Zhenhui! she was my best partner in B girls. always thr waiting to warm up tgt and going for HPT events tgt. love ya so much!
CAILIN~
ZHENHUI~
but kinda disappointing during the first set when i went to pick balls alone. usually 2 pick tgt cos can accompany the other person mah. but this time i went alone. but nvm lah. hahas. played the second set. made some stupid mistakes but was kinda surprised when i could 'bao' the ball quite easily today. hahas. was ok with my performance? but we won the first set easily but almost lost the second set. so in the end substituted Zhenhui and me so that we could win the second set? hahas. but im still so happy to see zhenhui and cailin. nv played in court with them before. it was enjoyable. hahas.
hey best friend! just ignore wad i've said ya? its just so me to say stupid things and make ppl upset. hahas. dumb isnt it? nut i din mean it that way. really. mm. u just dun care abt that k? really really sorry. And i've got sth to tell u! hahas. when u're feeling better, then i'll tell u?
oh well.better slp le bah. and study tmr. yupp. i said study. dun be surprised that its actually coming from me =P
Thursday, June 5, 2008
BETTER IN TIME
It’s been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow I can’t forget you
After all that we’ve been through
Go in, come in
Thought I heard a knock
Who’s there? no one
Thinking that I deserved it
Now, I realize that I really didn’t know
You didn’t notice, you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning, to love again
All I know is, Imma be ok
Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals to, oh yeah
(it’ll all get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to, uhhuhh
(it’ll all get better in time)
How could I turn on the tv, noooohhh
Without something there to remind me, uhm uhm
Was it all that easy
to just put aside your feelings?
If I’m dreaming
Don’t wanna let, hurt my feelings
But thats the path, I believe in
and I know that, time will heal it
You didn’t notice, you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning, to love again
All I know is, Imma be ok
Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals to, ohh yeah
(it’ll all get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
(it’ll all get better in time)
Since theres no more you and me(no more you and me)
It’s time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is i'll be fine without you
Yes, I will
Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals to, ohhohhh
It’ll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
Yes, I do
It’ll all get better in time
Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals to, ohhohhh
(it’ll all get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’s been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow I can’t forget you
After all that we’ve been through
Go in, come in
Thought I heard a knock
Who’s there? no one
Thinking that I deserved it
Now, I realize that I really didn’t know
You didn’t notice, you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning, to love again
All I know is, Imma be ok
Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals to, oh yeah
(it’ll all get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to, uhhuhh
(it’ll all get better in time)
How could I turn on the tv, noooohhh
Without something there to remind me, uhm uhm
Was it all that easy
to just put aside your feelings?
If I’m dreaming
Don’t wanna let, hurt my feelings
But thats the path, I believe in
and I know that, time will heal it
You didn’t notice, you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning, to love again
All I know is, Imma be ok
Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals to, ohh yeah
(it’ll all get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
(it’ll all get better in time)
Since theres no more you and me(no more you and me)
It’s time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is i'll be fine without you
Yes, I will
Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals to, ohhohhh
It’ll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
Yes, I do
It’ll all get better in time
Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals to, ohhohhh
(it’ll all get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
not feeling well today. so shant blog too much.
oh gosh. JCT's ard the corner. dun have much time left alr. so gotta work hard ya?
suddenly, i dunno wad to do or shud i say i dun see any purpose in wadever i do? feels very empty inside. lost. i dunno why too.
i miss my dogs. i miss my family.
i miss my brother.
oh well, leave everything behind and continue move on girl!
i wanna watch kungfu panda too.
no more him. let everything that has happened be part of my most cherished memories. hahas. all over once agn=)
i guess i owed everyone who celebrated my bday for me this. hahas. hlp me tell the rest if anyone sees this. cos im really glad that u guys spent so much effort on me=) really touched but i guess many things made it difficult for me to smile and tell u all how happy i was that day. from the surprise at the airport to the celebrations at vivocity. thks so so so much for for everything.
thks alot for the gifts, cakes, video, msgs and so on. hahas. and the flowers are still surviving in my rm. i love them so much! thks so much for the party hats and masks. thks so much for coming out and spending time with me. thks so much for the laughters. thks so much for accomodating with me even if u guys din really want or like it. there's so much to thk. really. but i cant go on forever. hahas. just wanna let u all know that i truly appreciate everything u guys have done. of cos special thks goes to my pals and best friend cos i guess u guys were the main ones who got everything planned for me. thks so so so so much!
both my sisters came over to get some stuffs today. i just hate watching them leave. mm. i dunno why. perhaps i just dun wanna feel empty agn.
haix. gotta go back to study agn! JIAYOU! to everyone=)
letting go doesnt mean that u stop loving someone. it merely means to stop thinking that he/she would never come back agn.
oh gosh. JCT's ard the corner. dun have much time left alr. so gotta work hard ya?
suddenly, i dunno wad to do or shud i say i dun see any purpose in wadever i do? feels very empty inside. lost. i dunno why too.
i miss my dogs. i miss my family.
i miss my brother.
oh well, leave everything behind and continue move on girl!
i wanna watch kungfu panda too.
no more him. let everything that has happened be part of my most cherished memories. hahas. all over once agn=)
i guess i owed everyone who celebrated my bday for me this. hahas. hlp me tell the rest if anyone sees this. cos im really glad that u guys spent so much effort on me=) really touched but i guess many things made it difficult for me to smile and tell u all how happy i was that day. from the surprise at the airport to the celebrations at vivocity. thks so so so much for for everything.
thks alot for the gifts, cakes, video, msgs and so on. hahas. and the flowers are still surviving in my rm. i love them so much! thks so much for the party hats and masks. thks so much for coming out and spending time with me. thks so much for the laughters. thks so much for accomodating with me even if u guys din really want or like it. there's so much to thk. really. but i cant go on forever. hahas. just wanna let u all know that i truly appreciate everything u guys have done. of cos special thks goes to my pals and best friend cos i guess u guys were the main ones who got everything planned for me. thks so so so so much!
both my sisters came over to get some stuffs today. i just hate watching them leave. mm. i dunno why. perhaps i just dun wanna feel empty agn.
haix. gotta go back to study agn! JIAYOU! to everyone=)
letting go doesnt mean that u stop loving someone. it merely means to stop thinking that he/she would never come back agn.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
FIRST TIME WATCHING SOCCER IN NATIONAL STADIUM...
woo hoo. thks alot best friend! for telling me abt the soccer match! dun doubt. i went cos i really wanted to watch it live=)
mm.watched soccer at the national stadium just now. Singapore vs Uzbekistan. we lost 7:3. woah. thats 10 goals for the whole match. so cool! nv saw so many goals before. watching it thr was definitely interesting. with a sea of 'red people' who cheered and jeered tgt. hahas. i wanna go again! really. before the stadium is demolished for real. its kinda fun =)
mm.took some pics thr. wait till zhijun passes me the pics then i'll upload bah. and pics of my bday too!
heh.and im really touched and happy that shengyu asked me if i wanna join the thailand clique for ktv on thurs. mm. though i wasnt part of the clique i guess. he just din wanna leave me out ba=) thks soooooooooooooo much! but i dun wanna feel awkward sitting thr alone and looking at her sticking to him. though i say i dun like him alr, but i still do like a little lah. hahas. so i wont really feel comfortable. anw, i think i got match too. so cant make it for ktv. but thks so much agn dude! it means kinda alot to me=) so glad that u're still that sy i always know=)
well.there's friendly tmr. gotta slp well tonight. cos i dun really feel well today.
mm.watched soccer at the national stadium just now. Singapore vs Uzbekistan. we lost 7:3. woah. thats 10 goals for the whole match. so cool! nv saw so many goals before. watching it thr was definitely interesting. with a sea of 'red people' who cheered and jeered tgt. hahas. i wanna go again! really. before the stadium is demolished for real. its kinda fun =)
mm.took some pics thr. wait till zhijun passes me the pics then i'll upload bah. and pics of my bday too!
heh.and im really touched and happy that shengyu asked me if i wanna join the thailand clique for ktv on thurs. mm. though i wasnt part of the clique i guess. he just din wanna leave me out ba=) thks soooooooooooooo much! but i dun wanna feel awkward sitting thr alone and looking at her sticking to him. though i say i dun like him alr, but i still do like a little lah. hahas. so i wont really feel comfortable. anw, i think i got match too. so cant make it for ktv. but thks so much agn dude! it means kinda alot to me=) so glad that u're still that sy i always know=)
well.there's friendly tmr. gotta slp well tonight. cos i dun really feel well today.
Sunday, June 1, 2008
case closed?
no more misunderstandings. ALL CLEARED i think.
today's a happy day=)
everyone seemed rather ok with each other alr. so glad that we cleared things up. cos u guys are a group of precious friends. i'll nv wanna lose u all. really. every single one of u. including my palss. I LOVE U GUYS!
match was kinda enjoyable too. dun feel very AWAY and FAR from the team. had so much fun. WOOHOO~ wore no.10 too.cos i din have my jersey so i wore Zhenhui's. had so much fun talking along the way to the back of school. laughing at each other.
bubble tea with 'bao',
'yi qiao',
xi men 'ding' and lip 'bam'......
hahas.
and i guess i can really say that i dun like him alr. well,at least im really sure that im abt to really forget now. haha. relief? perhaps. unwilling? mm.maybe? but nvm lah. better off as friends anw. wasnt that wad i used to want? and always wanted? stay as my friend ya? if u can.
best friend! i cherish the friendship. dun u ever dare give it up without my consent! i'll be angry. for real.
and shigs! thks so much! for the concern!!! love ya lots! hahas. i feel so much better. at least someone cared. and the person is u!
amazing race today was kinda ok lah. and im tired now! muahahaha. im gonna wake up late tmr! daddy wont be at hm! YES!!!! haha. FREEDOM!
today's a gd day and a brand new me. no more sadness and all positive attitude and image. mm. jiayou!!
loves.
no more misunderstandings. ALL CLEARED i think.
today's a happy day=)
everyone seemed rather ok with each other alr. so glad that we cleared things up. cos u guys are a group of precious friends. i'll nv wanna lose u all. really. every single one of u. including my palss. I LOVE U GUYS!
match was kinda enjoyable too. dun feel very AWAY and FAR from the team. had so much fun. WOOHOO~ wore no.10 too.cos i din have my jersey so i wore Zhenhui's. had so much fun talking along the way to the back of school. laughing at each other.
bubble tea with 'bao',
'yi qiao',
xi men 'ding' and lip 'bam'......
hahas.
and i guess i can really say that i dun like him alr. well,at least im really sure that im abt to really forget now. haha. relief? perhaps. unwilling? mm.maybe? but nvm lah. better off as friends anw. wasnt that wad i used to want? and always wanted? stay as my friend ya? if u can.
best friend! i cherish the friendship. dun u ever dare give it up without my consent! i'll be angry. for real.
and shigs! thks so much! for the concern!!! love ya lots! hahas. i feel so much better. at least someone cared. and the person is u!
amazing race today was kinda ok lah. and im tired now! muahahaha. im gonna wake up late tmr! daddy wont be at hm! YES!!!! haha. FREEDOM!
today's a gd day and a brand new me. no more sadness and all positive attitude and image. mm. jiayou!!
loves.
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