chose to hide again.

yay! i studied errs..quite hard for 3 hours just now! gonna study again ltr i guess. hahas. im so dead. very very dead. got so much to study and im..just so dead. confirm gg this time.i guess i shud try to study as much as i can? in the VERY LIMITED time left? hahas. DIE LIKE A WORM AR!!

saw zoe's blog just now.called who friends? me and shigs? u sound disappointed. but im disappointed as well. i dun wanna go for finals cos i felt that i din do anything to be there and i wasnt part of THE TEAM. yupp.maybe u saw me as ur teammate,but do the rest think so too? if its not for minmin,shigs and u,i wouldnt want to join U-19.i wanted to be in the same team as u guys agn.it wasnt easy for me to face the team i quitted a few yrs back.wasnt easy trying to get rid of the uncomfortableness and trying to be in THE TEAM.u said u thot we were ONE.but,i din feel so.yupp.so i chose to behave like a loser and run away by not going for finals.its not ur fault.dun blame urself.u've done well leading the team=)

gillian came today.to give daddy a lighter that we shared for Fathers Day.i asked her if she wants me to get beer for daddy too.I SAID I CAN BUY IT ALR.hahas.she was like 'show off!!!' she asked me to not get the beer cos daddy bought alr.then she asked me to get vodka instead cos she wants.so i got for her and myself too=) i've been wanting to do things an eighteen year old can do. i bought my first alcoholic drink alone! wads next...?? maybe 4D? hahahs.

my first time buying alone!

meeting my clique to get BBQ stuffs for his surprise BBQ on wed! so exciting!! AND I WONT BE LATE TMR!! hahahs.mm.i..haven seen him for some time alr.haven seen much of him this holidays.kinda miss him abit.

but nvm lah.it shudnt matter much anymore.these are wad shigs and i got for him! i dun dare to buy alone.

though simple,but i think they'll look good on him=)

and i got shengyu sth too.i think he might like it cos i rmb he was looking at such stuffs in thailand.the more i look at it,i think it looks even nicer.hahas.i like it too! so hope that he'll like it! mm.shall pass to him tmr in giant bah.

oh man! chui to the max.i thot i was smart.but u still saw it.hahas.honestly,i would nv want u to know those stuffs.well,AT LEAST NOT THAT SOON.hahahs.but u're too smart i guess.cheer up k??

IM GONNA MAKE HIS CARD.maybe ltr.or tmr. a bit stressed! cos i want it to be remembered.at least,will be reminded of me? hahas.scary.but i run out of ideas!!! oh man!! how?? chill! maybe can think better this way? mm.maybe.hahas.

hahas.zoe has BYE BYE as her blog song too=) its nice! and suits me now too.sounds emo enough.hahas.

ok..back to studying agn!! (try) will blog soon! and nat! welcome back!!!