Monday, July 7, 2008

TODAY IS A SCH HOLIDAY! and im slacking at hm. im still in the holiday mood. JCT was straight after the June Hols,then we had a day off cos we had no papers.and now its youth day. woah.so many hols. when can i get out of the slacking mood and start doing work?? mm.i dunno either =(

but i din forget that NATIONAL DAY IS NEXT MTH =)


haix.all gillian's fault lah.she came back late last night. daddy din scold her. but i got all the scoldings instead. super suay. cant even use my laptop in my own rm cos he said i was disturbing my sis. HELLO.ITS MY RM. he said that if i wanted to use,i had to leave my rm. I REFUSED. but din wanna argue or wad. so i just shut it and went to slp. HE'S SO ANNOYING AND IRRITATING. I JUST HATE HIM WHEN HE'S LIKE THIS. when he's in a bad mood, he'll find fault in wadever i do. EVEN WHEN THERE'S PERFECTLY NTH WRONG WITH WAD I WAS DOING. was so pissed last night. ARGH!
i have a temper too. its not only you. really annoyed by your sarcastic replies and comments. yupp best friend. you were right abt who i was talking abt. and yes,i can still hahas and be normal though im really upset. isnt that good? i dunno too. sometimes i dun uds. if you dun like ppl to do these to you, why do you still do the same things to others? you being overly sensitive and suspicious are beginning to hurt not only you,but ppl ard you who care for you. haix.wad can i do? wadever i do are just ACTS to you right? im so tired of these. no longer misunderstandings,cos you chose to see them this way. haix. I HATE MYSELF!
daddy said last night that terence has grown alot taller,probably taller than me now. i can only imagine,but not see him myself. he said he may have hm leave on his bday in Sept. somehow, i know he's looking forward to it. i know he wants to come hm very badly. cant imagine his disappointment if he cant come hm. i..dun wish to think abt it too. misses. loves.




oh man! my table's so messy!! gotta clear up now!! hey pals! lets meet up soon!! this weekends??? hahas.

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