ahhh! i dunno wad i wanna do now.unless someone asks me out,i'll just stay at hm and watch my 恶作剧2吻.sometimes i would even prefer to stay at hm than going out with others.i think..i talk lesser now.WHICH MAYBE A GOOD THING=) just dun feel like interacting with others ba.i feel really tired.very very tired.
a few more days to prom and my class chalet! i hope that it'll be really fun! and its one of the last few chances to have fun with so many of my classmates! i cant imagine how much i'll miss everyone.hahas.cos i haven seen audrey for a few days,and the moment i saw her after her paper,i screamed and ran towards her.thinking back,i dunno why did i do that.hahas.it just happened so naturally.i guess i missed her.(oh gosh.it made me smile dumbly to myself now!) and i realised that i missed zhijun since the day she left for taiwan.like whenever i go out with peiwen to look for her dress the past few days,i'll always want to ask zhijun along too.like will feel a little disappointed that she's not with us.hahas.and after 2 long days of walking all over singapore to look for the perfect dress for peiwen,i was really happy that she finally got sth she likes! as if i was the one buying.it really kept me smiling the way hm.hahas.thinking abt al these things made me smile on the bus lah.HAHAS.THE GUY SITTING OPP ME SAW ME SMILING I THINK.COS HE GAVE ME A WEIRD LOOK.hahas.nvm lah.im always an embarrassment! and i miss shengyu too! i bet he's really upset that he's gonna miss so many stuffs while he's away.BUT DUN WORRY! WE'LL HAVE LOTS OF FUN WHEN U'RE BACK K!!!
im not exactly looking forward to prom.just..dun feel like doing anything alr.haix.i hope that it'll be fun! maybe i'll really enjoy myself then! its gonna be a day full of laughters!!
i dunno wad i did.and i dunno wad happened to you.but it really made me upset when you behaved like that.i mean i'll be upset if anyone does this to me,and i'll be really upset if that person is someone so dear to me.ok.maybe i guess i was just being too sensitive.
i keep looking at kids lately.i think they're the most innocent and harmless ppl ard.hahas.i wanna get married!! im bringing my little cousins out to shop for my shoes tmr! and im really excited abt it! only to them,i wont need to pretend anymore.SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING! YAY!
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
WOAH.finally! A'S OVER!!!!!! no more exams,no need to study for the next few mths! YAY! FREEDOM!!
somehow,i feel kinda frustrated.hahas.maybe its because i dunno how to do first.there're too many stuffs to do! but its weird that i had some stuffs that i really wanted to do during the exams period...but i no longer have the mood to do so anymore.argh! fickle-minded!!
the first thing i did right after the last paper was...go out with the class,eat..AND WATCH MADAGASCAR!!!!!!! OH GOSH! I LOVE THE PENGUINS SO SO SO SO SO MUCH! i dunno why.but they're so so so so so cute! hahas.and the monkeys are funny too! i think the movie was great.i haven laughed so much for ages.A CUTE MOVIE!! totally enjoyable=)
went singing the next day.with my clique and some other classmates.hahas.the room was too small for a big group of us! but it was really enjoyable to have so many nice friends ard.singing,laughing and playing ard.ah! but my dad ruined my mood.i really dun get wads his prob.why does he like to pick on me so much?
he sat beside me for a while.its no longer like.but when i look at him,and realised that EH.I USED TO LIKE THIS GUY BEFORE,it feels weird.but thinking abt it will make me smile dumbly to myself.hahas.
i went back to yishun that night for 2 reasons.TO GET AWAY FROM MY DAD.and cos i thot we'll be going to pasir ris park for class outing the next day(which we changed to east coast after that).oh gosh! i love my darlings so much! hahas.hildas slept with me that night.BUT HE KEPT MAKING ME WAKE UP THE WHOLE NIGHT.i would hug him to slp and he'll jump down the bed after that.and jump up agn after a while to wake me up to play with him.he kept jumping up and down the whole day! and my grandma was hospitalised ard midnight cos she kept complaining that her stomach hurts.mm.i din slp well and was really tired the next day.really din feel like going out that early!!
but i still went for the class outing.hahas.im glad that i did! i really had fun,though my sis said that i looked like a monkey with my face red with the burns.met most of my classmates at bedok before making our way to east coast.audrey studied while we went cycling.wow.it was cheap.and as usual,i still dunno how to cycle.hahas.LUCKILY THERE'S SY!! thks dude! i promise i'll learn how to cycle real soon!! then we had lunch and spent hours at the beach,taking pics and playing captain's ball.OH GOSH! THAT WAS TOTALLY FUN! we played for very long.and under the sun and running on the sand was super tiring! especially when i haven been exercising for a long long time! oh oh! there's this really adorable kid who came up to us and said that he wanted to join us.he's very cute! i wouldnt have dared to do so when i was his age.everyone played really well and crazy.hahas.i realised that captain's ball always bring our class closer and everyone seems to really like it alot.lets play more of such games ok??
im totally exhausted after these few days.and i gotta visit my grandma too.so i couldnt join u guys ytd and today.meet up another day ok? next time ba.cos i really dun feel like going out now.
i knew it wont change much.hahas.ok.let things be ba.i dunno why.and wad else to do alr.
JIAYOU AUDREY! ALL THE BEST FOR MUSIC!! WE'LL HAVE LOTS OF FUN TGT SOON!!
AND HAVE FUN ZHIJUN! WE'LL CYA SOON!!
somehow,i feel kinda frustrated.hahas.maybe its because i dunno how to do first.there're too many stuffs to do! but its weird that i had some stuffs that i really wanted to do during the exams period...but i no longer have the mood to do so anymore.argh! fickle-minded!!
the first thing i did right after the last paper was...go out with the class,eat..AND WATCH MADAGASCAR!!!!!!! OH GOSH! I LOVE THE PENGUINS SO SO SO SO SO MUCH! i dunno why.but they're so so so so so cute! hahas.and the monkeys are funny too! i think the movie was great.i haven laughed so much for ages.A CUTE MOVIE!! totally enjoyable=)
went singing the next day.with my clique and some other classmates.hahas.the room was too small for a big group of us! but it was really enjoyable to have so many nice friends ard.singing,laughing and playing ard.ah! but my dad ruined my mood.i really dun get wads his prob.why does he like to pick on me so much?
he sat beside me for a while.its no longer like.but when i look at him,and realised that EH.I USED TO LIKE THIS GUY BEFORE,it feels weird.but thinking abt it will make me smile dumbly to myself.hahas.
i went back to yishun that night for 2 reasons.TO GET AWAY FROM MY DAD.and cos i thot we'll be going to pasir ris park for class outing the next day(which we changed to east coast after that).oh gosh! i love my darlings so much! hahas.hildas slept with me that night.BUT HE KEPT MAKING ME WAKE UP THE WHOLE NIGHT.i would hug him to slp and he'll jump down the bed after that.and jump up agn after a while to wake me up to play with him.he kept jumping up and down the whole day! and my grandma was hospitalised ard midnight cos she kept complaining that her stomach hurts.mm.i din slp well and was really tired the next day.really din feel like going out that early!!
but i still went for the class outing.hahas.im glad that i did! i really had fun,though my sis said that i looked like a monkey with my face red with the burns.met most of my classmates at bedok before making our way to east coast.audrey studied while we went cycling.wow.it was cheap.and as usual,i still dunno how to cycle.hahas.LUCKILY THERE'S SY!! thks dude! i promise i'll learn how to cycle real soon!! then we had lunch and spent hours at the beach,taking pics and playing captain's ball.OH GOSH! THAT WAS TOTALLY FUN! we played for very long.and under the sun and running on the sand was super tiring! especially when i haven been exercising for a long long time! oh oh! there's this really adorable kid who came up to us and said that he wanted to join us.he's very cute! i wouldnt have dared to do so when i was his age.everyone played really well and crazy.hahas.i realised that captain's ball always bring our class closer and everyone seems to really like it alot.lets play more of such games ok??
im totally exhausted after these few days.and i gotta visit my grandma too.so i couldnt join u guys ytd and today.meet up another day ok? next time ba.cos i really dun feel like going out now.
i knew it wont change much.hahas.ok.let things be ba.i dunno why.and wad else to do alr.
JIAYOU AUDREY! ALL THE BEST FOR MUSIC!! WE'LL HAVE LOTS OF FUN TGT SOON!!
AND HAVE FUN ZHIJUN! WE'LL CYA SOON!!
Sunday, November 16, 2008
its like play time once chem p1 ended.i had a great time with my clique.really.it felt so nice to sit at a side and watch everyone play,laugh,joke and do things tgt.cos i guess it has been quite a while since we last had fun like this.i really hate that awkward period and hope that we wont be like that again.but ppl think differently.GUYS AND GIRLS THINK DIFFERENTLY.VERY DIFFERENTLY.argh! i guess there'll be more disagreements in the future.hahas.though weird,but i would rather we quarrel with each other and be closer after that than not keeping in touch.i've always thot that i have the best clique of friends ever.the 8 of them are the reason why i had fun in school these 2 yrs,especially this yr.all thks to them,im able to graduate with so many beautiful memories.so darlings,thks so much! and hope that we'll really be friends forever.hahas.i really really really wish to attend your weddings in the future=)
yupp.audrey's bday was great,cos it gave us a chance to get tgt agn.hahas.making her cake was a mixture of ideas which turned out to be quite delicious! EH EH.I CONTRIBUTED TO THAT IDEA TOO=) making her card was abit tougher.cos i really had no idea how to do it.but luckily there's alot of us,so we managed to complete it.hahas.the funniest part was..after all the planning,we reached her place the same time she got home.so she saw us! and instead of appearing at her place to surprise her,she ran out of her hse and surprised us! it was damn funny cos i saw her charging towards us and i ran off.the rest were behind me and they all ran out in all directions after i started running away.hahas!
yupp.audrey's bday was great,cos it gave us a chance to get tgt agn.hahas.making her cake was a mixture of ideas which turned out to be quite delicious! EH EH.I CONTRIBUTED TO THAT IDEA TOO=) making her card was abit tougher.cos i really had no idea how to do it.but luckily there's alot of us,so we managed to complete it.hahas.the funniest part was..after all the planning,we reached her place the same time she got home.so she saw us! and instead of appearing at her place to surprise her,she ran out of her hse and surprised us! it was damn funny cos i saw her charging towards us and i ran off.the rest were behind me and they all ran out in all directions after i started running away.hahas!
look at them! isnt it so heartwarming to see a group of friends having so much fun looking at old pics? hahas.it feels like one big family! I LOVE ALL OF THEM!
then i went back to yishun.had a great time with my darlings=) look at them! i love the way they stay close to me and sleep by my side.they're my bestest friends.friends who will nv change.no matter how late i reach hm,how often i go hm,whatever my mood is,they will still be there for me.and they're the only ones who uds me best now i guess.looking at them,i wonder when will the next one leave me.aiyo.it'll make me really upset just thinking abt it.hahas.so i better not think abt it now and enjoy my time with them!
met up with my secondary school clique ytd at the airport.i was moody initially.cos i really din feel like going out at all.but ya.just go out to meet them ba.then they all starting talking abt exams qns and all those.i dunno why but i dun like talking abt exams qns after exams.so i walked off after i finished eating.plus someone's politeness made me even more upset.so i was in a pretty bad mood.knowing that u dunno some stuffs was a horrible feeling.for so many years,its still the same.but i dun wanna ask.haix.just leave things as it is and pretend that you dun wish to know and you dunno.ah.but it got better later.hahas! when i played cards with zhiwei they all.it was so exciting and fun! and the guys haven changed a bit.i love their humour! total lameness and fun! hey ppl! sorry for the bad mood,but i really cant hlp it.lets meet up agn soon=)
i guess there are some stuffs that i need to do.some stuffs that i need to put an end too.but i really dunno if i shud do so.argh! can someone pls tell me wad to do?
2 more days to the end of A's!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the beginning of all my fun!!!!!!!and hopefully there'll be changes=(
Thursday, November 13, 2008
THE LAST TWO!!
OH GOSH! ITS FINALLY GONNA END!! i know i shud be feeling excited.well,i was excited last week..and before A's started.but i dun feel as happy and excited as expected.abit of sadness,plus emptiness,with a little bit of aimlessness.i know i had a list of TO-DOs after A's.but out of a sudden,i dun feel like doing all those anymore.there's one thing on my mind though=)i wanna bring my dogs out.and bring miko along too.i think she'll be with us.i miss you alot still.hahas.im gonna cry agn.
lots of mood swing..and im not feeling too well lately too.SAD! but WE'RE GONNA WATCH MADAGASCAR RIGHT,ZOE?????? the penguins are soooooooooooooooooo cute! i love them alot!!! hahas.eh.but i wanna watch coffin more.watch that too k?? its just a scary movie mah...nth scary=) SO WATCH COFFIN K?? hahas.
wad shall we do when everything's over? LETS..PLAY?? oh oh! RENT LOTS OF SHOWS AND DRAMAS AND WATCH THE WHOLE DAY! KOREAN DRAMAS ESPECIALLY=)
yay! tmr's audrey's bday! and we're gonna surprise her at her place.hope that it'll work out well! and i hope that things will get better,tension will disappear..and we'll all have fun tgt=)
OH.HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO ZOE'S MUM!
lots of mood swing..and im not feeling too well lately too.SAD! but WE'RE GONNA WATCH MADAGASCAR RIGHT,ZOE?????? the penguins are soooooooooooooooooo cute! i love them alot!!! hahas.eh.but i wanna watch coffin more.watch that too k?? its just a scary movie mah...nth scary=) SO WATCH COFFIN K?? hahas.
wad shall we do when everything's over? LETS..PLAY?? oh oh! RENT LOTS OF SHOWS AND DRAMAS AND WATCH THE WHOLE DAY! KOREAN DRAMAS ESPECIALLY=)
yay! tmr's audrey's bday! and we're gonna surprise her at her place.hope that it'll work out well! and i hope that things will get better,tension will disappear..and we'll all have fun tgt=)
OH.HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO ZOE'S MUM!
Saturday, November 8, 2008
i wanna C-R-Y now.really feel like doing so very badly now.but i wont.i wonder wad will happen if i let go of all those tears i held back for so long.all the unhappiness and insensitiveness are making it very tough for me.im gonna lose my patience soon.STOP ANNOYING ME! i have troubles too.im upset too.cant you just keep quiet and leave me alone now? cos i dun wish to talk.I JUST WANNA BE ALONE.
i dun like endings.I DUN LIKE IT AT ALL.i dun like separations.i dun like cold war.i dun like disagreements.i dun like fights.i dun like naggings.i dun like you to hide when i need you.you have been like this since i was young.i dun like selfishness.i dun like to be invisible.
when i talk lesser,when i smile lesser,when i cry over anything,when i rather be alone..IM NOT FINE.do you guys know that? i dun think so.cos you guys can keep talking happily without realising that.im still not fine.even if i say i am fine.im no strong person.im a girl.i will cry myself to slp,cry over sad memories and disappointments.YES.IM WEAK.
i guess,only my dogs will remain unchanged.ppl appear and disappear.they're the only ones who will be by my side all the time.they wont pretend,they wont desert me,they'll still listen to me,lie close to me.they'll know exactly when to do wad.no deception,no unhappiness,no lies.no disappointments.my buddies for life =)
surprisingly,and pretty sadly,now when im feeling down and upset,i cant think of anyone to talk to.or maybe i just dun feel like talking to anyone.
i dun like endings.I DUN LIKE IT AT ALL.i dun like separations.i dun like cold war.i dun like disagreements.i dun like fights.i dun like naggings.i dun like you to hide when i need you.you have been like this since i was young.i dun like selfishness.i dun like to be invisible.
when i talk lesser,when i smile lesser,when i cry over anything,when i rather be alone..IM NOT FINE.do you guys know that? i dun think so.cos you guys can keep talking happily without realising that.im still not fine.even if i say i am fine.im no strong person.im a girl.i will cry myself to slp,cry over sad memories and disappointments.YES.IM WEAK.
i guess,only my dogs will remain unchanged.ppl appear and disappear.they're the only ones who will be by my side all the time.they wont pretend,they wont desert me,they'll still listen to me,lie close to me.they'll know exactly when to do wad.no deception,no unhappiness,no lies.no disappointments.my buddies for life =)
surprisingly,and pretty sadly,now when im feeling down and upset,i cant think of anyone to talk to.or maybe i just dun feel like talking to anyone.
Friday, November 7, 2008
HURRAY!! LAST DAY OF MATHS! NO MORE MATHS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!! hahas.it feels really nice but weird too.OH MAN!! WE'RE HALFWAY THRU A LEVELS!! I CANT WAIT FOR EVERYTHING TO END RIGHT AWAY!! hahas.and msgs from ppl like the vballers and even from gp made me feel better. 18th NOV!! COME TO ME SOON!!!
I CANT GET TO SLP LATELY.which is totally unlike me! when i close my eyes,i keep hearing many many voices,and see many ppl.keep thinking of many random things which made it difficult to fall asleep.i kept thinking abt miko lately agn.i dunno why.and it still feels very terrible.i guess im still upset=( im gonna spend lots and lots of time with my other dogs after A'S.wait for me!!
HEY ZOE SEET! STOP WORRYING AND BEING PESSIMISTIC LE AR! NO WORRIES! RMB THAT OBAMA HAS WON THE ELECTIONS! NO CRYING ALLOWED.ONLY SMILES AND LAUGHTERS OK? IM HERE TO SUPPORT THE SKY FOR YOU IF IT COLLAPSES=)
i wonder if the guys feel awkward now.cos i feel awkward.haven been hanging out for a long time and seldom eat and talk alr.when we meet,i dunno wad to do or say anymore.say hi? or just walk away? oh dear.why did it end up like this? guys and girls really think very differently.lets find time for each other after our papers k??
AH AH!! WHO CAME UP WITH A LEVELS?!
I CANT GET TO SLP LATELY.which is totally unlike me! when i close my eyes,i keep hearing many many voices,and see many ppl.keep thinking of many random things which made it difficult to fall asleep.i kept thinking abt miko lately agn.i dunno why.and it still feels very terrible.i guess im still upset=( im gonna spend lots and lots of time with my other dogs after A'S.wait for me!!
HEY ZOE SEET! STOP WORRYING AND BEING PESSIMISTIC LE AR! NO WORRIES! RMB THAT OBAMA HAS WON THE ELECTIONS! NO CRYING ALLOWED.ONLY SMILES AND LAUGHTERS OK? IM HERE TO SUPPORT THE SKY FOR YOU IF IT COLLAPSES=)
i wonder if the guys feel awkward now.cos i feel awkward.haven been hanging out for a long time and seldom eat and talk alr.when we meet,i dunno wad to do or say anymore.say hi? or just walk away? oh dear.why did it end up like this? guys and girls really think very differently.lets find time for each other after our papers k??
AH AH!! WHO CAME UP WITH A LEVELS?!
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