i wanna C-R-Y now.really feel like doing so very badly now.but i wont.i wonder wad will happen if i let go of all those tears i held back for so long.all the unhappiness and insensitiveness are making it very tough for me.im gonna lose my patience soon.STOP ANNOYING ME! i have troubles too.im upset too.cant you just keep quiet and leave me alone now? cos i dun wish to talk.I JUST WANNA BE ALONE.


i dun like endings.I DUN LIKE IT AT ALL.i dun like separations.i dun like cold war.i dun like disagreements.i dun like fights.i dun like naggings.i dun like you to hide when i need you.you have been like this since i was young.i dun like selfishness.i dun like to be invisible.

when i talk lesser,when i smile lesser,when i cry over anything,when i rather be alone..IM NOT FINE.do you guys know that? i dun think so.cos you guys can keep talking happily without realising that.im still not fine.even if i say i am fine.im no strong person.im a girl.i will cry myself to slp,cry over sad memories and disappointments.YES.IM WEAK.



i guess,only my dogs will remain unchanged.ppl appear and disappear.they're the only ones who will be by my side all the time.they wont pretend,they wont desert me,they'll still listen to me,lie close to me.they'll know exactly when to do wad.no deception,no unhappiness,no lies.no disappointments.my buddies for life =)



surprisingly,and pretty sadly,now when im feeling down and upset,i cant think of anyone to talk to.or maybe i just dun feel like talking to anyone.