gosh! i've been really busy and will still be busy the next few days!

i made lots of cards! really different from what i usually do.made for my jc and sec sch cliques,and guoping too.and i love all of the cards! though i think not everyone likes it..but nvm! hahas.i had fun making them=) oh man! i'll upload the pics soon!!

zoe came back on xmas eve.hahas.met up with shigs and zoe,tgt with shigs' classmates,sweeliang and martin they all.eskibar's pretty cool! and the angmohs are so goodlooking=) and the game was dumb yet fun! and i really had fun laughing! thks ppl!
had to rush off cos i had to go to shannon's place.mm.it wasnt as fun as eskibar...quite boring? cos its the same old routine each yr.all the drinking,games,chitchatting,gift exchange...and prata for breakfast! and there's fewer ppl this yr too.so ya.but it was great meeting them agn!

zy din turn up for xmas cup=( hahas.but its good too lah.cos i wont know what to do when he's ard.hahas.free shirt..played with my pals agn(after a long long time!)..and stupid dares trying to finish up the food! feels great to play agn in phs=) and nice to see the seniors too!

argh! phs vball chalet tmr? go or not? tj vball gathering on tues.i dun really feel like going alr.and countdown celebration at sentosa followed by my aunt's hm on wed...AH!!! ALRIGHT! JUST PLAY THE NEXT FEW DAYS!! hahas.

and im really at loss now.i dunno what to do abt my brother.tell me what's right,what shud i do? HAIX!

getting ready for true yoga tmr! you better love me more,shigs! hahas.
i'll upload many many pics soon! when i have the time.



AND I LOVE THE RED WALLET!!!!!!!!!!! THKS ZOE!!!!!!

hahas.zy talked to me 2days ago.I WAS REALLY REALLY NERVOUS!! my hands were like trembling when i tried to type.the last time we talked like this....was FIVE YEARS ago.he said he was bored and haven talked to me for a long while alr.so he decided to say hi and ask hows life.that was so unexpected.i've never thot that we would ever talk agn.hahas.but i dun think there will be a next time lah.i hope that he'll come for xmas cup! hahas.

gosh! i spent the past 3 days making cards.i actually wanted to post the cards..but i realised that i dun have their postal codes from the class contact list! hahas.so i've decided to meet up with them tonight for dinner to pass to them.i've never made cards like this before.everyone has a different card.GREAT SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT after completing them! hahas.and i made one for gp too.posted it to him alr.he's one really sweet mortal=)

oh..gotta go to jill's party soon.dun really feel like going alr.cos jack says only both of us going.i thot that quite a few of my sec sch classmates would be going,thats why i said i was going.aiyo.
going shannon's place tmr night for hpt gathering..lots of drinking,gift exchange and perhaps prata for breakfast? hahas.

we celebrated min's bday ytd.gosh! i haven seen lianxin and meihui and maybel for a long long time.and it feels really nice to see them agn.really.i used to feel very left out and distant when they're ard.cos it seemed like i had nth much in common to talk to them abt.and they were just polite with me when we talked.but it feels different this time.i feel part of you guys agn=)

had sakae at raffles place,where it was really NOT CROWDED AT ALL.hahas.and all of us wore dresses.weird.but it feels nice.imagine..a group of 6,7 girls in dress walking tgt.isnt that cool?? hahas.had a tough time looking for haji lane.and i can conclude that we all have a bad sense of directions.we finally got to blue jazz and finished 3 jugs.min got a little drunk after that.hahas.she couldnt stop talking and pushing shigs.it was funny looking at her lidat.blue jazz was really comfortable.we did dares there and i bet we really looked dumb.hahas.it was really great to have such fun with them like this agn.we shall drink and play more after xmas cup k?? and i want the pics,min!! send me send me soon!!!

gp talked to me ytd.hahas.he said he din see me that day thats why he dao-ed us.he's really nice=) i thot he'll forget me after the angel-mortal thing last yr,but he din.he even wished me luck for A's then.if only everyone's as friendly as him.

alright! i better continue doing my stuffs! i hope i can give everyone by xmas!!

and all the best for your concert=)

i dun really feel very well today.but no worries! i'll turn up for the celebrations tmr k?

been wanting to vomit since i was on my way to school for trng.trng wasnt exactly fun..but it din turn out as bad as i expected.luckily shengyu and xiujie were there=) or else..i think it'll be kinda boring.hahas.i think the guys seemed to be training more than the girls even when they're just helping out only.its always nice to be in a familiar group of friends,doing things that i really enjoy.no stress,and i truly enjoyed it.

then i watched THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL with shengyu and nic.errs,i wont say that its bad,but its just that..hahas.i dun really uds what is it abt.but thats not unusual to me.hahas.i thot you guys wont go out with me anymore.ah.thks alot for the day=)

yupp.im no longer in her friends list..so its no surprise that she din ask me.oh well..nvm lah=) i guess it may be better off that way too.oh.and if you guys wish to come over for christmas,you all can till do so k? just let me know.AND IT WONT BE BORING WITH ME ARD! (thats directed to andrew.hahas) but if i invite you guys,i will invite them too.but its up to them if they wanna come or not.no obligations=)

i think i might have caught a cold.bad=( i shall rest early tonight ba.AND I'LL SEE YOU GIRLS TMR! HAPPY BDAY TO MINMIN ONCE AGN! love ya lots!!

i wont say that i had a GREAT day,but it was definitely ENJOYABLE and FUN=) i stayed at hm the past 2 days.been really tired and drained out,for dunno wad reason.

went to get min's present with shigs and xiujie just now.i haven seen him in a while too.and he's still the same=) ice cream was great! i've been wanting to try that for a long time! hahas.banana wins strawberry! and it was fun exchanging our most embarrassing moments! and oh.ppl dun get married in MOE.hahas! lets go out another time soon!!

went to church with reagen and chunfu on sunday.cos chunfu dragged us there.hahas.ok.actually he din.but i felt bad rejecting him all the time,so i went along since reagen was going too.i guess it had been abt a year since i last met chunfu! i've always said that i'll meet him someday for a meal or sth..but this SOMEDAY took a year! hahas.sorry dude!
but the thing is..we all could talk like we always did.EVEN WHEN WE DIN MEET FOR A YEAR.had lots to catch up.and it was great to see him UNCHANGED.hahas.he still talked and behaved the same way=) well..reagen seemed to grow taller..and better looking than before! hahas.no longer the small boy i used to know=) but thats only on the outside! he hasnt changed on the inside too! they said i din change too=) as in how i talk..and the std of my jokes.hahas.but but but!!! they also said that i've grown taller and slimer! which is enough to make my day! hahas.had fun talking to them and hanging out like how we always did in the past.they're like my brothers,my family=) hahas.just like before,they always say that they miss my dogs and wanna see them.so we went over to my place and spent the rest of the day there.I COOKED DINNER FOR THEM.hahas.watched tv and they left ard 11,while i decided to stay over for the night.i miss my mum,esp after all these happened=)

church was inspiring.and made me feel that my decision was right.there are many many ways to see things,but we often see things in just a way or two and neglect others.thats why misunderstandings arise.when you're down,upset,lost..dun worry! its just because what's gonna happen in front is not revealed to you yet.you'll have enough light to get you thru the darkness,step by step,it'll keep you going.

in a 1-D world,its only a dot.in a 2-D world,there is circle and rectangle.a circle can nv be a rectangle for sure right? but in a 3-D world,we have cylinder.look at this,a cylinder is a circle..and also a rectangle.who says a circle cannot be a rectangle? its just that you've haven seen things that far yet.hey.unless you stop being in your 2-D world,things btw us wont improve.do you uds,girl??

i haven made my last attempt.i need time.haix.but if that last attempt fails...so be it.separation makes space for more good things.yes,it may be tough,sad,miserable that we're going thru the tough times now..but the thing is,things will definitely change for the better.so we'll making space for those happy things to fill.

if you choose to end our friendship this way..it may be a good thing.cos you'll find a better friend after this.someone who wont make you upset,someone who wont annoy you the way i do.but i'll still love you guys like i always do.

im too tired to bother abt what others say and how they think alr.lets take things positively ba.hahas.i like it better this way.

oh.min's still in msia! hahas.come back soon and we'll celebrate your bday tgt k??
HAPPY 18TH BDAY DARLING!!