i wont say that i had a GREAT day,but it was definitely ENJOYABLE and FUN=) i stayed at hm the past 2 days.been really tired and drained out,for dunno wad reason.

went to get min's present with shigs and xiujie just now.i haven seen him in a while too.and he's still the same=) ice cream was great! i've been wanting to try that for a long time! hahas.banana wins strawberry! and it was fun exchanging our most embarrassing moments! and oh.ppl dun get married in MOE.hahas! lets go out another time soon!!

went to church with reagen and chunfu on sunday.cos chunfu dragged us there.hahas.ok.actually he din.but i felt bad rejecting him all the time,so i went along since reagen was going too.i guess it had been abt a year since i last met chunfu! i've always said that i'll meet him someday for a meal or sth..but this SOMEDAY took a year! hahas.sorry dude!
but the thing is..we all could talk like we always did.EVEN WHEN WE DIN MEET FOR A YEAR.had lots to catch up.and it was great to see him UNCHANGED.hahas.he still talked and behaved the same way=) well..reagen seemed to grow taller..and better looking than before! hahas.no longer the small boy i used to know=) but thats only on the outside! he hasnt changed on the inside too! they said i din change too=) as in how i talk..and the std of my jokes.hahas.but but but!!! they also said that i've grown taller and slimer! which is enough to make my day! hahas.had fun talking to them and hanging out like how we always did in the past.they're like my brothers,my family=) hahas.just like before,they always say that they miss my dogs and wanna see them.so we went over to my place and spent the rest of the day there.I COOKED DINNER FOR THEM.hahas.watched tv and they left ard 11,while i decided to stay over for the night.i miss my mum,esp after all these happened=)

church was inspiring.and made me feel that my decision was right.there are many many ways to see things,but we often see things in just a way or two and neglect others.thats why misunderstandings arise.when you're down,upset,lost..dun worry! its just because what's gonna happen in front is not revealed to you yet.you'll have enough light to get you thru the darkness,step by step,it'll keep you going.

in a 1-D world,its only a dot.in a 2-D world,there is circle and rectangle.a circle can nv be a rectangle for sure right? but in a 3-D world,we have cylinder.look at this,a cylinder is a circle..and also a rectangle.who says a circle cannot be a rectangle? its just that you've haven seen things that far yet.hey.unless you stop being in your 2-D world,things btw us wont improve.do you uds,girl??

i haven made my last attempt.i need time.haix.but if that last attempt fails...so be it.separation makes space for more good things.yes,it may be tough,sad,miserable that we're going thru the tough times now..but the thing is,things will definitely change for the better.so we'll making space for those happy things to fill.

if you choose to end our friendship this way..it may be a good thing.cos you'll find a better friend after this.someone who wont make you upset,someone who wont annoy you the way i do.but i'll still love you guys like i always do.

im too tired to bother abt what others say and how they think alr.lets take things positively ba.hahas.i like it better this way.

oh.min's still in msia! hahas.come back soon and we'll celebrate your bday tgt k??
HAPPY 18TH BDAY DARLING!!