the thing i love most abt you guys is....there's no stress being with you all.there's no need to be cautious with words and it doesnt matter how i behave.hahas.i can be myself totally.can laugh with no image at all.laugh till i have cramps.ouch! hahas.its like you guys belong to the world im in.and im so glad to be in the same lame frequency once agn=)

i really laugh.when im with you all.its like we all laugh non stop.all the suaning is not offending,but really funny! i was late for dinner cos i went back for trng.at first i was pretty frustrated with everything,cos i was alr tired after trng for A WHILE.(yes.im that lousy!) but how can i not enjoy time with you all? hahas.BILL with a Y....and BOMB the waiter when he passes you the BILL.hahas.stupid zhiwei and jack.and why did all qns ended up as a statement followed by another qns? and i really like the cheesecake!!! oh man! more cheesecake another day? i cant wait for melson and andre to book out!! im looking forward to more fun=)

wayne,andrew and shawn are coming out on fri too! yay! gathering on sat! but sad.i have work so i can only come at night.huh.but i doubt i can stay long.cos i'll be working the whole shift on sunday.930 till 5!!!!!!!!!! and with katherine and ivy=( confirm very tough and upsetting one.so i better rest well on sat=(

alright.im aching everywhr now!! super lousy! hahas.sweet dreams.AND WORK AGN TMR.

i think im losing my voice.hahas.

watching vball matches makes me wanna play ball too.especially after the guys finals.which was pretty exciting.i think im going back tmr for trng.and shopping before that=) and dinner with my sec sch clique after trng.oh man....i shud be resting tmr cos ITS MY DAY OFF.and i gotta no more day off FOR THE REST OF THE WK.AHHHHH!!! EXPLOITATION OF CHEAP LABOUR AR!!!!

and im super stressed! i heard that katherine and ivy are very NOT EASY ppl to get along with.ivy's fierce and wont talk.katherine's demanding and kinda unreasonable.but cos jessie and may are going back to msia...im the only one left at the outlet.and i'll have to work with kat and ivy on sun.what if they scold and demand alot from me? and i cry?? huhhhhhh...low=(

alright.my creation looks great! hahas.I LOVE THE BEAR LOTS LOTS!! super cute!! (with a face that says BUY ME BUY ME!) how can anyone not like it right? hahas.hope that it'll make ppl happier=)

hahas.im rewatching goong.still as nice! hahas.

shawn and wayne called me a few days back.farhan chatted with me 2days back too.its so nice to talk to friends you haven seen in a while and ask hows life.

isnt it nice? to be smiling and laughing the whole day?

*yawns* im really quite tired now.
work has been pretty tiring that i cant wait for my day off so that i can slp longer.especially after each time at amk.DAMN DEMORALIZING=(
i love toapayoh! it feels so comfortable.its like i know where the stuffs are,and what i can do.and the colleagues there are so much friendlier! yes.standing the whole day and working non-stop can be really tiring.but trust me.it feels really GREAT when ppl love the stuffs you make and EVEN BETTER when they buy it=) AND ITS ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL IF WHAT YOU MADE IS OF SPECIAL SIGNIFICANCE TO OTHERS!! like anniversary,bdays...OR APOLOGIES.imagine the joy you can bring to someone else.......HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!!!!!!
so! IM NOT GONNA GIVE UP! even if its gonna be tough and demoralizing.YES!


see.even someone like ME is still persevering,so my dear friend,dun give up ar!!
i thot that im a great joker and talker...but i really dunno what could i've said to make you feel better.IM REALLY SORRY! cheer up!
the class chalet was...quiet.hahas.only the 6 of us.but good lah.dun need to squeeze too much.ZHIWEI'S A JOKE.i laughed the whole night.extreme lameness.OH MAN! THATS WHAT 4GRACE SHUD BE! i haven seen sam and drina and jill AND GUODONG for a million years.hahas.lets have more of such gatherings k? more CAMPFIRE! GD'S weirdness..and contribution to global warming and hell.more card games and cars on me,man on zw...AND A GREAT ZOO ON ZOE! hahas.


watched min's semis today.WAITED SO LONG FOR A CAB THAT WE BOOKED ONE.luckily she was just halfthru her match.WELLDONE GIRL! all the best for finals! i think i can make it cos I HAVE NO WORK THAT DAY! YAY!


i wanna play vball! cant wait for tmr to come!

i dunno why im feeling dizzy these few days.must be cos of that thing.argh! i almost died of pain on the first day.sorry shigs! i wanted to shop for clothes too! but i really couldnt take it.lets go back another day k? AND GRAB ALL THE CHEAP BARGAINS!! hahas.


oh...i wanna go shopping! buy lots of stuffs and clothes! AND ZOE! I REALLY LIKE THE DRESS I TRIED JUST NOW.i think i'll go back to get it.hahas.
met up with zoe at amk..walked ard..there's cheap and nice shoes,clothes and other stuffs,LIKE PADS.hahas.we spent quite some time at the value shop! and the pencil box with the clock really looks cute! then we had our mini picnic at the stage.really windy and nice.HOW NICE=) IF ONLY LIFE IS LIKE THIS EVERYDAY.
i still dun really know who to shoot.hahas.but im quite sure i meant the other two=)


4GRACE'S chalet tmr! i dun think many will turn up.i think most guys are in army alr.luckily i called zhiwei just now to persuade him to turn up.or else it'll be really boring,without the usual clique.IM LOOKING FORWARD TO A WHOLE NIGHT OF LAMENESS! i miss all the lame jokes!


AND GUESS WAD? REAGEN'S ATTAHCED! hahas.finally he asked her=) he came over to get flowers from me.and brought her over after that too.she looks like a really nice girl.HAHAS.LUCKY HIM! and YAY! i was the first to know=)


oh man.i cant wait for it to come soon!

here are the cards i made for xmas.yupp.it took me really long to upload.cos i was busy and also lazy to do so.

here are pics of the first few bouquets i made.mm.they may not be as nice as those made by professionals...BUT THEY'RE STILL VERY NICE=) and i took abt an hr to make one bouquet.SUPER LONG! ah! i gotta hurry!

(MY FAV!!!)

(only the orange one)

i was alone at the shop for 3hrs ytd.SUPER STRESSED! i dunno why after jessie left,so many ppl came in.the first customer wanted a customised one.and she said she would come back in 15mins.WOW! i had to wrap the bear first before making the bouquet! i swear i've nv done anything this fast before! then there were a few orders..plus new stock of flowers! the whole shop was very messy! cos i had to pack the new flowers and take new orders.but the sense of accomplishment and satisfaction was worth all the work=)

i wanted to call wayne in the morning before he left.but the first customer came in really early and she's one really really fussy and troublesome one.luckily jessie was thr to serve her.she was in the shop for so long that when she's finally satisfied and left,it was 1130 alr.WAYNE HAD ALR TURNED OFF HIS PHONE WHEN I CALLED HIM=(

missed my clique too and was hoping to meet up with them before everyone goes for army.but only andrew was available for dinner.cos thr was only the 2 of us,we din do much too.SO WE REALLY HAD DINNER ONLY.kinda dumb.

i wonder how did the guys stay so calm and carefree.im so used to seeing everyone quite frequently alr.i'll miss them...and im alr missing everyone now.i hope that everyone is enjoying themselves.TAKE CARE! i hope that cny will come soon! cos i cant wait to see everyone agn! AWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!

alright.i finally gotta watch the show at the fountain.hahas.and its really nice!

is it always during times like this that you'll see the truth?

look at this.NONE OF MY 02/07 IS ONLINE now.very sad!

cos the usual ones are like yy,shawn,wayne,audrey,yj,jj and andrew.and they're all going for ns one after another.VERY SAD LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was supposed to work on the 8th but not the 7th.cos i wanted to send both wayne and andrew off,i took leave on the 8th.LAST MIN,JESSIE GOTTA GO FOR HER MEDICAL CHECKUP.and i gotta work on the 7th now.CANT CHANGE ALR LAH.I CANT SEND WAYNE OFF!!!! AAAHHHH!!!!!!!! super low.i feel really bad.haix.

that day after our class outing at ecp,looking at jj leave early cos he gotta report for ns the next day,i alr felt very upset.now my clique guys are going in.i think i'll cry.hahas.huh.can you imagine trying to get to someone but he wont be ard often? esp when im really used to all of them.like we always meet up quite frequently.huh.i think i'll miss everyone.see,when all the guys get in,and the girls are busy with work....we will slowly drift apart.i love all of you guys so much.i really mean it.

ah! working for the 4th day in a row tmr.930am somemore! CANT BE LATE COS I HAVE THE KEY.hahas.today looks pretty demoralising.AND I'LL BE ALONE IN THE SHOP FOR 2HRS OR SO TMR! how to survive on my own! AH! JIAYOU! im not gonna give up yet!

OH! andrew came over ytd.THKS A MILLION ZILLION TIMES! cos it really did hlp to motivate me,when i was beginning to feel demoralized alr.thks sooo soooo soooo much!

oh.and i just found out that andre's going ns tmr too.and melson on the 9th.huh!! damn sad ar! luckily zw and jack are going in in april.ahhh!!!!!!!

I WISH THAT NEW YR WILL COME SOON! COS I WANNA MEET ALL OF YOU SOON! TAKE CARE!!

the crush aint going away.

loves.

oh man! my first day at work.....was ok.cos there are too many things to learn.how to key in order,how to take payment thru nets or visa,the different names of the flowers,bears,and the different prices of the different products,how to prepare for delivery,how to remove thorns,how to make bouquets,HOW TO MATCH FLOWERS,and...HOW TO DEAL WITH PPL'S BLACK FACE=( its only my first day.and i've nv done all these before.give me time to learn! try to be patient and stop hinting that i shud give up! i shall prove it to you that i can do it!

my first resolution of the new yr is......TO MAKE A BOUQUET IN 15MINS!
hahas.i'll be fast on valentine! dun you worry abt that!


i made 4 bouquets today! and i think that they look great! hahas.and 1 of them was sold! AM I IMBA OR WAD? hahas.wait and see! i'll do well!


my clique came over for countdown cum overnight stay at my aunt's place on 31dec.we went sentosa before that.AND I REALISED THAT BEACH VBALL IS REALLY TOUGH! so demoralising=( it was great seeing everyone agn! after so long.cos there was always someone who was overseas the past mth.i hope that they all had fun playing,watching,and drinking! looking at them leave,i felt..upset? empty? it just din feel good.i wonder when we would meet agn.and i love them alot too.i just hate to part.or look at others leave.my sis moved back to yishun that evening cos school started today.i felt the same way too.but she'll be coming over each weekend lah.so..ya.better that way.
but the thing is...just looking at you guys leave,i alr feel that way.i dunno what will happen if you guys go ns.hahas.

AND TJVB JUNIORS ARE REALLY SWEET! hahas.with the food,games,shirt,disc and performance! hahas.thks alot ppl! i love you guys! it feels really nice to know that you're being remembered! is it how you guys feel when i make stuffs for you? i really love my 2 yrs in tjvb.cos these 2 yrs were the most comfortable,fun,memorable and the GREATEST!


zoe just CYCLED over with jack.lol.and they got tauhuey for me.hahas.sat under my block,to eat tauhuey and talked for a while.THKS GIRL! stop flying around lah.you think you own the airplane ar? hahas.come back soon and enjoy your trip! buy more presents...AND VISIT ME AT WORK WHEN YOU RETURN K?