look at this.NONE OF MY 02/07 IS ONLINE now.very sad!

cos the usual ones are like yy,shawn,wayne,audrey,yj,jj and andrew.and they're all going for ns one after another.VERY SAD LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was supposed to work on the 8th but not the 7th.cos i wanted to send both wayne and andrew off,i took leave on the 8th.LAST MIN,JESSIE GOTTA GO FOR HER MEDICAL CHECKUP.and i gotta work on the 7th now.CANT CHANGE ALR LAH.I CANT SEND WAYNE OFF!!!! AAAHHHH!!!!!!!! super low.i feel really bad.haix.

that day after our class outing at ecp,looking at jj leave early cos he gotta report for ns the next day,i alr felt very upset.now my clique guys are going in.i think i'll cry.hahas.huh.can you imagine trying to get to someone but he wont be ard often? esp when im really used to all of them.like we always meet up quite frequently.huh.i think i'll miss everyone.see,when all the guys get in,and the girls are busy with work....we will slowly drift apart.i love all of you guys so much.i really mean it.

ah! working for the 4th day in a row tmr.930am somemore! CANT BE LATE COS I HAVE THE KEY.hahas.today looks pretty demoralising.AND I'LL BE ALONE IN THE SHOP FOR 2HRS OR SO TMR! how to survive on my own! AH! JIAYOU! im not gonna give up yet!

OH! andrew came over ytd.THKS A MILLION ZILLION TIMES! cos it really did hlp to motivate me,when i was beginning to feel demoralized alr.thks sooo soooo soooo much!

oh.and i just found out that andre's going ns tmr too.and melson on the 9th.huh!! damn sad ar! luckily zw and jack are going in in april.ahhh!!!!!!!

I WISH THAT NEW YR WILL COME SOON! COS I WANNA MEET ALL OF YOU SOON! TAKE CARE!!

the crush aint going away.

loves.