i have decided to do things differently now.and chocolate is still my best substitute.yes,to quit smoking is tough.but to quit chocolates is even tougher.especially now.argh!
it took me so long to realise,that actually i know nth.but you can read me like an open book.because..im the one who always say it all out.
though my job's simple,but its very draining.like cannot work for many hrs at one go one.cos i need to think alot.well,you cant use the same pattern and flowers for all bouquets right? haix.
mm.if your colleague is one who comes late,knocks off early and often takes leave...you really have to work more to cover her duties.plus if she is one who doesnt do anything while creating lots of mess for you to clear up....I THINK ITS TIME TO QUIT!
luckily she's gonna quit,or else i think i'll quit.work is making me short-tempered.
working a few days consecutively without rest is really tiring.i cant imagine whats gonna happen next mth.i only have 4 sundays off=(
i'll be really tired i think.2 outlets.though i dun dislike amk now,but it feels weird still.its like doing things you're familiar with strangely.i dunno why did i make so many mistakes ytd.so upsetting.
its really disappointing when you put in effort to do sth but it was rejected.
today wasnt any better.
10% guilty,20% upset,30% demoralised,40% hurt.
i haven felt like this for a while alr.though its a little familiar.
my day was ruined by that call in the morning.
tmr was supposed to be my day off cos i specially asked for it.i really wanted a good gathering.but...aiyah.nvm.a few hrs will be good enough hopefully.
IM TOTALLY DEMORALISED!
=(
OH YA.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MELSON AND ZHIWEI!!!
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
mm.i've been feeling lazy lately.though i have lots to blog abt...but im too lazy to do so.hahas.im working lesser this mth,but im busy everyday! always meeting zoe..FOR FOOD.LOTS OF FOOD.TOTALLY SINFUL! hahas.but JOYFUL too=) or else,i'll be watching dramas or movies at hm.wow.i've been watching alot lately.really alot.hahahs.
lets start with the match last thurs.YOU GIRLS ARE TOTALLY AWESOME! seriously,IM DAMN PROUD OF YOU ALL! though you girls din win,but i thot it was a great start.yupp.some were nervous,especially at the start..but you all played well after that! i love your spirit after that! and how you girls fought.WOW! it was worth treating bb tea=) and i was a little upset cos i forgot to order for myself.hahas.keep that spirit and continue fighting ya? WIN AC TMR!!!
to my dear yx...you really did well and improved alot.SO DUN BE UPSET ALR AR! =D
and mich! your msgs nv fail to make me feel touched! thks alot!
work has become not as fun and interesting to me anymore.im always working with mayshim,and i dun like it.so annoying! its like she's always pushing everything to me.super low!
and the vball gathering on sat..which turned into a gathering with xj's sec sch friends.hahas.ser and weng left early,leaving sy and me.so we joined xj and his friends.mind cafe was fun! lets go back someday ya? and have a real proper vball gathering some other day! it was really nice seeing weng agn,after almost a yr?
and wad shall we do for zhiwei's and melson's bday?? a bit stressed this time cos we really gotta have a nice celebration to cheer these army boys up! hey dudes!! cheer up ar! dun be so low anymore!!
im crossing out days in my calendar..and waiting for that day to come.
lets start with the match last thurs.YOU GIRLS ARE TOTALLY AWESOME! seriously,IM DAMN PROUD OF YOU ALL! though you girls din win,but i thot it was a great start.yupp.some were nervous,especially at the start..but you all played well after that! i love your spirit after that! and how you girls fought.WOW! it was worth treating bb tea=) and i was a little upset cos i forgot to order for myself.hahas.keep that spirit and continue fighting ya? WIN AC TMR!!!
to my dear yx...you really did well and improved alot.SO DUN BE UPSET ALR AR! =D
and mich! your msgs nv fail to make me feel touched! thks alot!
work has become not as fun and interesting to me anymore.im always working with mayshim,and i dun like it.so annoying! its like she's always pushing everything to me.super low!
and the vball gathering on sat..which turned into a gathering with xj's sec sch friends.hahas.ser and weng left early,leaving sy and me.so we joined xj and his friends.mind cafe was fun! lets go back someday ya? and have a real proper vball gathering some other day! it was really nice seeing weng agn,after almost a yr?
and wad shall we do for zhiwei's and melson's bday?? a bit stressed this time cos we really gotta have a nice celebration to cheer these army boys up! hey dudes!! cheer up ar! dun be so low anymore!!
im crossing out days in my calendar..and waiting for that day to come.
Thursday, April 9, 2009
alright.my blog has been pretty dead lately.hahas.AND THIS IS GONNA BE A LOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGG ONE!!
i was busy watching my korean hanayori dango last mth.AND IM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH KIM HYUN JOONG!! hahahahahahahahhas!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE'S SO CUTE! AND GOODLOOKING!!! and he reminds me of someone after watching him in WE GOT MARRIED.really.they're quite similar sometimes=)
just came back from tioman!!! okay.actually i was back on sunday.hahahs.thinking back,the trip was really short.but there wasnt much for us to do anw.i just wanted to spend more time tgt since we wont be meeting up much in the future.
we met up on thurs and stayed over my aunt's place.hahas.i took leave that day cos THE DOCTOR SAID I MIGHT GO BLIND.so i thot that i shud rest more.but my aunt woke me up early in the morning to get her keys from her cos she was expecting a delivery and wanted me to be thr early.BUT THE DELIVERY ONLY CAME AT 8PM.lol.i waited till i fell asleep.anw,i went to meet shengyu and jiemin for dinner at central after that.and we saw this weird uncle with a starfruit on his head.hahas.then nic reached my aunt's place,so we rushed back.left our bags and went downstairs for the pasar malam! oh man! i love pasar malams!!! zoe and jack came over and they reached just after i got home from the pasar malam.so i had to come out agn.bought food and ate at my aunt's place.AND I GOT TO CHOOSE THE EARRINGS JACK BOUGHT.hahas.they left after a while.thks dudes! peiwen came really late.cos she was with her don.then we girls talked in the rm for a while,abt don and him.everyone din slp too late cos we had to wake up early.we all squeezed in the rm and the guys kept complaining abt the mattress.hahas.totally annoying.
DAY ONE.
the guys woke up at 4 i think.to order mc.it came ard 5 plus.we packed,had breakfast and boarded the cab we prebooked.boarded our coach at galleria at 630am! yes.that early.bus ride to mersing was 2 hrs plus i think.our tour guide came after we crossed the customs.i think he's called henry(or is it harry?).and we all agreed that he's gay.hahas.i wasnt even listening to him.i was slping almost the whole ride while listening to my SS501!!!! (hyun joong's band!) but the ride wasnt too comfy cos the 2 angmohs in front of jm and me were leaning very far back the whole ride.while waiting for the ferry,we walked ard for a while.wanted to grab a bite first,but the food thr din look very appealing.so we decided to wait till we reached tioman.
we were separated on the ferry cos many ppl had alr boarded the ferry.i was actually okay.but after abt an hr of the ferry,i felt really uncomfortable.cos it was really cold in front and the whole ride was very bumpy.i felt like throwing up lah.and couldnt make myself fall asleep cos it was too cold.so i went to my bag,got my jacket and plastic bag in case i throw up.we reached the first island after a while ltr.we got off with our stuffs and with this grp of china ppl who were really gross cos i think they think they're very attractive! sy got my bag for me cos he knew that i wasnt well.THKS ALOT FOR BEING SO NICE=) then we realised we got off the wrong island.so we went back to the ferry,WITH THE SAME GRP OF CHINA PPL.hahas.i thot that i would die thr lah cos we had to take the ferry agn.luckily our island wasnt too far away=) yes.finally tioman! and it looks kinda like a deserted island.initial plan was to trek first.but then trekking had to be booked earlier.so we went canoeing instead.pw cant swim so she took a double with sy.jm wasnt sure of how to canoe,so i doubled her.nic took a single.we aimed to reach the small green island nearby.and i dunno why we rushed thr.hahas.i think we reached thr in less than 30mins? i was thinking what shud we do now for the next 1.5hrs.hahas.then we decided to go to paya.the current thr was more rapid and waves were stronger.we got washed to the shore as we canoed towards it.being washed onto shore was quite fun actually.hahas.but our boat was full of water! nic helped me pull the canoe cos it was heavy and i couldnt drag it.we stayed thr for a while before going back.nic swooped with sy.and i still doubled jm.i was a bit seasick agn.and it was tiring! so annoying.i had a hard time dragging pw and nic out in the sea.and got a harder time trying to bring jm and me out.sy came back to hlp us out.hahas.then in the middle,we joined canoes.sy and pw swooped places.I WAS HOPING THAT SOMEONE WOULD SWOOP WITH ME ACTUALLY.cos i was pretty tired.hahas.anw,the guys capsized twice.lousy right.hahas.i bet the ppl must be thinking that they're gays.how can they let the girls suffer themselves right? back in the rm,we took turns to bathe.everyone was wet and sandy so we sat on the towels.
oh.i din mention abt the rm right? hahas.its small and everything's spoilt.jm thot that we had been cheated by the pics we saw on the internet.though we had no space to put the extra bed,we still took it since we paid for it alr.hahas.the window and toilet door was spoilt.cannot lock!
ya.after we all finished bathing,we went for dinner.everyone was starving!! and dinner was pretty nice.LUCKILY.played pool.and bought sotongs for fishing! my very first time fishing.the sotongs really stink can.and their smell's damn strong.the guys were i/c of putting them on the hook.but i helped after that.it was tough lah.at first i helped cos i think nic had a cut.but we both squatted thr for a while,while i tried to hook it properly.but...in the end he had to do it cos i really dunno how to it.hahas.we tried different places and got nth.oh no.hahas.pw fished up a coral.in the end,we tried the 3 brothers technique too.but nth came up after a few hrs.so we gave up.hahas.you shud have seen how we threw out the line and everything.hahas.total joke.we were even laughed at cos the guy said that its no surprise that we din get anything.it would be surprising instead if we did cos our baits were too big for the fishes.obviously we wont get anything.hahas.but it was fun lah.actually,i was happy that we din get anything cos im not for fishing.i would be in a dilemma if i got a fish.it was snacking and tv after we got back to the rm.then we washed up.i was washing up when nic came in.hahas.i think i had facial foam on lah.so embarrassing.but it felt nice,i dunno why.and i was thinking that it would be disastrous if i was peeing or sth lah.luckily i wasnt.we all shared the rm.very nice right,that he'll be the first one i see once i wake up? hahahs.
DAY TWO.
woke up early agn.cos we had snorkeling at 8.first stop was at some marine park.we were teaching pw how to swim.everyone had their masks on alr.actually i din really wanna put that on cos its uncomfortable and ugly.hahas.i think it was nic who asked me to put it on.jm was helping me with my mask when pw grabbed me from the back as she struggled.hahas.jm was having some trouble i think.cos after that,it was nic who helped me.i think he pulled my hair accidentally,but seriously,i was really nervous that i din feel anything then.hahas.water wasnt considered too deep.i was a little afraid at first till i realised that i'll float no matter what with the life vest.I WAS NOT AFRAID AT ALL and could even help pw.ARENT YOU PROUD OF ME?? hahas.sy kept throwing food near us so that the fishes would come really close.ah! pretty scary.but there were really alot of fishes ard.i swam far away when i saw sea urchins.hahas.phobia.then i got seasick agn after floating for a while=( on the way to our next destination,i leaned on pw's thighs.i dunno if i fainted or fell asleep after that.hahas.next stop was in the middle of the sea.i was really uncomfortable and thot that i would throw up anytime.lol.the instructor said i could just throw into the sea cos the fishes would eat them up.so gross.being considerate,i asked for a plastic bag.but i decided to get off and swim cos i wont be as dizzy.i wanted to be near the boat so that i can get the plastic anytime.hahas.but they got real far so i followed.we went far out to see sharks.yes.IT WAS SO NEAR THAT I COULD SEE IT! and pw scared me when she said it was right below me.hahas.the funny thing was,we din realised that we were so far away from the boat.IT WAS TOUGH SWIMMING BACK.hahas.it felt like we spent lots of effort,put we werent making any progress.especially when pw was holding onto me.she pulled me back as i moved forward.hahas.we took really long,but we were still far from the boat.they kept blowing the whistle.i was like,can you tell them that we're trying to swim back? in the end,the boat decided to come over to pick us up.ah! wasted my efforts.terrible seasick.but i could rmb sy massaging me though=) back on shore,he was the only one who asked if i was feeling better or not i think.see,he's always the nice and more attentive person.hahas.back in the rm,it was bathing agn.they let me bathe first.i dozed off while waiting for the rest.i dunno if i look awful slping,but it din matter at that time.hahas.sy asked me to slp more.i woke up after they packed lunch back.i asked if we were still trekking,cos we were a little tired alr and we just finished bathing.nic wanted.cos his reason was we might as well be at hm if we're gonna spend our time in the rm.you know what? our schedule during the trip was really packed cos of him.hahas.must got activity to do each time.so we went trekking in our slippers.we were really rushing during trekking lah.nic walked really fast and sy followed,throwing the 3 of us behind.first stop was the rock fall nearby.we even crossed a small stream cos we werent sure of the route,we had to cross back after that cos it was a wrong route.climbed all the way up and took pics thr.mosquitos were everywhr lah.i kept chasing them off cos many were following behind sy.the real challenge was after the rock fall.our next stop was to get to the other village.as usual,nic was far in front.i dunno why he was rushing lah.hahas.saw monkeys and komodo dragon.the way thr was really steep and there werent proper roads.had to climb all the time.really tiring and tough.got to the other village in 30mins! it was melina beach if im not wrong.lots of angmohs thr.i think they run that place.there were tree houses too.the girls were really tired of climbing and feeding mosquitoes.hahas.so jm suggested that we take a sea taxi back.it was fast and fun!!!! hahas.i think we got back in abt 5mins???? the ride was really fun! i think nic wanted to walk back one,cos he said we had time.hahas.IT WAS BATHING AGN ONCE WE GOT BACK TO THE RM.we all agreed that bathing was wad we did the most thr.we were always bathing once we got back to the rm.
the guys went back to the rm first after dinner.and the girls chatted for quite some time there.we talked abt names to give our kids and everything.hahas.mm.as we grow older,i find ourselves talking abt different stuffs.it was nice,to feel like a grown-up.then the guys came out to look for us cos we took so long to get back.we wanted to go fishing agn,but all the rods were rented out.i think we went back to the rm for tv.then went for supper and watched soccer at the small bar in the open.it was very cosy i think.very nice to be near the beach,drinking,eating,watching soccer and hanging out with friends? i like it alot=) it was pool agn after the china men left the bar.they forced me to play.i always refused to play cos i know i'll look damn chui.but i din wanna ruin the mood,so i played one ball.i know nic asked to share the can of beer,i wanted to drink,but i din dare.hahas.we got back to the rm to catch VACANCY on tv.oh.did i mention that the tv has only one channel and the channel changes only at certain times? hahas.thats the kinda resort we had.hahas.yupp.and i dozed off very quickly.i think i was the earliest to slp.
DAY THREE.
alright.time to leave.i was the last to wake up.the guys left first for breakfast.we had to check out at 10am while the ferry was SUPPOSED TO BE AT 12PM..so we left our bags thr and when shopping at the shops thr.honestly,i think you can count the number of gift shops thr with one hand.and thr's really nth much.I REALLY DIN KNOW WHAT TO GET FOR YOU GUYS.and i wanted to get some food back for my colleagues cos they always buy things back for me to eat.hahas.nic asked me to get bread.cos it was written MADE IN TIOMAN.very cute right? hahas.i thot i din spend much,so i really anyhow spent money thr.and i also bought pills for seasick cos i really din want that awful feeling anymore.okay.the ferry din come at 12.it was delayed till 130pm.so we had lunch first.burgers and goreng pisangs! the ferry came when we were in the toilet.many many many ppl were boarding the ferry and we were the last few.there were even ppl standing lah.can you imagine 2 hrs of standing? yupp.cos it was packed,they asked us to take the next ferry,WHICH WAS COMING AT 2PM.well,actually,i knew that it was gonna come late too.so sy called our agency to ask if the coach would wait for us since it wasnt our fault that we could board.but he wasnt fierce enough(nic kept asking him to scold vulgarities but he din).so pw took over the phone.wow.SHE'S FIERCE.hahas.the guy had no choice but to guarantee us that the coach would wait.THE FERRY CAME AT 3,while the previous ferry would have been reaching mersing by then.i was imagining how the ppl taking the same coach would be cursing cos they had to squeeze on the ferry while we din have to and still gotta wait for us.hahas.i was slping like nobel on the ride.but i know i knocked pw's head 5,6 times cos she was leaning on my shoulder.hahas.i think they gave me slping pills instead of seasick pills.since i wont be seasick if im asleep.hahahas.SMART!
the coach really waited.i think they waited close to 2 hrs.everyone was looking as we got onto the bus.i bet they were cursing non-stop.hahas.slept agn on the bus.it started jamming even before we reached the customs.the guide said that they'll drop us at newton circus.i knew that i told zoe that i'll be alighting at galleria.but since she din msg me or anything,i thot they wont be fetching me.i din know that she msged nic.how dare you?? hahas.we all had dinner there.and sy's dad came to pick them up.then suddenly nic said,zoe's coming.i think i hesitated for a while.cos i din get him.as in how come he knew but i din.then he told me so i understood.so i watched them leave while i waited for zoe and gang to come.honestly,i hate partings.i had to watch ppl leave.it'll make me feel sad somehow.and..hahas.actually i din wanna meet you guys yet.cos i din get much gifts.i was afraid that it wasnt enough.hahas.luckily you guys werent picky=) sorry dudes! couldnt stay long cos of my dad.im seriously very unhappy with him lately.i think zoe knows=) i really wanted to piss him off totally when i got hm.lucky him! he wasnt watching the news.hahas.HEY PEEPS! thks for coming! and melson too! though i din get to see you cos you had to book in.eh.so whr's andre?? ask him to watch out ar!
pics of the trip are in pw's phone.upload next time? when i am not lazy.hahas.
i was thinking that we wont be seeing each other often anymore.though you might have said 2 yrs ltr as a joke,but i was pretty upset abt that.i kept thinking abt it during work on monday.really wanted to see you guys more now while i can.but my colleague doesnt wanna swoop shifts with me.i wanted a day off on sat.quite badly in fact.i was upset for the rest of the day cos she refused.i guess i shall take morning off ba.play for a while,then leave for work.haix.you dun have to do anything.im happy enough doing things for you.covering your blanket,holding your bag...i dun want you to see me.i'll be happier looking at you.dun say anything.just sit thr with me.like we did during fishing.thr's so many things i like abt you.i like it when you care.cos you dun always care directly.i like it when you walked behind me in thailand(you really din have to cos i wasnt expecting that).i like it when you're so annoying.i just like you for being you.i cant really explain it.aiyoooooooo.very bu she de.im not brave enough.i'll turn away if you see me looking over.i dun need anything more.just be in the same clique and..dun disappear.
maybe these 2 yrs is a good thing.at least...i might divert my attention elsewhr.maybe.
i was busy watching my korean hanayori dango last mth.AND IM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH KIM HYUN JOONG!! hahahahahahahahhas!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE'S SO CUTE! AND GOODLOOKING!!! and he reminds me of someone after watching him in WE GOT MARRIED.really.they're quite similar sometimes=)
just came back from tioman!!! okay.actually i was back on sunday.hahahs.thinking back,the trip was really short.but there wasnt much for us to do anw.i just wanted to spend more time tgt since we wont be meeting up much in the future.
we met up on thurs and stayed over my aunt's place.hahas.i took leave that day cos THE DOCTOR SAID I MIGHT GO BLIND.so i thot that i shud rest more.but my aunt woke me up early in the morning to get her keys from her cos she was expecting a delivery and wanted me to be thr early.BUT THE DELIVERY ONLY CAME AT 8PM.lol.i waited till i fell asleep.anw,i went to meet shengyu and jiemin for dinner at central after that.and we saw this weird uncle with a starfruit on his head.hahas.then nic reached my aunt's place,so we rushed back.left our bags and went downstairs for the pasar malam! oh man! i love pasar malams!!! zoe and jack came over and they reached just after i got home from the pasar malam.so i had to come out agn.bought food and ate at my aunt's place.AND I GOT TO CHOOSE THE EARRINGS JACK BOUGHT.hahas.they left after a while.thks dudes! peiwen came really late.cos she was with her don.then we girls talked in the rm for a while,abt don and him.everyone din slp too late cos we had to wake up early.we all squeezed in the rm and the guys kept complaining abt the mattress.hahas.totally annoying.
DAY ONE.
the guys woke up at 4 i think.to order mc.it came ard 5 plus.we packed,had breakfast and boarded the cab we prebooked.boarded our coach at galleria at 630am! yes.that early.bus ride to mersing was 2 hrs plus i think.our tour guide came after we crossed the customs.i think he's called henry(or is it harry?).and we all agreed that he's gay.hahas.i wasnt even listening to him.i was slping almost the whole ride while listening to my SS501!!!! (hyun joong's band!) but the ride wasnt too comfy cos the 2 angmohs in front of jm and me were leaning very far back the whole ride.while waiting for the ferry,we walked ard for a while.wanted to grab a bite first,but the food thr din look very appealing.so we decided to wait till we reached tioman.
we were separated on the ferry cos many ppl had alr boarded the ferry.i was actually okay.but after abt an hr of the ferry,i felt really uncomfortable.cos it was really cold in front and the whole ride was very bumpy.i felt like throwing up lah.and couldnt make myself fall asleep cos it was too cold.so i went to my bag,got my jacket and plastic bag in case i throw up.we reached the first island after a while ltr.we got off with our stuffs and with this grp of china ppl who were really gross cos i think they think they're very attractive! sy got my bag for me cos he knew that i wasnt well.THKS ALOT FOR BEING SO NICE=) then we realised we got off the wrong island.so we went back to the ferry,WITH THE SAME GRP OF CHINA PPL.hahas.i thot that i would die thr lah cos we had to take the ferry agn.luckily our island wasnt too far away=) yes.finally tioman! and it looks kinda like a deserted island.initial plan was to trek first.but then trekking had to be booked earlier.so we went canoeing instead.pw cant swim so she took a double with sy.jm wasnt sure of how to canoe,so i doubled her.nic took a single.we aimed to reach the small green island nearby.and i dunno why we rushed thr.hahas.i think we reached thr in less than 30mins? i was thinking what shud we do now for the next 1.5hrs.hahas.then we decided to go to paya.the current thr was more rapid and waves were stronger.we got washed to the shore as we canoed towards it.being washed onto shore was quite fun actually.hahas.but our boat was full of water! nic helped me pull the canoe cos it was heavy and i couldnt drag it.we stayed thr for a while before going back.nic swooped with sy.and i still doubled jm.i was a bit seasick agn.and it was tiring! so annoying.i had a hard time dragging pw and nic out in the sea.and got a harder time trying to bring jm and me out.sy came back to hlp us out.hahas.then in the middle,we joined canoes.sy and pw swooped places.I WAS HOPING THAT SOMEONE WOULD SWOOP WITH ME ACTUALLY.cos i was pretty tired.hahas.anw,the guys capsized twice.lousy right.hahas.i bet the ppl must be thinking that they're gays.how can they let the girls suffer themselves right? back in the rm,we took turns to bathe.everyone was wet and sandy so we sat on the towels.
oh.i din mention abt the rm right? hahas.its small and everything's spoilt.jm thot that we had been cheated by the pics we saw on the internet.though we had no space to put the extra bed,we still took it since we paid for it alr.hahas.the window and toilet door was spoilt.cannot lock!
ya.after we all finished bathing,we went for dinner.everyone was starving!! and dinner was pretty nice.LUCKILY.played pool.and bought sotongs for fishing! my very first time fishing.the sotongs really stink can.and their smell's damn strong.the guys were i/c of putting them on the hook.but i helped after that.it was tough lah.at first i helped cos i think nic had a cut.but we both squatted thr for a while,while i tried to hook it properly.but...in the end he had to do it cos i really dunno how to it.hahas.we tried different places and got nth.oh no.hahas.pw fished up a coral.in the end,we tried the 3 brothers technique too.but nth came up after a few hrs.so we gave up.hahas.you shud have seen how we threw out the line and everything.hahas.total joke.we were even laughed at cos the guy said that its no surprise that we din get anything.it would be surprising instead if we did cos our baits were too big for the fishes.obviously we wont get anything.hahas.but it was fun lah.actually,i was happy that we din get anything cos im not for fishing.i would be in a dilemma if i got a fish.it was snacking and tv after we got back to the rm.then we washed up.i was washing up when nic came in.hahas.i think i had facial foam on lah.so embarrassing.but it felt nice,i dunno why.and i was thinking that it would be disastrous if i was peeing or sth lah.luckily i wasnt.we all shared the rm.very nice right,that he'll be the first one i see once i wake up? hahahs.
DAY TWO.
woke up early agn.cos we had snorkeling at 8.first stop was at some marine park.we were teaching pw how to swim.everyone had their masks on alr.actually i din really wanna put that on cos its uncomfortable and ugly.hahas.i think it was nic who asked me to put it on.jm was helping me with my mask when pw grabbed me from the back as she struggled.hahas.jm was having some trouble i think.cos after that,it was nic who helped me.i think he pulled my hair accidentally,but seriously,i was really nervous that i din feel anything then.hahas.water wasnt considered too deep.i was a little afraid at first till i realised that i'll float no matter what with the life vest.I WAS NOT AFRAID AT ALL and could even help pw.ARENT YOU PROUD OF ME?? hahas.sy kept throwing food near us so that the fishes would come really close.ah! pretty scary.but there were really alot of fishes ard.i swam far away when i saw sea urchins.hahas.phobia.then i got seasick agn after floating for a while=( on the way to our next destination,i leaned on pw's thighs.i dunno if i fainted or fell asleep after that.hahas.next stop was in the middle of the sea.i was really uncomfortable and thot that i would throw up anytime.lol.the instructor said i could just throw into the sea cos the fishes would eat them up.so gross.being considerate,i asked for a plastic bag.but i decided to get off and swim cos i wont be as dizzy.i wanted to be near the boat so that i can get the plastic anytime.hahas.but they got real far so i followed.we went far out to see sharks.yes.IT WAS SO NEAR THAT I COULD SEE IT! and pw scared me when she said it was right below me.hahas.the funny thing was,we din realised that we were so far away from the boat.IT WAS TOUGH SWIMMING BACK.hahas.it felt like we spent lots of effort,put we werent making any progress.especially when pw was holding onto me.she pulled me back as i moved forward.hahas.we took really long,but we were still far from the boat.they kept blowing the whistle.i was like,can you tell them that we're trying to swim back? in the end,the boat decided to come over to pick us up.ah! wasted my efforts.terrible seasick.but i could rmb sy massaging me though=) back on shore,he was the only one who asked if i was feeling better or not i think.see,he's always the nice and more attentive person.hahas.back in the rm,it was bathing agn.they let me bathe first.i dozed off while waiting for the rest.i dunno if i look awful slping,but it din matter at that time.hahas.sy asked me to slp more.i woke up after they packed lunch back.i asked if we were still trekking,cos we were a little tired alr and we just finished bathing.nic wanted.cos his reason was we might as well be at hm if we're gonna spend our time in the rm.you know what? our schedule during the trip was really packed cos of him.hahas.must got activity to do each time.so we went trekking in our slippers.we were really rushing during trekking lah.nic walked really fast and sy followed,throwing the 3 of us behind.first stop was the rock fall nearby.we even crossed a small stream cos we werent sure of the route,we had to cross back after that cos it was a wrong route.climbed all the way up and took pics thr.mosquitos were everywhr lah.i kept chasing them off cos many were following behind sy.the real challenge was after the rock fall.our next stop was to get to the other village.as usual,nic was far in front.i dunno why he was rushing lah.hahas.saw monkeys and komodo dragon.the way thr was really steep and there werent proper roads.had to climb all the time.really tiring and tough.got to the other village in 30mins! it was melina beach if im not wrong.lots of angmohs thr.i think they run that place.there were tree houses too.the girls were really tired of climbing and feeding mosquitoes.hahas.so jm suggested that we take a sea taxi back.it was fast and fun!!!! hahas.i think we got back in abt 5mins???? the ride was really fun! i think nic wanted to walk back one,cos he said we had time.hahas.IT WAS BATHING AGN ONCE WE GOT BACK TO THE RM.we all agreed that bathing was wad we did the most thr.we were always bathing once we got back to the rm.
the guys went back to the rm first after dinner.and the girls chatted for quite some time there.we talked abt names to give our kids and everything.hahas.mm.as we grow older,i find ourselves talking abt different stuffs.it was nice,to feel like a grown-up.then the guys came out to look for us cos we took so long to get back.we wanted to go fishing agn,but all the rods were rented out.i think we went back to the rm for tv.then went for supper and watched soccer at the small bar in the open.it was very cosy i think.very nice to be near the beach,drinking,eating,watching soccer and hanging out with friends? i like it alot=) it was pool agn after the china men left the bar.they forced me to play.i always refused to play cos i know i'll look damn chui.but i din wanna ruin the mood,so i played one ball.i know nic asked to share the can of beer,i wanted to drink,but i din dare.hahas.we got back to the rm to catch VACANCY on tv.oh.did i mention that the tv has only one channel and the channel changes only at certain times? hahas.thats the kinda resort we had.hahas.yupp.and i dozed off very quickly.i think i was the earliest to slp.
DAY THREE.
alright.time to leave.i was the last to wake up.the guys left first for breakfast.we had to check out at 10am while the ferry was SUPPOSED TO BE AT 12PM..so we left our bags thr and when shopping at the shops thr.honestly,i think you can count the number of gift shops thr with one hand.and thr's really nth much.I REALLY DIN KNOW WHAT TO GET FOR YOU GUYS.and i wanted to get some food back for my colleagues cos they always buy things back for me to eat.hahas.nic asked me to get bread.cos it was written MADE IN TIOMAN.very cute right? hahas.i thot i din spend much,so i really anyhow spent money thr.and i also bought pills for seasick cos i really din want that awful feeling anymore.okay.the ferry din come at 12.it was delayed till 130pm.so we had lunch first.burgers and goreng pisangs! the ferry came when we were in the toilet.many many many ppl were boarding the ferry and we were the last few.there were even ppl standing lah.can you imagine 2 hrs of standing? yupp.cos it was packed,they asked us to take the next ferry,WHICH WAS COMING AT 2PM.well,actually,i knew that it was gonna come late too.so sy called our agency to ask if the coach would wait for us since it wasnt our fault that we could board.but he wasnt fierce enough(nic kept asking him to scold vulgarities but he din).so pw took over the phone.wow.SHE'S FIERCE.hahas.the guy had no choice but to guarantee us that the coach would wait.THE FERRY CAME AT 3,while the previous ferry would have been reaching mersing by then.i was imagining how the ppl taking the same coach would be cursing cos they had to squeeze on the ferry while we din have to and still gotta wait for us.hahas.i was slping like nobel on the ride.but i know i knocked pw's head 5,6 times cos she was leaning on my shoulder.hahas.i think they gave me slping pills instead of seasick pills.since i wont be seasick if im asleep.hahahas.SMART!
the coach really waited.i think they waited close to 2 hrs.everyone was looking as we got onto the bus.i bet they were cursing non-stop.hahas.slept agn on the bus.it started jamming even before we reached the customs.the guide said that they'll drop us at newton circus.i knew that i told zoe that i'll be alighting at galleria.but since she din msg me or anything,i thot they wont be fetching me.i din know that she msged nic.how dare you?? hahas.we all had dinner there.and sy's dad came to pick them up.then suddenly nic said,zoe's coming.i think i hesitated for a while.cos i din get him.as in how come he knew but i din.then he told me so i understood.so i watched them leave while i waited for zoe and gang to come.honestly,i hate partings.i had to watch ppl leave.it'll make me feel sad somehow.and..hahas.actually i din wanna meet you guys yet.cos i din get much gifts.i was afraid that it wasnt enough.hahas.luckily you guys werent picky=) sorry dudes! couldnt stay long cos of my dad.im seriously very unhappy with him lately.i think zoe knows=) i really wanted to piss him off totally when i got hm.lucky him! he wasnt watching the news.hahas.HEY PEEPS! thks for coming! and melson too! though i din get to see you cos you had to book in.eh.so whr's andre?? ask him to watch out ar!
pics of the trip are in pw's phone.upload next time? when i am not lazy.hahas.
i was thinking that we wont be seeing each other often anymore.though you might have said 2 yrs ltr as a joke,but i was pretty upset abt that.i kept thinking abt it during work on monday.really wanted to see you guys more now while i can.but my colleague doesnt wanna swoop shifts with me.i wanted a day off on sat.quite badly in fact.i was upset for the rest of the day cos she refused.i guess i shall take morning off ba.play for a while,then leave for work.haix.you dun have to do anything.im happy enough doing things for you.covering your blanket,holding your bag...i dun want you to see me.i'll be happier looking at you.dun say anything.just sit thr with me.like we did during fishing.thr's so many things i like abt you.i like it when you care.cos you dun always care directly.i like it when you walked behind me in thailand(you really din have to cos i wasnt expecting that).i like it when you're so annoying.i just like you for being you.i cant really explain it.aiyoooooooo.very bu she de.im not brave enough.i'll turn away if you see me looking over.i dun need anything more.just be in the same clique and..dun disappear.
maybe these 2 yrs is a good thing.at least...i might divert my attention elsewhr.maybe.
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