i have decided to do things differently now.and chocolate is still my best substitute.yes,to quit smoking is tough.but to quit chocolates is even tougher.especially now.argh!

it took me so long to realise,that actually i know nth.but you can read me like an open book.because..im the one who always say it all out.

though my job's simple,but its very draining.like cannot work for many hrs at one go one.cos i need to think alot.well,you cant use the same pattern and flowers for all bouquets right? haix.
mm.if your colleague is one who comes late,knocks off early and often takes leave...you really have to work more to cover her duties.plus if she is one who doesnt do anything while creating lots of mess for you to clear up....I THINK ITS TIME TO QUIT!
luckily she's gonna quit,or else i think i'll quit.work is making me short-tempered.


working a few days consecutively without rest is really tiring.i cant imagine whats gonna happen next mth.i only have 4 sundays off=(
i'll be really tired i think.2 outlets.though i dun dislike amk now,but it feels weird still.its like doing things you're familiar with strangely.i dunno why did i make so many mistakes ytd.so upsetting.

its really disappointing when you put in effort to do sth but it was rejected.
today wasnt any better.
10% guilty,20% upset,30% demoralised,40% hurt.
i haven felt like this for a while alr.though its a little familiar.
my day was ruined by that call in the morning.

tmr was supposed to be my day off cos i specially asked for it.i really wanted a good gathering.but...aiyah.nvm.a few hrs will be good enough hopefully.
IM TOTALLY DEMORALISED!
=(

OH YA.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MELSON AND ZHIWEI!!!