i din know that it'll hurt this much.ah.its like one of the toughest times i ever had.

i tried hard to hold everything back.but it all came out in front of mum.in the end,she's still the one who loves me most.i wish he was more supportive.and keep all those awful words.

if only..you know that im working hard now.
im just asking for someone to support whatever im doing now.and know that im trying hard alr.
IM NOT GIVING UP THIS EASILY!

and you! you din keep your promise. =(