ahh.U-19 is starting tmr!! YAY! but not all of us are gonna be thr tmr right? hahahs! i'll see you girls on thurs! AFTER YOUR PAPERS!! ahh.can your exams end soon?? and oh dear.how to get to the sports hall ar? MINMIN!! MUST MEET ME FIRST K?? mm.im now considering if i shud go hm after school tmr.ahhh.how to survive so many hrs in school tmr!!! but if i go hm....MM.I CANT SAY FOR SURE THAT I'LL COME OUT AGN.hahahahs!! ahh.so much stuffs to bring to school tmr!!

i think my dad's..MM.very immature.aiyah.still dunno how to think.

and dec's here!!! marina sq! HERE I COME! time to start all over agn!

AND OMG! DEC'S HERE.my exams are coming too! and i cant seem to get myself to study at all! cant even complete my tutorials lah! CAN SOMEONE PLS GLUE MY ASS TO THE CHAIR AND KEEP MY HANDS OFF...ANYTHING WHICH I CAN LAY MY HANDS ON.ahhh.HEADACHE AR!!! study girl!! STUDY.

being sick is horrible.feeling hot and cold is horrible.feeling dizzy is horrible.coughing is very horrible too.
BUT BEING SICK MAY BE GOOD TOO.hahas.like the poor appetite.hahhas.can lose weight!

ahh.its not difficult afterall lahh.and i see the differences finally.ahhh.enough.hahahas.

and i cant wait for U19 to start! cos the last time we were in the same team,THE FIVE OF US,was soooooo many yrs ago.hahas.this will probably be our last time tgt!!! oh mannnnnnnnnnn!!!! so excited!! hahahas!

and i might be starting my own flower biz.hahahs! so peeps! RMB TO GET FLOWERS FROM ME IN THE FUTURE K? =D

dinner ytd was great! cos 7 of us made it! hahas.had sakae at century,and HO HO! WE ATE ALOT! hahas! and talk-talked alot too.nic came after church,and zhijun drove us for cheesecake! OH GOSH ZHIJUN! YOU'RE SOOOOOOOOOO ADORABLE!!!!!!!!! OH GOSH! I LOVE YOUR PARKING SKILLS! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAS!!!!!!!!!!! BROUGHT US SOOOOOOOOO MUUUCCCCCHHHHHHHHH JOOOOOOOYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHS!!!!!!!! ppl ard us were looking and laughing as well! it was really really very adorable! cheesecake was yummy!!!! and you guys are awesome! hahas.and it was really nice to sit thr,have cake..and talk abt those days in school.awwwwww! i miss you guys!!

mm.it was still very upsetting.to know the truth.but i guess..i would have done the same thing too.cos thr's nth to even consider abt in the first place.

oh mannnnnn!!!!!!!! BIKES ARE SO FUN AND COOL!!!!!!! royston gave me a ride to work today! oh gosh! it was super fun!!! and exciting!!!!!!! hahahas! but weirdly,it felt a little naked too.hahas! and it was scary at first! mm.cos i cant even cycle -.- and bikes are so fast! hahas! BUT IT WAS SOOOOO FUNNNNNN!!!!!!! hahas.im gonna ask suyi to try it next time! oh mannnnnn!! can i have more free rides next time??? hahhahahs!

to stay or not.i think im almost done with my decision.mm.no need to trouble anyone alr.i can decide myself.i think.

aiyahh.kinda expected that this would happen.but how nice will it be,if things dun change.
suddenly,trust becomes so vulnerable.and everything feels like..its gonna disappear anytime.
ahh.i dun like this weird feeling.
and.i really dun wanna lose anything or anyone(including dogs).cos everything's so precious to me!

alright.i've made up my mind.im quitting.hahas.but let me work for one last mth lah ar.i really will miss everything =(

hello dear.friends are not friends only when you need them.everyone has different committments now! friends are like...little stars in the sky! hahas.they're always there! whether you can see or not,THEY'RE THERE! trust me! just one phonecall..and you'll find them next to you k? so always think positively! it makes life SO MUCH better! friends are awesome and sweet!! =)

anw,it was flooding near school today! TOTALLY AWESOME I TELL YOU! hahas.the water was like up to knees? and the whole busstop was flooded totally! the rainwater was up to the seats lah! hahahs! i was glad that i was on the bus! looking at the flood was TOTALLY COOL! hahas.but not if i was caught in the rain.aiyahhhhhhh.shud take pic of it! hahahahahas!!!

i get it.i really get it.hahas.time to move on agn!!

AHH! SAY NO TO BRIBERY! hello! its not gonna work! im leaving once you take over the shop! hahahs.ohhhh dddeaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrr.time to pack up!!!

it feels so weird inside.and suddenly,everything becomes so clear to me.im getting scared,cos when that happens,i'll be super lost.

hahas! visited ah ma during lunch break(5HRS!!!!!) today! and my hokkien is...WOW! TOTALLY IMBA NOW! hahas.spent time playing and slping with my little cousin.and i had yummy homecooked food too! sooo nnnnnnnniiiiccccccccceeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
oh oh oh! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH! ah ma said sth that really made my day too! hahahs.

haix.i dunno wads wrong but i've been really dizzy for wks.ahh.wad if i faint one day ar? mm.i think i better ask mummy to cook me sth good soon! yum yum!

mm.meeting with my girls last sat was great! and SO ROMANTIC!! oh mannn! can we have more of such meeting often??

i cant wait for trng to start! HAHAS! and i wanna watch 2012 too!

and hey! why are you so upset and moody today ar? =(

i had a great time meeting up with old buddies from hpt today! with old tradition,SUPPER! at chomp chomp! you know wad i love most abt you guys? though i haven seen you all for like a yr,it doesnt feel weird at all lah! hahas.like can talk as if we meet every wkend.oh mannnnnnn!!!! i enjoyed laughing today.i really did! ALL THKS TO PINWEN!!!!! hahas.we had a table full of food.AND I REALLY MEAN FULL OF FOOD.hahas.so sinful!!
reagen and i got the money(we all contributed) and spent every single cent ordering many diff food! hahas.so fun! unglamness feels great! totally!! oh oh! and i took lots of pics with all of them! (cos i know i wont see them often.ahh.it might take me another yr.hahas)

and happy birthday audrey darling!!!!! hahas.i cant wait to meet you girls ltr for dinner! all the talking and eating!! hahas.i hope my cramps will disappear tmr! i dun want it to ruin the dinner!

seriously,im getting worried.i wonder why am i so quiet lately.thats so..abnormal.hahas.though it maybe a blessing to my schoolmates.

and i know how i feel.so pls.stop doubting me.

MJ's totally imba! hahas.hello zoe! thank who?? WHOOOO???

and hello!! who ask you to ask for jersey number?? i wanted to get 15 de lo.but since you asked....mm.how abt 2 then? hahas!

the wkends are finally abt to be here! cant wait to celebrate dear audrey's bday! an all-girls outing! yay!
lesson of the day:they're all the same! but..i guess i would have done the same too?
my schoolmates said that im very quiet lately.wow! i guess..that was a compliment.hahas.
when i saw mine's also part of lse,i was hoping for a WOW,or sth lidat.but..not just mm.
im running out of things to say.and getting tired of pretending.

ahh.homework's killing me.
sunday! to go..or not to go? =(

school's getting tougher.but things with classmates are getting better.ahh.so nice right.
and my econs lecturer's getting funnier.or at least he thinks that way.hahas.
the other day,he pointed at a guy in the middle of lecture and said,"you! the one with the yellow jacket! is this your first time coming to lecture? i've nv seen you before." and guess wad? the guy replied,"no sir! i've just cut my hair!" my lecturer laughed a little awkwardly and said"ahh.no wonder i cant recognise you." hahahs.the whole LT was laughing away lah!

after everything,you girls are still the best! anything else can change,but not you girls! i really love and cherish these 7 yrs alot! hahas.i love you girls!

i feel really upset suddenly.everything's in a mess.

haix.im missing him again.mm.haven heard from him for months.as in personally.everything i know abt him now(which obviously is not alot),is from dad and sis.mm.and i guess you'll be back soon.right?
mm.shud i write to him? but..wad shud i say? =(

im really disliking my work more and more now.and im expecting more changes soon.aiyahhh.jessie's quitting.i'll be left alone.facing her,with all the bees she have attracted.no no.they're houseflies.i dun like cunning ppl. =(

oh mannnn!!!!! im such a bad friend.just read audrey's blog..and i feel awful.i really hope that i saw it earlier lah! i wasnt thr for her when she was that upset.haix.but i've sent her a card!! i hope that it'll make her better! and dear! im really gonna miss you alot when you're away =(

dad still doesnt uds.well.no one does.
if i had a choice,i wouldnt have chosen this path.
im walking by myself all the time.a path which i dun like,and also a path which im trying really hard to walk on.
and im really tired.
there are many things that i dun say.but im hoping for someone who will see all that i've done.
so till then,pls look,and uds.and i'll continue walking.

smiles are nth,but habits now.