i feel really upset suddenly.everything's in a mess.

haix.im missing him again.mm.haven heard from him for months.as in personally.everything i know abt him now(which obviously is not alot),is from dad and sis.mm.and i guess you'll be back soon.right?
mm.shud i write to him? but..wad shud i say? =(

im really disliking my work more and more now.and im expecting more changes soon.aiyahhh.jessie's quitting.i'll be left alone.facing her,with all the bees she have attracted.no no.they're houseflies.i dun like cunning ppl. =(

oh mannnn!!!!! im such a bad friend.just read audrey's blog..and i feel awful.i really hope that i saw it earlier lah! i wasnt thr for her when she was that upset.haix.but i've sent her a card!! i hope that it'll make her better! and dear! im really gonna miss you alot when you're away =(

dad still doesnt uds.well.no one does.
if i had a choice,i wouldnt have chosen this path.
im walking by myself all the time.a path which i dun like,and also a path which im trying really hard to walk on.
and im really tired.
there are many things that i dun say.but im hoping for someone who will see all that i've done.
so till then,pls look,and uds.and i'll continue walking.

smiles are nth,but habits now.