this time wasnt as bad as the last.

i din plan to go for the match today.cos i was pretty tired.but!! our 8TH year of friendship! ahhh! how to not go??? hahas.

alright.i've decided to make zoe my idol! FOR 3 DAYS.hahas! you were totally imba lah! i din even realised that you sprained your ankle! i wonder how you survived the rest of the match! GOOD JOB! IMBANESSSSS!!!!!! :D
and helloooooo! shouldnt someone update me abt that aerospace guy someday? -.-

lianxin says she's coming to sim! maybel might be coming too.hahas.if they're really coming,i'll really wanna play vball agn.really! i hope they'll come :)

enjoys time with 长老会vball girls.
im sorry zo.but the time we had when grace was icing your ankle was nice! hahas.with so many of you girls ard! suaning each other.and i totally love grace's guts.zoe! tell grace that i said that!

maybe next yr..we'll all meet in court agn :)

oh oh.and my first new yr resolution is...to be on time for lessons.hahahs.mmm.or make it...not to be late for more than 10mins first?? hahas!

ahh.here are the pics shamane and i took when we surprised mum at her workplace last wk! ha.those furnitures in our pics are worth at least $15K! incredible!! ahh.rich ppl really spend money like free ar.hahas.oh oh! and guess wad those dogs are for?? they're for ppl to sit on as they put on their shoes.mm.i guess rich ppl dun own chairs ar.

i had a great day today!! had a nice slp on the bus to school..mm.maybe thats why im like super energetic today.before tutorial started,i had fun playing tap tap on My's phone.hahas! she was laughing at me the whole time! had lunch with NOT JUST SUYI this time!! hahas! My,Inneke and Lily joined us too! it was great eating and CHATTING HAPPILY with them! oh oh.and we're really gonna have a class outing next wk! for real! oh mannnnnn!!!!!! sounds really not bad!

met inneke on the bus hm just now and it felt nice that she acty said hello and bye bye to me.hahas.she seems like a pretty cool person and its the first time she initiated to do so! ahh! yay!! oh.and that dumb andre.hahas! his stupid msg made me really laughed out on the bus.embarrassed to the max! but thks dude! for adding on to my collection of "NICE THINGS THAT HAPPENED TODAY".

work was pretty alright too.though i was a little reluctant to start work agn at first.hahas.i got lots of orders!! so imba!

i hope tmr's gonna be fun.and i wanna fly kite so badly!! but i need to get a kite first! hahas.

mm.maybe meeting my jc clique after celebrating jack's bday with sec sch clique.

and still meeting jc clique next wk!! for kite flying!!! oh mann! i hope this will really come true this time!!

lots of loves!!

(and tell my dogs i miss them!)

ahh.i had two funny days in a row! hahahs.at least these small stuffs made me smile(I REALLY SMILED PRETTY DUMBLY) while walking back hm.hahas!!

well. i was on my way hm ytd,ON A VERY VERY VERY CROWDED BUS(super annoying lah) when i realised that the uncle and the boy sitting in front of me were slping really soundly,and shaking very vigorously.ahh.i started to worry that they might bump into each others head lah.mm.after a while,the boy started tilting in a very weird angle.he seemed like he was gonna fall off his seat.hahas.i was super kanchiong for him.and started thinking if i shud use my leg,or my hand to stop him from falling off(if he really really really falls off).he kept tilting back and fro.made me super kanchiong throughout my ride hm.hahas.i was so glad when i got off the bus.and while thinking of wad had happened,i kept smiling.unconsciously.until the uncle walking towards me gave me a weird look.hahas!!

and today ar!! i had probs in accounts class cos i couldnt differentiate year 0 and year 1! ms chu explained,but i kinda got it after that.and realised that it was very silly to even ask her that qns.hahas.so she made me answer the first qns on those yrs.ahh.after a while,we faced another qns on yr 0 and 1 agn.she made me answer agn.hahas.there! 2 qns alr ar.finally,the last qns on yrs 0 and 1,she called me agn.hahas.this time she laughed,and i laughed too.she said it is to make sure that i really understood.wow.i became joke of the class today.and im pretty sure that if that kinda qns comes out during our exercises in lectures,she's gonna ask me to answer agn!! hahas!
study hard! world peace!!


because.i still wanna be special.

the night sky last night was EXTREMELY GORGEOUS!! hahahs.it was a little pity to be watching it alone!! i was initially attracted by the few bright stars that caught my eye and made me sit down.after a while,after my eyes adjusted to the darkness,I SAW MANY MANY MANY MANY STARS!!! i tried to count..errs....i guess i only managed to count abt 40stars which were visible to me.ahh.those stars made me feel so..calm.oh mannnn!!!!! i love stars!!! hahahhas!!

i will be like the old me...soon!

well.its mummy's birthday tmr.and the initial plan my sisters and i had was to surprise her at her workplace tmr.prolly with A BIG BOUQUET OF FLOWERS too.hahas.cos it'll give her alot of face.

but mummy decided to have dinner this evening instead.she wanted steamboat at vivo...but uncle ben said its better to stay at hm.yes! he's damn right.I MISS HOMECOOKED FOOD AND I LOVE THEM TOO! ahh.i thot it would be a family thing.but mummy invited some of her colleagues too since one of them has the same birthday as her.

so right after school,i got mum stuffs from bodyshop cos she really likes bodyshop alot.got hm earlier to hlp her cook.wow.it was really alot of hardwork and she made lots of food! YUMMY MUSHROOMS WERE THE BEST! and we had my favourite steamboat at hm too.

i wanted to stay over for the night,but i felt that it was no point since she had visitors.and not alot of time for family bonding.so i left.unwilling and sadly(as always).

but anw,i had a nice time chatting with mum while preparing the food.i told her abt my pretty good grades for all except one subject.but she din really look impressed eh.was pretty disappointed.oh.and i made her realize how incredible it is to be a mother for like 20 yrs alr..when she's not 40 yet.wow.AMAZING!

but but! just before i left,i heard her talking abt my grades to her friends.and that felt really great.mm.i know mum has always been proud of me since young...and i guess the last time she felt this way was like a million yrs ago? ahh.i really wanna do her proud.very badly.

well.at least most of my family made it tonight.how nice would it be if all of us were thr.

and nobel's getting older.having probs with her eyes now too.honestly.im scared.im really very scared.i dunno if i can take it if another one leaves.just miko alone is painful enough.and it still hurts now.so pls.dun take my loved ones away any time soon.

Family.

Loves.

mm.why is it still bothering me after so many mths?
haix.wads the pt of joining vball agn,alone?
and wow.why are there so many familiar faces in ntu?

so upsetting.
you all.dunno.

and you! i bought the cake specially for you eh.ahh.how can you throw it on the floor? in front of me.

mm.right.i get the hint.pester.
hahas.alright.im moving on!!

wow.you got upset over someone? hahas.

sometimes..i do need compliments.need praises for my hard work.at least it makes me feel that im not fighting alone.

oh dear.holidays are ending.and school's starting.and wow.homework....all untouched.hahahhas! nvm lah.leave all the worrying and rushing till next wk then.hahahas!

since school's starting..sis's leaving tmr.and taadaa!! me.alone.on my big empty bed.good! at least for 5 days a wk,i can roll as much as i want.lesser laundry to do.and there will be no one fighting for my stuffs with me.yay!!! doesnt it sound...great? :(

im gonna give myself more free time this mth! stick to my decisions! stay firm! yes!! hahas.

and do you know how to tell if you're really tired?? mm.when you think that humans have 4 legs.hahahahs!

YES!!! FINALLY A BREAK TMR!! haahahs! i gonna slp till dinner time!! hahahhas!

i really dun uds anymore lah ar :(

new yr's eve was great with zoe,shigs,zhiwei,mel and jack.ahh.its a pretty that andre couldnt make it!
welcome to my place for the first tie..and taadaa! you guys are officially barred from my hse ever agn! horrible ppl! how can you all jump on my bed lidat!!!!!!!!!!! hahas! but it was great cracking lame jokes agn and making lots of noise! ahh.my dad was exceptionally nice and well-tempered eh.thank you daddy! ahh.i guess i really needed that fun and rest! thank you!

and thank you reagen and chunfu for meeting me after work today! though i was really tired..i only slept for like 3 hrs?? zoe lah.slept so weirdly! made me so uncomfortable! hahas! ahhhhhhh.and im really touched.REAGEN BOUGHT ME Y FAVORITE CHOCOLATES!!!!!!! OH MANNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!! HE REMEMBERS!!!!! ahhh.so sweet! hahas.but it was a violent supper tonight.they both kept slapping me lah!!!!!! so annoying!

its a bright new year and i hope everything's gonna be real great for everyone!! hahahs! may all my dreams come true this yr!!
thank you all my dearests for the past yr! this yr's gonna be better than last yr!! i wish everyone will be happy and happier! healthy and healthier!! yay! HAHHAHAHS!!!

loves.