well.its mummy's birthday tmr.and the initial plan my sisters and i had was to surprise her at her workplace tmr.prolly with A BIG BOUQUET OF FLOWERS too.hahas.cos it'll give her alot of face.

but mummy decided to have dinner this evening instead.she wanted steamboat at vivo...but uncle ben said its better to stay at hm.yes! he's damn right.I MISS HOMECOOKED FOOD AND I LOVE THEM TOO! ahh.i thot it would be a family thing.but mummy invited some of her colleagues too since one of them has the same birthday as her.

so right after school,i got mum stuffs from bodyshop cos she really likes bodyshop alot.got hm earlier to hlp her cook.wow.it was really alot of hardwork and she made lots of food! YUMMY MUSHROOMS WERE THE BEST! and we had my favourite steamboat at hm too.

i wanted to stay over for the night,but i felt that it was no point since she had visitors.and not alot of time for family bonding.so i left.unwilling and sadly(as always).

but anw,i had a nice time chatting with mum while preparing the food.i told her abt my pretty good grades for all except one subject.but she din really look impressed eh.was pretty disappointed.oh.and i made her realize how incredible it is to be a mother for like 20 yrs alr..when she's not 40 yet.wow.AMAZING!

but but! just before i left,i heard her talking abt my grades to her friends.and that felt really great.mm.i know mum has always been proud of me since young...and i guess the last time she felt this way was like a million yrs ago? ahh.i really wanna do her proud.very badly.

well.at least most of my family made it tonight.how nice would it be if all of us were thr.

and nobel's getting older.having probs with her eyes now too.honestly.im scared.im really very scared.i dunno if i can take it if another one leaves.just miko alone is painful enough.and it still hurts now.so pls.dun take my loved ones away any time soon.

Family.

Loves.