感触良多.hahas.i think thats wad dramas will say.

i guess mel's right.im not different from them.
things din just start to change only recently.it was since a long time ago.
i dun know them anymore,just like they dun know me too.mm.we're just like..strangers who are familiar with each other.mm.its weird,that i have to worry abt awkwardness btw us now.

im not expecting phonecalls and meetups everyday.but at least when you realise that it has been a while since the last time i was in your lives.or a msg when you're bored of studying,or when sth new and exciting has just happened.i dun need to know everything,but at least the major ones.cos i dun wanna look dumb when i have to hear them from someone else(less related).ahh.its really silly that ppl think that you shud alr know,when you acty dun-.- i dun wanna hear abt you from others :(
when was the last time i had total attention from you all? when was the last time i was the only one you all were meeting for the day? every meeting ended soon,with you guys leaving to meet other friends.even during meetings,you all were busy with your phones.thank you.for not listening to me-.-
i just dun feel needed anymore.or maybe it was all along lidat from the start.i have nth in common with you guys anymore.and the distance is getting obvious,now that you are all gonna be in the same school agn.

some stuffs can be felt,though unsaid.what was broken will still leave a crack.it doesnt just disappear.
twice.they werent ard when i needed them most.twice.they had time for others,but not me.

so tell me.how much are friendships worth now? mm.i think.just being hi-bye friends doesnt sound like a bad idea anymore.

people enter and leave our lives everyday.only those who truly love us,stay.
everyone says things they dun really mean or rmb everyday too.but do they realise that it might matter alot to others? like the disappointment it brings? Mmm.if only people mean wad they say.


finally an almost full meeting with the "clique"! turkish cuisine was....(UNIQUE).all thks to the guys =)
i totally enjoyed the lame jokes part! whr i really met true competition! hoho! LOVED the stupid ideas and things i said,and EXTREMELY LOVED the replies edmund and andrew gave.HAHAHAHAHAS! the straw part was IMBA! i think it'll take me 3 days to come up with that! well done andrew! =D (oh.and i realised your secret too.hahas!) THANK YOU EDMUND FOR ALWAYS PLAYING ALONG WITH ME! buddyness forever! CHEERS!! =D
robin was.butt numbing-.- like 3hrs long!!! and all of them looked almost the same to me.hahas.but it wasnt bad lah ar =)


swimming was pretty different this time.hahas.well.i figured that i need some exercise after months of...not exercising.and swimming seems like a good choice =) i totally love those little kids who were having swimming lessons! they were super adorable! hahas! with their googles.and short legs(as long as my hands)! hahas.very very cute =D well.i had a few stupid and embarrassing moments too,but oh well! it was one good experience =D
*to zoe(the friend of 7.5yrs):of course i know how to swim.im..super imba one okay-.-*


oh ya.HOHO! EXAMS ARE OVER ALR! YAYYYY! and im back to the flower world.my dear friends and love for 1.5yrs =) today was a busy day.enjoyable,lovely,a little pissing but overall,very satisfying=) cos im glad that i can still make pretty flowers.which May thot that was pretty nice too! =D


rmbs alot of things from the past lately.things that might not mean anything to others anymore.hahas.thats why its the past.

okay.this is specially dedicated to MS LOY PEIWEN!

thank you for the 4hrs long talk ytd! cos it has really made a difference =)
im sorry for not being ard then! i din realise that things were that bad then.but seriously, you CAN REALLY call me if anything happens,if you need a friend k? =)

and pls.dun let others influence you,like make you lose your confidence or pride okay!
you dun need ppl to tell you how good you are all the time.YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE! really!! so dun let bad experiences affect you anymore! you'll do well this time! trust me.trust YOURSELF=)
mm.first times are always the most unforgettable.when its time to let go,you shud really do so.because everyone deserves someone better=)

well! i hope that i've made you feel better after ytd!!

loves=)

oh mannn!!! ip man's so nice!!! love it totally!!

I'VE COMPLETED HALF OF MY EXAMS ALR!!

so far.not too good.but not too bad either-.-
i hope that the rest will be better! =)

I'LL BE FREE IN LESS THAN A WK.okay.maybe not too =(

some stuffs.are not easily forgotten.

but anw,did i mention that ip man's damn nice? hahahs!
im gonna watch lots of movies once my exams are over!
oh oh oh! and i want steamboat! =)

HOLIDAYS!! PLS COME SOON!! =D

alright.exams start..tmr.
the last and the only relevant exams for the yr.
hoho! and im still so relaxed-.-

too many things happened during the past mth.
but.its all over now.and i survived them anw!!

met death for the first time.and it feels so unreal.
however,that scene keeps coming to my mind.
life is very unpredictable.

may you rest in peace.