感触良多.hahas.i think thats wad dramas will say.

i guess mel's right.im not different from them.
things din just start to change only recently.it was since a long time ago.
i dun know them anymore,just like they dun know me too.mm.we're just like..strangers who are familiar with each other.mm.its weird,that i have to worry abt awkwardness btw us now.

im not expecting phonecalls and meetups everyday.but at least when you realise that it has been a while since the last time i was in your lives.or a msg when you're bored of studying,or when sth new and exciting has just happened.i dun need to know everything,but at least the major ones.cos i dun wanna look dumb when i have to hear them from someone else(less related).ahh.its really silly that ppl think that you shud alr know,when you acty dun-.- i dun wanna hear abt you from others :(
when was the last time i had total attention from you all? when was the last time i was the only one you all were meeting for the day? every meeting ended soon,with you guys leaving to meet other friends.even during meetings,you all were busy with your phones.thank you.for not listening to me-.-
i just dun feel needed anymore.or maybe it was all along lidat from the start.i have nth in common with you guys anymore.and the distance is getting obvious,now that you are all gonna be in the same school agn.

some stuffs can be felt,though unsaid.what was broken will still leave a crack.it doesnt just disappear.
twice.they werent ard when i needed them most.twice.they had time for others,but not me.

so tell me.how much are friendships worth now? mm.i think.just being hi-bye friends doesnt sound like a bad idea anymore.