i want to be a stronger person.
because i hate myself for letting it affect me all the time.
it hurts that they keep pushing responsibilities.
it hurts even more that he even brings out custody.
but it hurts the most,when no one uds how hard i've tried to make up for it,how tough everything had been and how horrible it feels to handle it by myself while he only knows how to misuds.

should i? or should i not?

maybe i'll be lucky for once.but if it doesnt work...then nvm lah.one more yr wont make much difference right? hahas.im still young =) pls say im right.

i am too tired to scream back at him.or maybe im used to it?

ahh.wad a horrible post =/