If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now

Would you hold it against me?

Cuz' you feel like paradise
And I need a Vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now

Would you hold is against me?

on the contrary,my "vacation" is over! (by right)

so buck up! and start studying!

i just wanna stay in my room for now.

I LOVE THESE COLOURFUL POLAROIDS! hahas.feel like getting a polaroid too!

(i think this is the first SMILING picture nat even took with me! ahh.the power of love -.-)

nat's beautiful gift! hope that you loved it! =)

well.i got these FEW pics from fb.the girls kept taking pics that day! with shiggy thinking that she's at a photoshoot session,with min trying to spam all the polaroids and taking pics of every single detail and event,and zoe jumping at every chance to sneak shots with wy.i think min can easily reach 10,000 fb pics in a yr at this rate -.-

HAPPY TWENTY FIRST NAT! =)

you had the people you love most with you on your special celebration! isnt that the best gift? (not counting the lc bag we got you!) hahas.is love amazing or wad? cos IT made you smile..and brought other changes in the other girls too.spending time with you girls is becoming more and more difficult as time goes by! lets try to catch up during the holidays? argh! exams,can you pls hurry go away? so that the holidays will come.

9th yr.time really flies! and it wasnt easy to maintain our friendships,with more and more differences coming in between us! but no matter what,remember that i love you girls! =) and i'll seriously appreciate constant updates in your lives pls! im feeling so detached alr =S

loves.

i spent like one and a half hour talking to my tutee's mum last week.which kinda changed my perspective a little.mm.i hope that my child will be a healthy one! so that i'll be spared from all the tough decisions,pain,grief and anxiety!

its a vicious cycle all over again.

i felt the insincerity.

i saw the attempts to listen.but the thing is,if you really wanna attempt,i think you need to put in more effort.

with time,i've accepted that quantity is not that impt.quality matters more.but seriously,whr is that quality? time seems to erode what we used to have inside of us.

i find such things a little meaningless now.should i continue,and enjoy the act they'll be putting up? or simply just cancel it?

what had time,stress and environment done to us? =S

i finally took my pen and started planning.and i got my menu for both nights up already.i think i'll visit our dear ntuc tmr too! weirdly,im not excited abt this anymore-.- probably not yet?

its no one's fault. but i doubt i'll get wad i really want for my 21st.

i feel bad for not thinking of him frequently.for not writing.not visiting.for neglecting him.for using my busy schedule as an excuse.

i mean how much time can writing a letter get right? so i finally wrote one.

miss.disappointed.helpless.

sofa+laptop+drink+facial mask=ultimate enjoyment =)

well.van hasnt been sick for quite some time and that's probably why i felt so weak ytd.

hahas.the good thing abt being sick is that i can throw tantrum without having to receive the same kinda treatment from others.hahas.my dad even OFFERED to help me bring in my blanket and bedsheet(which I had washed) when the sun set.THIS IS REALLY RARE! cos my usual dad is one who will call you from the kitchen to get you to pick up your towel which has accidentally came off from the hanger,WHEN THE TOWEL IS JUST RIGHT BEHIND HIM-.-

i felt like i was floating during the first few hours after i left hm today.hahas.but i was determined not to ps reagen agn! and i wanted to go ikea to get some stuffs! lunch with fishy and reagen.and waited 1hr for pinwen before going to ikea to meet jack.AND IM NOT FEELING GUILTY ABT BIENG LATE COS IT WAS PW'S FAULT!!!! hahas.it was really rare rare to get to meet pinwen! and seriously,he hasnt changed much since sec 2-.- thank you dudes for going ikea with me! hahas.i bought a red table lamp and a mirror =) but gotta think of whr to nail that mirror! or maybe hang it?

i feel like going for camp! but not this one! hahas.how to get ready in just a day? hahas.but im looking forward to the next chance! miss those old days! =)

hahas.torres really has a pretty face.and he plays pretty well right? oh damn.he just got subst out! i think i need more time to uds how the game works-.- but john tery's pretty charismatic too.hahas.but i still like van persie more!

damn.these penguins are definitely one of my all time favourites! retarded to the max! i cant believe that im still laughing at them at 3am in the morning-.- this gives me an idea for my 21st too! how abt a cartoon night? =)

room..revamping in progress! i finally get to see more of my floor after moving the bed to the side! my bed's srsly too big and heavy!! and i cant believe that i acty moved it by myself! my dad was surprised too.

hahas.however..i got another prob.my bed's now beside the window! which is facing the carpark! dust flies in at a rate which is even faster than the speed of light-.- which means..i gotta wash the bedsheets and pillow cases very frequently! why am i bringing more trouble to myself?? (though im pretty satisfied with how clean and spacious my room is right now-.-)

im not a news kinda person.i din realise till a while ago that the death toll in japan has exceeded 10,000.karma or not,i dun think japan deserves to go through such sufferings.

i hope that the situation will turn for the better! no more nuclear explosion or quakes please.

if the world's gonna end in 2012,my biggest regret will be not being able to have a family of my own i guess.but im thankful that i've met so many loved ones =)

slow down and take a little break from our daily lives,and think of the less fortunate people.

because Man is so vulnerable,despite thousands of yrs of revolutions and civilizations.

we are just not strong enough to fight natural forces or to go against fate.and probably will never be able to do so too.

while we're still healthy and safe,lets be contented with wad we have.

show your love and care for everyone now,instead of regretting later.

by being nice to your loved ones...

or when you see students on flagday,stop for a donation. if we keep thinking that the proceeds will not go to the beneficiaries and thus not donate, they will really get nth. so why not just invest a little faith in others,and believe that they're not corrupted? instead of spending the money on branded stuffs,why not start the ball rolling with a little donation.because there are really alot of people out thr who really needs our hlp =) meanwhile,the corrupted ones! i hope that you'll wake up one day,realising how wrong you were!

its the people who are left behind who feel the sorrow of losing a loved one.

i hope that japan will overcome this pain soon. God bless those who have lost their loved ones,as well as everyone else who's trying to cope with the tragic situation now,keep the survivors strong!

what doesn't kill us,makes us stronger!

i never believed that pain will fade with time.however,i believe that love and joy,from the days to come,will eventually take up more space than the pain.thus making it less noticeable =)

WORLD PEACE!

though im not studying...I CANT WAIT FOR THE LAST SOCIO PAPER TO END!! =)

then i'll spend the rest of the month thinking of wad to do,whr to buy the stuffs i need..and probably meet up with friends too.

i had a tough time squeezing thru the crowd at the IT fair today.dad volunteered to sponsor if i wanna get an itouch.damn.i was damn tempted! but my friends kinda persuaded me not to do so! get an iphone they said! but im still 6mths away from recontracting! itouch or not???? ahh! hahas.but i got my Mio signed alr! gonna spend lots of time watching sports! heh.chips and soccer is gonna be my favourite pastime =)

gillian got a red laptop! i would have gotten one too! but nah.i have no use for a laptop! a netbook works pretty well for me=) and srsly,i wonder whr she gets that kinda stuckup attitude from.hahas.though i think she got it mainly from me-.- but considering the circumstances and responsibilities i had since young..i cant blame myself from developing such attitude-.- I HAVE TO PRESERVE MY AUTHORITY AT HM! =S

singing made my throat sorer! ha.but i had fun hanging out with you guys agn! zicha was really pretty nice. lets stayover someday next week!!! shunbian plan for my party!! really gotta settle planning this mth! so that i can study without much distraction next mth!

roasted chestnuts! love! =)

should i squeeze my way back to get a router tmr? =S

and im tempted to go bkk!! mr.holiday,will you pls come soon? =)

to the ungrateful bastard who's abt to fly:

though im so pissed that i feel like crying..

have a safe flight!

this is truly annoying.