i finally took my pen and started planning.and i got my menu for both nights up already.i think i'll visit our dear ntuc tmr too! weirdly,im not excited abt this anymore-.- probably not yet?

its no one's fault. but i doubt i'll get wad i really want for my 21st.

i feel bad for not thinking of him frequently.for not writing.not visiting.for neglecting him.for using my busy schedule as an excuse.

i mean how much time can writing a letter get right? so i finally wrote one.

miss.disappointed.helpless.