Saturday, April 23, 2011

im still feeling a lil too thrilled to slp =)
its acty more than just an addiction.one that has taken me too long to try to quit.
one day,maybe not too far from now,i might..might be able to leave all these behind.
until then,let me enjoy all the simple satisfactions im feeling from it.

you're probably the toughest addiction to quit.but im glad that i was(am) this addicted to you =)


SS501 - Let Me Be The One (translated!)

LOOK, I KNOW IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME YOU KNOW,
NOW, I GOTTA TELL YA SOMTHIN’ SO LOOK AT HERE
FIRST THING FIRST, the words I want to tell you. Although I don’t know where I should start,
I’ve been quite anxious Even now I’m feeling a little shy… (OH LOVE)
I’ll try to gather up more courage. You know that I can’t say these types of awkward phrases
Once in a lifetime, I think that time is now.
I’ll start here BABY please listen
LET ME BE THE ONE
* LET ME BE THE ONE, the only one for you. I want it to be me (LET ME BE THE ONE)
LET ME BE THE ONE, the entire day, I only think of you (OH LOVE)
LET ME BE THE ONE, I’ll promise you, that I’ll live for you (LET ME BE THE ONE)
LET ME BE THE ONE, for eternity, I’ll love only you (OH LOVE) *
Meaningless thoughts become the wind, tears overflow to form the sea
An insufficient man like me, by meeting you I FEEL SO SPECIAL
SO LOVE LOVE, LET ME LOVE YOU BABY.
AND GIVE LOVE, it feels like a miracle. AND LET ME, please accept my heart
CUZ I WANNA BE WITH YOU GIRL
* REPEAT
The only one in the world that makes me shine
YOU’RE THE ONE IN THE MILLION
Among the many stars in the world, the one place where I can rest easy
My happiness, sadness, smiles, and tears, they are all only for you.
If I am with you I don’t have anything to be afraid of
LET ME BE THE ONE, I exist because of you
LET ME BE THE ONE FOR ALL YOUR ANSWERS, that person is me
LET ME BE THE ONE, the only one in the world, LET ME BE THE ONE WHO CARES.
LET ME BE THE ONE, It won’t change, even if I am born again
BABY IT’S YOU
LET ME BE THE ONE, the only one for you. I want it to be me (LET ME BE THE ONE)
LET ME BE THE ONE, the entire day, I only think of you (That person is me)
LET ME BE THE ONE, I’ll promise you, that I’ll live for you (LET ME BE THE ONE)
LET ME BE THE ONE, for eternity, (WOULD YOU LET ME BE) I’ll love only you (OH LET ME BE)
LET ME BE THE ONE

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Van Persie's damn hotttt!! hahahas!




i received a reply from him today.seems like he wont be out in time.
and it is disappointing.
again,i hope the promises he made would stay this time.

its pretty hilarious looking at how pissed my sis was with my dad.hahas.
my dad's gf is in china for work the next two years and he has to communicate thru email and skype.but most of the time,he has problems understanding how these work and thus has to ring up my sis when she's not at hm.hahahs.and he's always shouting thru the phone and making my sis come hm earlier.hahas.my sis's really pissed with him.hahas.damn funny sia.it has been only two weeks so far! she has 2 more years to go!

while my sis prays for time to pass quickly,i wish for otherwise! im taking too much of my own sweet time!! =S



*i love both VANs!!*

Saturday, April 16, 2011

i admit that i dun think of you often.my life's not exactly that busy.but my mind's always preoccupied with something else.

during times like this,when i hear a song you sang before,when i look at your picture on my table,when i look at the room you were in(though only for a couple of days)..i'll wonder how you're doing now,what's gonna happen to you in the future..

and it breaks my heart.honestly.and its suffocating me.

it took me very long to talk to you again.though i havent visited you since then.
but i was angry.i was disappointed.very disappointed with you.

i was the one who picked you up every week cos you needed an adult to sign out for you but mum and dad had to work.i traveled all the way to the west,in order to bring you out.early in the morning somemore.

i trusted that you had changed.i had your future planned.and i even planned mine based on yours.despite the little money i earned,i bought you things you said you wanted.

but why did you have to disappoint me again?

i know i seem like im a coldblooded and mean sister,with no sweet words and even difficult to approach at times.but you all should know that i'll still be there to help,even though i said that i wouldnt or when i said nothing at all.

you'll probably not hear this from me directly,but i miss you.
and i hate the fact that you're missing out so much in life.
i would give anything if you could start things right.

as for my sisters,i never thought that anyone would ever take me as a role model.

i know that giilian is following closely behind my footsteps(without even trying.she totally has my gl attitude).
and shamane.that poor girl has been trying to impress me like since forever.im sorry,but im not good with encouraging words when it comes to close family and friends.

my parents arent very concerned abt what choices we make,what we do..stuffs in our lives.if i were not a strict sister,who's gonna be there to pull a long face,to give sarcastic remarks abt the bad choices you guys make? who's gonna be there to guide you in the dark? im like this for a reason.

and the truth is,im always proud of their achievements.ask me abt them,and you'll realise the smug on my face when i talk abt them.

im far from the perfect sister.but im already trying hard to make up for it now.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Eminem - Mockingbird



i never understood why edmund liked this song till now! hahas.it took me so many yrs to realise that!

The Princess & the Frog - Ne-Yo "Never Knew I Needed"

Saturday, April 9, 2011








another charming 40yr old. and i really think that way!
looks and skills.how fair can heaven be? =)

can you pls dun retire??? =(

Friday, April 8, 2011

what im feeling inside is probably like how a married woman will feel when she is threatening to divorce her husband..but yet,doesnt want or doesnt have the courage to walk out of the door yet.

there's so much to do,but just one me.




when.when are you coming?



Thursday, April 7, 2011

I LOVE PRIVATEEE!! =)



abalone.oysters.sharks fin.crabs.prawns.and many more.
at this rate,it doesnt need an idiot to calculate how fast my mum needs to finish spending the money -.-

during times like this,my mum really doesnt know when to stop,and how much generosity is generous enough -.-

now,i really need to reconsider my plans.





Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then their done
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud, those words
They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent
Just from me and now know I'm meant
To be where I am and I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight And I'm gonna be by your side
(From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/c/chris-medina-lyrics/what-are-words-lyrics.html)
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then their done
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud, those words
They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close




think before saying anything.stop making empty promises.stop disappointing me,the people i love most.

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they're done

Sunday, April 3, 2011

finally bought from gmarket! but i think i kinda overspent.hahas,come on.im buying for the women in my family too! not just me okay! hahas.i hope my mum will sponsor this shopping spree! cant wait to see the clothes! (pls look like the pictures!)

i want,and dun want.still in a dilemma.
jiawen says i'll regret if i dun do this.

the same reason that is holding me back,is the same reason that made me want it in the first place =(

fate seems to be nodding its head at me!

believe it or not,it must be the karma of helping the beautiful swallow =)
this is sth my family would do,and probably not wad most of the ppl i know will do.
for this,I LOVE MY FAMILY =)
my mum has taught us well =)

soccer and baseball-in-progress! hahas.bo bi that arsenal wins! and that reagen will treat me with his winnings(cross fingers!)