finally the more impt papers are over.left with 2 more paper 1s on fri.but i dun really have the mood to study anymore.i guess its normal ba cos i'll always feel that way when its the last few papers.


im a lucky girl today.hahas.super funny.cos i only read through demand and supply for econ and it came out.hahas! before the paper,when anyone asked me wad i studied and when i said demand and supply,they would laugh and say THAT TOPIC WONT COME OUT DE LAH. hello hello.look! wad happened?? hahas.call me a pro man! if only i have confidence that the topic would come out...i would have really studied that.but nvm lah.econ was three hours of writing and my hand was really tired.i swear i've nv tried to write so much before..that was quite an achievement i guess.


i wanted to go there today cos i guess the night view would be really pretty.but shigs said it'll be so emo to do so,but i dun see why she said so.but anw,i was quite tired too.so i din go in the end.mm.perhaps friday ba.hahas.bought lots of food from the pasar malam with her.i love cupcorn and candy floss!


today's the 21st day after you left.i wanted to do sth today but i din.mm.thats me.my dad also said so.i kept saying that i wanna do this,go thr..but i always change my mind in the end.indecisive person.but im sure that i'll rmb you and i still miss you.
its not abt dislike.its abt fear and deception.i dun wish to be always guessing wads on your minds and how you feel.i dunno wads on your minds exactly too.i dun wish to be laughed at for being dumb as i appreciate the wrong things.cos when hurt is done,no matter how hard you try,it will always leave a scar.and you shud know exactly how it feels now too.
yawns! gotta work harder girl! shud i go tmr? or shud i not?? i just cant get mad at you.argh!