well,the day seemed to be fine.until noon,when things started to turn a little bad.
i was glad to have company.but i guess im just difficult to get along now.or you just din feel like talking to me anymore.to the rest,you seemed to have loads to say,but now,i feel as though you're a stranger.suddenly,i find it difficult to talk to you.i dunno why too.


but nvm.thought i could rush down in time for hpt.but reagen said he was the only free one for dinner.the rest had things on and cant stay.eee! i was so looking forward to meeting you guys today.and i walked a long long way to realise that there's no 45 at the bus stop.so i took 60 to bedok interchange and changed to 25 to get hm.when i passed shigs' hm,i felt like going to the bridge.so i alighted and took 51.WOAH! it's a one way road and i din know whr to alight.so i alighted when the bus got to a two-way road.while crossing the overhead bridge,i saw a bridge which was not too far away.I FELT HOPE=) so i walked towards that bridge.oh dear.wrong one.i was at robertson bridge.



however,it was along singapore river too.i asked for directions to kimseng bridge.the man said it was the next bridge not far away.so i happily walked towards the direction he passionately showed me.HOW NICE! I WAS AT JIAK KIM BRIDGE.he thot it was kimseng bridge.zzz.but he was really very friendly and his smiles really made my day better.





i looked opp and i saw kimseng park.HOPE AGN! so i crossed the bridge.and started to walk along the river.then i saw great world city.hahas.cos i was really lost and din know whr i was alr,i walked towards great world and took the same route as i took that night when i saw the bridge i wanted to go.took the bus and I SAW MY BRIDGE!!!!!!! it was a few stops away only.hahas! this is ALKAFF BRIDGE,NOT KIMSENG BRIDGE.no wonder i couldnt find.hahas.i like this colourful bridge.but cos i was really tired alr so i din stay for too long.the night view is alot nicer than the day view.wish that i could stay longer.but nvm.next time ba.I FOUND MY BRIDGE FINALLY=)






actually,i wanted to go thr cos i was feeling quite upset.especially on this day.i din tell anyone abt terence's bday.though i wanted to.but i still din ba.cos everyone was busy.cos i dun wish to look pitiful.a total joke.

i need to feel appreciated.if you all asked,i would say yes.
shud i go tmr? but i cant cycle and i dun wanna trouble anyone.argh! ITS NOT THAT I DUN WANNA BE WITH U ALL.i have my reasons too.