finally one more day to go.and im gonna celebrate after that! mm.though im feeling empty and dunno how to do so.feels like thr's no need to celebrate cos i guess i din put in effort too ba.the feeling's just not right.very bad.


im going back phs for belay sch!! though i guess they'll be done alr by the time i reach.mm.nvm! i can meet them for dinner or sth.i guess i'll feel better thr ba.cant make it for adventure and trng camp this yr.but nvm! i shall contribute next yr!! though running these camps are really tiring and the punishments are harsh,by whenever i think back,it seems like the process was really enjoyable and really fun that i din want it to end.


argh! the gap btw physics and chem p1 is soooooooo long!!!!!!!!! when there's no other papers in btw.eee!!!!!!! nvm.i've alr planned to get chunghiang's and cheeliang's presents during that time! hahas.i really dun feel like studying alr.i dun want.


no more cycling for me.daddy says I CANT CYCLE.AND IT'LL BE DANGEROUS.nvm ba.troublesome to bring someone who cant cycle along too.hahas.dun wanna spoil the fun too ba.so..just nvm ba.anw,i also gotta meet my sec sch pals on sunday too mah.dun wanna be tired for that.somehow,when daddy said no,it din really upset me much for long.maybe i din wanna go too ba.isnt it better that way? mm.i dunno too.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
mm.i guess i shud be the first person.but u wont know ba.i guess it must be really terrible to spend it alone.do they celebrate for u in thr? mm.no news of his hm leave.so..i guess it wasnt approved? i guess..he must be feeling really disappointed.haix.


a few more hours to go.a new day ahead.wad will this day be like??