im back.
and im tired.
mm.too many things happened tgt.
gimme time to think of how to react.
now i see how simple my pals are. so much more relieved with u guys.
i haven been a good friend. haven been up to ur standard. and im a dumb person too=) din realise that u guys din like me. din understand u guys at all. haha. i guess gimme a while to think of how i can be a better friend?
mm.perhaps be a happy friend with no troubles,no emoness,strong and cheerful? haha.but cannot laugh too much.if not others will hear and will attract their attention?
or leave one friend for another?
or just dun make friends? haha=)
haha=) cannot be too troubled. i guess i look very pathetic.very annoying too.
no more whining. mm.better dun talk much too i guess? haha=)
ok.look out for the brand new me coming ur way!!! hahas.
oh man! so much to say. abt the trip and my bday!! haha. will blog soon! there's amazing race tmr! jiayou!!
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Saturday, May 24, 2008
hey pals! mm.dunno if u guys think that its gay to start this blog for u all but then, i guess this is one way we can keep in touch with each other's lives. especially when we seldom meet up due to different schedules. many things had happened to me lately. but i din get the chance to tell all of u guys the whole story. hopefully u guys will find out more here?
mm.im flying off tmr. to thailand. will be back ard 11pm on wed. gotta collect my passport early in the morning tmr. so gotta slp soon and cant blog long. mm. i wanted to give u guys when i hit 30 entries. but then i was really busy and not exactly in the mood to blog. so i only have 22 entries now. ZOE! i bet u'll love it! 22!! lolx.
my dad has been really unreasonable. and it's getting on my nerves. im really annoyed and pissed by his inconsiderate-ness and childishness. he's a damn loner. just cant allow anyone in his life. but yupp,i'll try to enjoy my time in thailand. mm.ok.i'll enjoy myself. though i dun really have the holiday or bday mood at all now. like there's still a long time before all these comes. im going this time not cos i wanna go overseas to play or wad, but i just wanna be with my team and have fun with them. dun wanna celebrate my bday alone again or be left out of the fun there.
mm.i bet u guys dunno wad to get me for my bday ba.its always the case.so let me give u guys hints?
mm.i want a bag. shigs know wad kind i want. i dun mind slippers? or water bottles too. but u guys can buy me anything else too lah. it doesnt really matter much. haha. so u guys booked me from 6pm onwards right? mm.i guess i'll go with my classmates before that if they're celebrating for me. mm.let me know the plan again when i come back ba. anw, shigs, if u're wondering why i call u that, mm.it is to differentiate u and shengyu cos both of u are 'sy'. haha=) eh.yumei's bday is on 28 may. if u're wishing her,hlp me wish her too k? cos i wont be back yet. thks!
and hor.this blog can dun openly tell everyone? cos im afraid that he'll find out. then i gg. haha.
oh man! though there's only 22 entries now,but it'll take u some time to read everything le.and i bet i'll have so much to say when i come back. hope to see u guys soon!
(ps: im gonna miss u too BEST FRIEND.)
loves.
mm.im flying off tmr. to thailand. will be back ard 11pm on wed. gotta collect my passport early in the morning tmr. so gotta slp soon and cant blog long. mm. i wanted to give u guys when i hit 30 entries. but then i was really busy and not exactly in the mood to blog. so i only have 22 entries now. ZOE! i bet u'll love it! 22!! lolx.
my dad has been really unreasonable. and it's getting on my nerves. im really annoyed and pissed by his inconsiderate-ness and childishness. he's a damn loner. just cant allow anyone in his life. but yupp,i'll try to enjoy my time in thailand. mm.ok.i'll enjoy myself. though i dun really have the holiday or bday mood at all now. like there's still a long time before all these comes. im going this time not cos i wanna go overseas to play or wad, but i just wanna be with my team and have fun with them. dun wanna celebrate my bday alone again or be left out of the fun there.
mm.i bet u guys dunno wad to get me for my bday ba.its always the case.so let me give u guys hints?
mm.i want a bag. shigs know wad kind i want. i dun mind slippers? or water bottles too. but u guys can buy me anything else too lah. it doesnt really matter much. haha. so u guys booked me from 6pm onwards right? mm.i guess i'll go with my classmates before that if they're celebrating for me. mm.let me know the plan again when i come back ba. anw, shigs, if u're wondering why i call u that, mm.it is to differentiate u and shengyu cos both of u are 'sy'. haha=) eh.yumei's bday is on 28 may. if u're wishing her,hlp me wish her too k? cos i wont be back yet. thks!
and hor.this blog can dun openly tell everyone? cos im afraid that he'll find out. then i gg. haha.
oh man! though there's only 22 entries now,but it'll take u some time to read everything le.and i bet i'll have so much to say when i come back. hope to see u guys soon!
(ps: im gonna miss u too BEST FRIEND.)
loves.
Monday, May 19, 2008
mm.we're gonna celebrate edmund's and my bday tmr. but i dun really have the mood to go out tmr. mm.i'll still go lah. they planned it for me? or rather errss. i planned it for myself. cos we decided to celebrate our bdays but ended up me asking ppl out and planning wad we wanna do too? haha.nvm lah. better than no celebrations and no plans at all=) we're going parkway for early dinner and going ktv after that. haha. cool! i hope that i'll enjoy myself. but i cant stay for long. mm. i moved back to my dad's today. so to avoid any other disagreements, i think i better come back early lah.
but i've been having mood swings lately. been feeling down and sad. i hope that i wont affect others tmr. mm. i'll smile=) i've thot it through and decided that all my sadness shall come to an end. i used to smile the whole day and be crazy too. used to be able to hide all the unhappiness. and im gonna do so again. mm. i wont cry easily anymore. wont cry in front of others again. heh. be a strong girl, an optimistic strong girl=) so for tmr, it'll be a new start? haha. start smiling again. mm. hope that my smiles will bring joy to others. cos friends ard me haven been happy lately too. my BEST FRIEND and peiwen especially. i dunno wad else i can do lah. perhaps it'll make things better when i smile cos emo-ness spreads very quickly. if im emo, ppl ard me will be emo too. hey ppl! cheer up ya? isnt probs the reason why life is so interesting and challenging? cant really imagine life without probs. boring. haha. oh no. peiwen says she wanna talk to me one to one. gosh! she has been ignoring me lately and now she wanna talk. mm. stressed but i guess it would be better that way right? hope that its not sth bad!!!
shigs told me abt alumni trng on thurs. mm. im going. haven been to one yet. well, no one told me abt them too anw wad. really quite sad cos i was always invisible in phs vball. even to my pals. mm. when i quitted vball in the past, i dunno if u guys know, but i refused to touch vball or watch ur matches cos i would cry after that. but for you guys, i went to watch ur U-19 ( or U-16? ) finals and national finals. for nationals, i saw how my pals fought in court. saw how hard you guys fought against jurong. i cried from the first set to the fifth set. was nervous with u guys. i was with you guys all along. cried equally badly as u guys when u all lost. i thot for very long whether to go down to hug u guys cos u guys were crying badly. even nat cried. mm. in the end, i ran down to hug u guys. mm. zoe, i still rmb u hugging me tightly and say u love me! haha. but the U-19 match was horrible. im still upset abt it. cos it took me alot of courage to go for the match. i was alone. but i still went. during debrief, meihui they all started to talk abt shuqun guys like how good they were. so i talked abt them too. then steph shouted at me( with her usual ap face ) to keep quiet cos u guys wanted to start ur debrief. well, it hurted and still hurts cos even ur junior dun respect u. but it hurts even more when all my pals were there and no one stood up for me. i left. and cried on the bus. mm. i bet u guys din know abt this. but nvm, it shud be better now lah. lets see wad happens during thurs trng=)
mm.i think i've been busy and too sad lazy to think abt him. but im quite sure that i dun like him as much anymore. he wont be ard for the celebration tmr i guess cos he's in msia. dunno if can join us when he returns. he's on good terms with her. i guess they're kinda compatible? so its gd if they ever end up tgt? haha.i dunno too. just let things be lah.mm.talked to michelle just now on the phone. haha. told her stuffs abt him and other stuffs too. we're gonna gossip more during the thailand trip. im slping with daphne and michelle. ooo. dun really have the overseas mood yet. but i guess it'll be fun!! he'll be going too. mm. lets build up our friendship again ya?
mm.more than 2 hrs back, i told andrew that i was slping alr cos i wanna give him some space to slowly cool down. was disturbing him cos he was chatting with me though he din feel like doing so. thks for being ard for me! so now, u slowly think abt ur stuffs and cheer up ya?? mm.im really slping for real. haha=)
HAPPY ENDING
This is the way you left me
I'm not pretending
No hope, no love, no glory
No happy ending
This is the way that we love
Like its forever
Then live the rest of our life
But not together
Wake up in the morning
Stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen
I guess I wish you well
Mmm a little bit of heaven
But a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that I've ever told. (ooooo)
No hope OR love OR glory
Happy ending's gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me
I'm not pretending
No hope, no love, no glory
No happy ending
This is the way that we love
Like its forever
Then live the rest of our life
But not together
Two o'clock in the morning
Something's on my mind
Can't get no rest
Keep walking around
If I pretend that nothing ever went wrong
I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told. (ooooo)
No hope or love or glory
Happy ending's gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me, (oh I feel as if I'm wasted)
I'm not pretending
No hope, no love, no glory
No happy ending
This is the way that we love, (and I'm wastin' everyday)
Like its forever
Then live the rest of our life
But not together
Little bit of love
Little bit of love x24
Love
Little bit of love (I feel as if I'm wasted)
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love (and I'm wastin' everyday)
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
This is the way you left me. (little bit of love .. continues repeating)
I'm not pretending
No hope, no love, no glory
No happy ending
This is the way that we love
Like its forever
Then live the rest of our life
But not together
This is the way you left me. (little bit of love .. continues repeating)
I'm not pretending
No hope, no love, no glory
No happy ending
This is the way that we love
Like its forever
Then live the rest of our life
But not together
This is the way you left me
I'm not pretending
No hope, no love, no glory
No happy ending
but i've been having mood swings lately. been feeling down and sad. i hope that i wont affect others tmr. mm. i'll smile=) i've thot it through and decided that all my sadness shall come to an end. i used to smile the whole day and be crazy too. used to be able to hide all the unhappiness. and im gonna do so again. mm. i wont cry easily anymore. wont cry in front of others again. heh. be a strong girl, an optimistic strong girl=) so for tmr, it'll be a new start? haha. start smiling again. mm. hope that my smiles will bring joy to others. cos friends ard me haven been happy lately too. my BEST FRIEND and peiwen especially. i dunno wad else i can do lah. perhaps it'll make things better when i smile cos emo-ness spreads very quickly. if im emo, ppl ard me will be emo too. hey ppl! cheer up ya? isnt probs the reason why life is so interesting and challenging? cant really imagine life without probs. boring. haha. oh no. peiwen says she wanna talk to me one to one. gosh! she has been ignoring me lately and now she wanna talk. mm. stressed but i guess it would be better that way right? hope that its not sth bad!!!
shigs told me abt alumni trng on thurs. mm. im going. haven been to one yet. well, no one told me abt them too anw wad. really quite sad cos i was always invisible in phs vball. even to my pals. mm. when i quitted vball in the past, i dunno if u guys know, but i refused to touch vball or watch ur matches cos i would cry after that. but for you guys, i went to watch ur U-19 ( or U-16? ) finals and national finals. for nationals, i saw how my pals fought in court. saw how hard you guys fought against jurong. i cried from the first set to the fifth set. was nervous with u guys. i was with you guys all along. cried equally badly as u guys when u all lost. i thot for very long whether to go down to hug u guys cos u guys were crying badly. even nat cried. mm. in the end, i ran down to hug u guys. mm. zoe, i still rmb u hugging me tightly and say u love me! haha. but the U-19 match was horrible. im still upset abt it. cos it took me alot of courage to go for the match. i was alone. but i still went. during debrief, meihui they all started to talk abt shuqun guys like how good they were. so i talked abt them too. then steph shouted at me( with her usual ap face ) to keep quiet cos u guys wanted to start ur debrief. well, it hurted and still hurts cos even ur junior dun respect u. but it hurts even more when all my pals were there and no one stood up for me. i left. and cried on the bus. mm. i bet u guys din know abt this. but nvm, it shud be better now lah. lets see wad happens during thurs trng=)
mm.i think i've been busy and too sad lazy to think abt him. but im quite sure that i dun like him as much anymore. he wont be ard for the celebration tmr i guess cos he's in msia. dunno if can join us when he returns. he's on good terms with her. i guess they're kinda compatible? so its gd if they ever end up tgt? haha.i dunno too. just let things be lah.mm.talked to michelle just now on the phone. haha. told her stuffs abt him and other stuffs too. we're gonna gossip more during the thailand trip. im slping with daphne and michelle. ooo. dun really have the overseas mood yet. but i guess it'll be fun!! he'll be going too. mm. lets build up our friendship again ya?
mm.more than 2 hrs back, i told andrew that i was slping alr cos i wanna give him some space to slowly cool down. was disturbing him cos he was chatting with me though he din feel like doing so. thks for being ard for me! so now, u slowly think abt ur stuffs and cheer up ya?? mm.im really slping for real. haha=)
HAPPY ENDING
This is the way you left me
I'm not pretending
No hope, no love, no glory
No happy ending
This is the way that we love
Like its forever
Then live the rest of our life
But not together
Wake up in the morning
Stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen
I guess I wish you well
Mmm a little bit of heaven
But a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that I've ever told. (ooooo)
No hope OR love OR glory
Happy ending's gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me
I'm not pretending
No hope, no love, no glory
No happy ending
This is the way that we love
Like its forever
Then live the rest of our life
But not together
Two o'clock in the morning
Something's on my mind
Can't get no rest
Keep walking around
If I pretend that nothing ever went wrong
I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told. (ooooo)
No hope or love or glory
Happy ending's gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me, (oh I feel as if I'm wasted)
I'm not pretending
No hope, no love, no glory
No happy ending
This is the way that we love, (and I'm wastin' everyday)
Like its forever
Then live the rest of our life
But not together
Little bit of love
Little bit of love x24
Love
Little bit of love (I feel as if I'm wasted)
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love (and I'm wastin' everyday)
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
Little bit of love
This is the way you left me. (little bit of love .. continues repeating)
I'm not pretending
No hope, no love, no glory
No happy ending
This is the way that we love
Like its forever
Then live the rest of our life
But not together
This is the way you left me. (little bit of love .. continues repeating)
I'm not pretending
No hope, no love, no glory
No happy ending
This is the way that we love
Like its forever
Then live the rest of our life
But not together
This is the way you left me
I'm not pretending
No hope, no love, no glory
No happy ending
~BACK WITH MORE PICTURES~
im back with more pics..muahahaha~ hope that these pics can tell you guys more abt wads happening in my life now=)
these are pics taken after the vball finals on thurs.
pictures taken with vballers...
janan.. ( i was tip toeing and he bent down a bit too. haha.)
yenberg and captain kok siong..
mr fung!!!
yenberg's very cute=)
shengyu and me..
zongye and me..
shengyu and zongye..
shengyu and peiwen..
my dear yumei and me. i missed you =(
my captain serena and me..
my class made these banners for the 2 of them.. i love my class!!
heh.i hlped to do this banner..i drew the ball too!!!
errs..vball family photo. haha=)
pictures of my classmates..
shawn and me. haha. he's very funny=)
cheeliang..
peiwen and the guys..
michelle..
yingjie..
yanyi..
jiemin.
pics taken after the guys semis on mon.
all thanks to shigs and shengyu. we took a few pics. nv thot that this would happen before. mm. was supposed to be just a simple phototaking but shigs made it rather awkward cos she kept asking us to sit closer. mm. i was so stressed!
this seems to be the nicest one=)
shigs and me!!!
shengyu!!! and me.
pics taken with my classmates who stayed on after the match!!!!!! my whole class came that day to support the guys. and im really touched that they all turned up.
this is ziping...
jianfei..
chung hiang..
my BEST FRIEND andrew=)
peiwen and edmund..
peiwen and andrew..
andrew and zhijun..
edmund and andrew..
edmund and me..
peiwen and me..
zhijun and me..
errss.i dunno wad he was trying to do. haha=)
zhijun's acting cute cos she cant be as cute as me=)
these are pics taken after the vball finals on thurs.
pictures taken with vballers...
janan.. ( i was tip toeing and he bent down a bit too. haha.)
yenberg and captain kok siong..
mr fung!!!
yenberg's very cute=)
shengyu and me..
zongye and me..
shengyu and zongye..
shengyu and peiwen..
my dear yumei and me. i missed you =(
my captain serena and me..
my class made these banners for the 2 of them.. i love my class!!
heh.i hlped to do this banner..i drew the ball too!!!
errs..vball family photo. haha=)
pictures of my classmates..
shawn and me. haha. he's very funny=)
cheeliang..
peiwen and the guys..
michelle..
yingjie..
yanyi..
jiemin.
pics taken after the guys semis on mon.
all thanks to shigs and shengyu. we took a few pics. nv thot that this would happen before. mm. was supposed to be just a simple phototaking but shigs made it rather awkward cos she kept asking us to sit closer. mm. i was so stressed!
this seems to be the nicest one=)
shigs and me!!!
shengyu!!! and me.
pics taken with my classmates who stayed on after the match!!!!!! my whole class came that day to support the guys. and im really touched that they all turned up.
this is ziping...
jianfei..
chung hiang..
my BEST FRIEND andrew=)
peiwen and edmund..
peiwen and andrew..
andrew and zhijun..
edmund and andrew..
edmund and me..
peiwen and me..
zhijun and me..
errss.i dunno wad he was trying to do. haha=)
the guys.
the girls.
the three 'ten's
the 'ten's 'three' =)
zhijun's acting cute cos she cant be as cute as me=)
Sunday, May 18, 2008
~PICTURES~
went out to meet my pals today. actually wanted to meet you guys ytd cos too many things had happened and i wanted to update you guys. cos u all dunno anything when i needed u guys to cheer me up. but zoe and shigs couldnt make it. so i went hm and emo myself.lol. but thks shigs! for organising this outing for me!! though we din manage to sit down and talk lah. yupp. my purpose was to tell u guys abt the probs but din do so in the end. so i decided to just put on the blog and let you guys read. you guys said that u want me to give you guys THE THING before i leave for Thailand. mm. yupp. this blog is THAT THING im talking abt. hopefully you guys dun think that this is stupid k? haha=)
i thot i guys wont stay long today so i asked shengyu and andrew to come look for me for dinner. but i din know that zoe decided not to go for volleysports trng and stayed on. then shigs din leave early too. so i guess it was quite awkward when they came cos i kept neglecting them for u guys.but i like both cliques alot. mm. if only both cliques can be present at the same time. haha. went for pool aft dinner. oh. and we bought fake nails. so unlike me but since both of them bought so i bought too. made andrew paste one on his little finger too. lol. very gay but quite funny. thks dude! for playing along.
my bday's coming soon. mm.edmund's too. so both of us decided taht we shall celebrate tgt so that it would be easier for our clique to celebrate for us. just so thoughtful of us. haha=) im planning what we shall do that day. if it is on a holiday next wk, we can have more fun but some cannot make it. but if we celebrate after school, mm, i think we wont be able to do much. so how? haix. well, as for my actual bday, i think i wanna wear a dress. haha. but i dun feel like doing much. perhaps just go for dinner? or perhaps a movie too? haha.i dunno too.
aiyo. pw's throwing tantrum agn. but im quite tired alr. so just let her be for now lah. sorry ah! wait till im in a better mood then i'll try to talk to u k?
im tired alr. so shant blog long today. next mon is vesak day and tues is college day hol. so i'll have 2 days hol!!!
here are pics i took during my school's band concert and the celebration for zhiwei and melson.
band concert "prelude 28'....
melson's and zhiwei's bday celebration in vivocity and harbour front centre?
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i thot i guys wont stay long today so i asked shengyu and andrew to come look for me for dinner. but i din know that zoe decided not to go for volleysports trng and stayed on. then shigs din leave early too. so i guess it was quite awkward when they came cos i kept neglecting them for u guys.but i like both cliques alot. mm. if only both cliques can be present at the same time. haha. went for pool aft dinner. oh. and we bought fake nails. so unlike me but since both of them bought so i bought too. made andrew paste one on his little finger too. lol. very gay but quite funny. thks dude! for playing along.
my bday's coming soon. mm.edmund's too. so both of us decided taht we shall celebrate tgt so that it would be easier for our clique to celebrate for us. just so thoughtful of us. haha=) im planning what we shall do that day. if it is on a holiday next wk, we can have more fun but some cannot make it. but if we celebrate after school, mm, i think we wont be able to do much. so how? haix. well, as for my actual bday, i think i wanna wear a dress. haha. but i dun feel like doing much. perhaps just go for dinner? or perhaps a movie too? haha.i dunno too.
aiyo. pw's throwing tantrum agn. but im quite tired alr. so just let her be for now lah. sorry ah! wait till im in a better mood then i'll try to talk to u k?
im tired alr. so shant blog long today. next mon is vesak day and tues is college day hol. so i'll have 2 days hol!!!
here are pics i took during my school's band concert and the celebration for zhiwei and melson.
band concert "prelude 28'....
melson's and zhiwei's bday celebration in vivocity and harbour front centre?
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