trng today was quite fine. and extremely tiring. cos the TA3s could only make it for trng ard 3 plus,4, so Serena,Junping,Meiyan and i started trng first ard 130pm. i swear it almost killed me. i was really exhausted. dunno why mr fung got so high lah. he trained our defence. first it was 2 a grp. then it was individual defence. ah! super scary and tiring cos we had to defend 2 baskets of balls and mr fung practically whacked it towards us. mine was really tiring cos he kept hitting my left and right but not to me directly so i had to move everywhere. then he made us 接放球 and immediately prepare to attack. wah! kept running forward to receive then retreat before jumping forward again to spike. and we had to do it alone. so there wasnt time to rest. had to keep moving! i was super tired! and guess wad? ytd trng, i dunno wad happened but my 直线球was better than my 斜线球. so mr fung said that he wants me to always attack straight from that time onwards. so today's trng, i kept practicsing it. ah! i was quite stressed when he changed my tactic. cos attacking straight is very difficult. and usually my timing will be slow. i really dunno wad happened that i actually managed to do that ytd and today. during trng today, i spiked 1 very nice straight ball. mm. felt so good! haha. i hope that i can play like tat in the future! must work hard!!!
aft trng, we had team talk. we were discussing abt punctuality and punishment for being late, and wad to get as a team. we suggested water bottles, towel, hair accessories, bra, shoelaces.. but haven reached an agreement yet. but we had so much fun talking lah.it's not often that we sit down tgt to talk. and we talked abt some personal stuffs like bra in front of mr fung. haha=) like its not awkward to talk abt such stuffs with him ard. he just laughed with us. during debrief, i was kinda happy cos for once, i felt that im not insignificant. cos i've been for consecutively 3 days alr and thr's still trng tmr, mr fung asked us,including me, to rest well cos he said im like dying alr. haha=) at least i know im not neglected in the team.
took bus back with shiyun. and guess wad we saw?
im so sorry to this guy. din mean to take his pic. but i felt that it was pretty funny that he actually wore his shirt inside out. shiyun and i were thinking to tell him or not. but we din dare to tell him so we din. haha=)
he was thr during my trng. not because he wanna stay for my trng but because he was talking to the guys abt their matches. he din stay for the whole trng. mm. i dunno wad i really want. i want him to be ard cos i guess it'll motivate me to play well. but it gives me some stress too. cos i will wanna play well to attract his attention. but his presence does distract me a bit. he seemed so cold when i talked to him today. so i din dare to try talking after that. we're drifting apart. no longer like the close friends that we used to be. and its all my fault. i know i've decided to let him go. i wont wait for his msgs each day anymore. and i wont expect to receive any too. but today, i really hope that he did msg me. but he din. i thot that mayb he will. he still din. mm. i feel kinda disappointed lah. i tld michelle just now that he has other girls in his life. she said that im a nice person and i should deserve someone better. nice person? so whr's my 'someone better'?
i rmb that rachel said this before, ' letting go doesnt mean that you stop liking that person. it merely means that you stop thinking that he'll ever come back to you.'
im letting go of you.
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