im missing the past.

mm. im feeling kinda tired now. had extra trng on spiking just now. and went to look for zoe and junwei for subway after that. it was raining quite heavily. luckily meiyan lent me her umbrella. haha. on my way to AMK hub, i realised that i had some free pic msgs and decided to try it out. i sent zoe a pic on the bus and told her that i was on my way. she replied with this..





she said that she was with junwei and asked me to hury. haha. sending pic msg is so cool!

the weather was cold and AMK hub was even colder. haha. i almost froze to death. could feel myself shivering. why is AMK hub always so cold? mm.cos we met kinda late, like abt 8pm alr, so we din stay for long. had dinner tgt and went to get chocolates before walking to the bus stop with zoe. chocolates is part of my life. cant seem to live without it. i've got this real bad habit. whenever im feeling low, i'll feel like eating chocolates. somehow, it'll make me feel better. esp at times when i dun talk to anyone abt wad's bothering me. junwei left first. told zoe abt trng, abt him and our match. but we couldnt talk much cos it was getting late. sometimes i wonder why is everyone rushing everyday? it seems like we're always busy with sth. like for me, i tend to multi-task all the time. like i cant sit down and watch tv only. i'll eat dinner while watching tv. i'll feel empty when one day i dun have work to do. automatically, i'll find some other things to do. why am i making things difficult for myself?

the fixtures for A Divsion is out!

TJ Girls:
18 april(fri): 1.30pm vs HCI
22 april(tues): 4.15pm vs MI
28 april(mon): 2.00pm vs YJ
29 april(tues): 3.30pm vs JJ

TJ Boys:
17 april(thu): 2.00pm vs VJ
21 april(mon): 3.30pm vs MJ
24 april(thu): 2.45pm vs YJ
28 april(mon): 2.45pm vs CJ

加油 TJVB!! let's do our dear mr fung proud!!

i miss those days when he wld listen to me complain abt every single thing that happened to me each day. even those really minor ones. it feels nice to have a friend who will listen to you. one who you can look for when you need someone to confide in. but nowadays, i feel that he's getting further and further away from me. he could be sitting beside or behind me. yet, i could still feel the distance. though i told myself that i'll try hard to stop liking him, i cant stop myself from thinking abt him. everytime i see him, i could feel my heart beating faster and slower at the same time. i dunno why. but its a strange feeling. and sometimes, it hurts too. because he's an impt friend of mine and i cherish our friendship, that's why i know that i should not like him any longer. moreover he alr has someone else in mind. she's a nice and really sweet girl. even i like her too. i feel really uncomfortable whenever i see her. but because he's my friend, i wanna see them get tgt. but if one day they really got tgt, mm.i dunno how i'll feel. i bet i'll be very sad. haha. but its ok lah.

我爱的人

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等

她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深

我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说"我们"
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声


it reminds me of him. now that i think abt it, i think i like him kinda alot. haha. why did i treat him as a gd friend when i know that i like him? thats rather dumb. mm.im still waiting for the day when he's really able to see me as a gd friend. but. when will that be? im still waiting.