im really tired alr. been pretty busy this few days. so i guess i'll write more tmr instead. tmr, the guys will play their first match. and ours is on friday! 2 more days!!! goshh! im so excited abt this!

i suck at trng today. felt pretty demoralised. the guys had trng before us. so they were like looking at us play aft that. ifrst, my free spike sucks. then i couldnt spike at all during the match. everyone, including him, was thr. why was i so lousy?? totally chui to the max. i felt really demoralised. when i just got into court, i think i lost 3,4 pts in a row. horrible! i suck! i wanted to play better cos he was ard. finally, mr fung set to me. i jumped with all my might, used a lot of strength and i was so sure that i could spike it well, but, phew! a very high out ball! totally demoralising.

i gave the girls team the cards ytd and the guys today. been rushing it out these few days. cos competition is here. im not sure if the girls really appreciated it, but at least they appeared to be. but the guys ar, only a few thanked me. Janan is the nicest of all. he said that he wanna write sth for me too. he'll pass me tmr. yenberg thanked me too. felt so touched cos yenberg usually wont talk to me. shengyu and him thanked me too. he msged to thank me. and at the end of the msg, he asked if they gotta come for all ourr matches. i said no but he din say anything else alr. i guess he wont come for all my matches. shud i go for all of his? i thot that he wld msg me tonight. kept waiting. but still nth.

no matter what, im still going to support the guys tmr. hey! play well k? i think his ankle hasnt recovered totally. hopefully it doesnt affect much. jiayou!